YOU WERE MY WORLD...   then you were gone   in a moment   that still catches my breath   and rips at my soul.   I WANT TO SCREAM....   the emotions build   but there is no one to blame   no one to release   my anger and my sadness.   THE HOUSE IS SO QUIET...   the room that was yours   remains empty   I see your crib against the wall   merely a ghost of what should have been.   I SEE YOU EVERYWHERE...   everywhere you should be   but you are not   I miss you so much   and my heart is broken.   I LOVE YOU...   completely, always, beyond measure   I know that you feel it   I hope that it is enough for us both   until we are together again.   for Jordan (12-10-97)   love Mommy