Hey… This is for all the things,

I couldn’t say to you..

These are the words,

I wanted to pass on to you.

I don’t know what has happened,

Or why things became so sweet.

I just wanted to say,

I’d never lie to you…

And that I’ll hold you in my heart forever…

To never let you go…

For I believe in magic.

I believe that dreams come true.

There are sad & lasting moments,

When I think of things that might never be..

Moments that will not escape my soul

Incantations of something -

The world knows as ‘wanting’..

A feeling I know too well.

There could be oceans between us

For what I really knew.

There could be things to discover

Things I could share with you…

But there is no convincing

Someone who is deep in love

There is no changing

A firm and steady heart…

But for a slow and magic moment,

I’ll stop and dream of you…

I’ll hold a hand in mine that’s not really there,

Wishing I was there with you..

I’ll sing songs in simple artless whispers

When I’m alone..

To someone who is not with me.

Believing these things were true…

I’ll imagine a lonesome beach at night,

With waves and rocks and salty air

Moments I could someday share

With a someone as sweet as you…

But if these moments never come

I want luck to be with you

Hear my words and remember

I wish only well for you..

But more than all,

I want to say ‘I’m sorry’,

To one as kind as you,

For all my selfish thoughts

All the bitter words I said to you..

I know you were just as hurt

Just as sorry too.

But it was me that made you feel such things…

And me who tried to steal your heart

I am so sorry,

I am sorry I can’t make it up to you..

In the mornings now

I watch the clouds go rolling by

And dream and think of you..

There is a burning feeling

I take everywhere with me now.

At night I see the stars fall twinkling

And feel their light renew,

The love that is inside me,

The thoughts I hold for you…

Is it wrong for me to say these things?

Am I a child for wanting you?

I remember things that slipped from me before

Lost memories & feelings -

Dissolving before my eyes…

So I won’t let this happen,

I’ll tell you exactly now

The things I feel for you..

I can’t deny I’m hurting.

Holding this fire for you.

Like a fuel I’m burning

Waiting in vain for you.

I said I’ll change -

"Be different",

But I know I never will..

This ache will last forever

That much I surely know.

Is it a vain hope I’m feeling,

As I dream of holding you?

Are they vain hopes I’m holding,

As I sit here loving you?

There are not words to make this

Wanting become real or true..

There is no spell I can cast

Strong enough to pull you in..

I know these things

But I will try to catch your heart

No matter what I have to do..

There was nothing simpler,

Than the thought of moving on.

But like a childhood sweetheart

I felt something soo soo strong for you…

Something made of a fiber

Stronger than me and you.

I wish there was a wheel

Or some device I had

To spin back time and make things different

Make things possible for me & you.

But if there’s a dream to cherish

It is always with me now

A dream things will go fine for you.

I know there’s a destiny..

Some map to guide you everywhere

A charm to see you through.

A map I have not drawn or laid out

A plan I don’t pretend to know.

There are things happening

Inside this heart of mine

Wishes I am thinking

Thoughts I keep on dreaming

Too hard for me to say to you…

I want too much for you to know

The special things I feel for you

I wish I could say them with my lips

Instead of with my hands..

Just tell me I’m your precious one

That’s all I want to hear

Tell me I am something

So dear and close to you;

Tell me with soft whispers

How much I mean to you

As I sit and stroke your hair,

Coaxing sleep to fall on you…

Tell me things I can never hear

Even if these things are far from true…

I can bear illusions my love

Feeling things that will maybe never be

Watching tears fall down your face

Feeling a heart beat fast and true…

Holding a hand that will not be mine

Unless my dreams come true.

Take me somewhere

I have never been before..

Make me someone

I have never been before…

Give me something

I’ve never had before…

Whisper words to me

That will make it all ok

Smooth over my trembling heart

With sweet words and gentle touches

Things I want from you…

For when I think of you,

I feel harps playing in my heart

I want things that will never be

I wish for impossible things to be real

Like flying to the stars with you

If there was some way I could

Reach out and touch your heart

I would – please know that’s true..

I’d hold it in my hand

To never let it go..

Somewhere there is a special place

A place for me & you..

Where there are no ‘Goodbyes’

For me to say to you…

A place I’ll never shiver,

Because I am feeling you,

Laying in my arms,

Holding me close to you.

A place we can last forever,

Together, calm and gentle;

A place I can be with you..

When I am old and sleeping

I will still dream of you

When I am close to dying

I will sweetly remember you

The one I most dearly wanted

The perfect girl for me…

That person that made me still,

That made my soul calm and new.

But at least I will not regret it…

For I would know one special thing.

That I had time to think it out

That I had a chance to tell

That is the MOST important thing

That you knew,

That you were told,

Just the way I feel for you.