The two girls arrived in the
family room. It seemed the same as it had an hour ago when Katie sat drinking
her diet soda. Yet, it was different somehow.
Glancing around the room, Katie
noticed that the CD player was gone. In its place was the old Sears record
player her father had thrown out two years before when he bought the new sound
system. Also, the drapes were different. Then it came back to her: her mother
changed them when Katie was twelve.
“Look,” whispered Moira in Katie’s
ear, her arm extended and pointing to someone on the other side of the
Christmas tree. Katie hadn’t noticed the four bracelets dangling on Moira’s
wrists before now. They were plastic, gaudy, and like the rest of her outfit,
matched nothing.
Her eyes following Moira’s
delicate finger, Katie spied her father bent over on his knees. In front of him
were a half-dozen pieces of a bicycle. Spread out on an empty carton was a page
of assembly instructions the size of a full sheet of newsprint. She heard her
father mumbling.
“Wing nut A. Where in the hell is
wing nut A? Damn!” He dug through a pile of hardware spilled haphazardly on the
floor.
“Now, John,” a voice behind Katie
said, “watch your language, son. It’s Christmas after all.”
Katie knew that voice. She turned
quickly and there, coming through the door was Grandma O’Houllihan. She was
carrying a cup of coffee on a saucer. Katie let out a small cry, bringing her
hand to her mouth at the sight of the elderly woman. “I’ve brought a little
something to relax you.”
“Thanks, mom. A break is just what
I need. I swear, a Ph.D. in engineering couldn’t put this damn thing together.”
The older woman chuckled as she sat in a chair next to the Christmas tree.
“You just keep at it, son. You’ll
get it. Think how excited Katie will be when she comes down in the morning. She
wants that bike more than anything.”
Tears welled in Katie’s eyes. She
turned to Moira. “This can’t be, Moira. Grandma O’Houllihan died right after
the Christmas I got that bike. She died on New Year’s Day the very next week.
Her heart.”
“I know,” said Moira. “I’ve met
her – a lovely lady. She loved you very much.”
“She did,” agreed Katie. And then
under her breath she mumbled, “And I loved her so much, too.”
“What?” asked Moira. “I didn’t get
that. What’d you say?”
“Nothing. I want to go talk to
her. I want her to hold me like she used to.”
“Sorry, Kate, but you can’t. These
are just shadows of things from your past. You can’t talk to a shadow.”
“No!” shouted Katie taking a step
forward. “She’s there. She’s right there!” Katie broke away from Moira and
dashed over to her grandmother. “Grandma!” she said, dropping to one knee in
front of the old woman’s chair. “It’s me. Katie. Oh, grandma, I’m so glad to
see you!” Suddenly, a smile spread across her grandmother’s lips as she stared
down at Katie. Katie’s face lit up in a grin from ear to ear.
“Oh, grandma,” she started to say
when the old woman spoke.
“John, I think that part you’re
looking for is behind you. It must have rolled on the floor.”
“What?” said her father. He turned
around and, sure enough, by the edge of the carpet in front of the fireplace
lay wing nut A.
Katie glanced back at Moira. The
little spirit had a sad smile on her face. Katie looked back into the old blue
eyes of her beloved grandmother. “Grandma? Please. It’s me. Katie.” But Grandma
O’Houllihan said nothing. She continued to gaze through Katie watching her son
work on the bike. Katie stood up and walked sadly back to Moira.
“She really can’t see me, can
she?” Moira shook her head. “I really loved that bike, you know.”
“Yes, I know. And you thought
Father Christm—excuse me, Santa carried it down th’ chimney in his sack and put
it under th’ tree, neat and simple as that. You didn’t know that your father
spent almost three hours and every last rag of profanity he owned puttin’ it
together for you, did you?”
Katie shook her head.
“Well, Kate, I could show you at
least a dozen Christmases when your father stayed up all night assemblin’
things for you and your sister. I could show you half a dozen Christmases when
he and your mother did without so you could have what you wanted. This here
Christmas, for example, your parents were wantin’ a new microwave oven, but
couldn’t get it – something about their credit cards being ‘maxed out,’
whatever that is.”
“I never knew.”
“Of course you didn’t. You weren’t
supposed to. Parents never discuss such things with their young’uns.” Moira
turned and faced Katie squarely. “Now do you believe that I am who I say I am?”
Katie looked at her for a long,
hard moment. Then her faced softened. Slowly, she nodded her head.
“Sorry about me costume, though. I
sort of hoped you’d like it”
“It’s okay,” said Katie.
“Well, never mind that now. Come
on. I want to show you something else. Touch me arm again.”
Katie did so and almost immediately
the two of them were flying. The dark, snow-draped countryside was passing
below them at a dizzying speed.