I reach out for your hand, you
turn away,
its understood, you have nothing to say.
I feel empty, not knowing what to do,
I cry.
You seem so distance,
I can't seem to keep your attention,
there is always something
else you want to see or do,
I know I am losing you.
I try to avoid the feelings,
that haunt my heart,
the thoughts of our love falling a part.
I feel helpless, not knowing what to do,
I fear.
Your touch the life of
another,
claiming she is the dream of the perfect lover,
telling me how alive you feel,
I wonder if I will ever
heal,
not knowing what to do,
I hurt.
Today, I cried about the
future,
and feared the past,
and hoped to never to be hurt again,
Not knowing what to do,
I survived.
-Teresa Henry
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