Remember when we were in the first grade and met each other. You did not like me at first cause I said your mom was mean. Then I bought you a teddy bear to tell you that I was very sorry. Last time I went over to your house you still had the teddy bear. In sixth grade we started liking boys, but both pretended not to. I remember we would both laugh when a guy would ask us out; We would say no, smile teasingly, giggle a little and then run away. You always said I was the prettier one, but to me you were always. In high school we talked about everything and we hardly ever fought. We talked about parents, and sports, and love and everything about life. We shared our deepest secrets and we both knew that neither would tell. We talked about our lowest lows and our highest highs together. Yesterday, the last thing I remember was that we were happily talking; I guess neither of us were paying attention like we tend not to together. The car was too fast, way to fast; we were laughing to much to even hear. Life flashed before my eyes then darkness surrounded me and I died... Now I have to cry, to pour out my heart to you, ask again and again, Why? We talked about everything. You were more than a best friend to me. Darkness and pain, screams of torture; they surround me always, everyday. I asked for you today hoping you would comfort me as you used to.
You're not here.
No, today you cannot comfort me, instead you add to the suffering and pain. Today you are in a better place that they tell me you knew about for a while. Why, Why, I cry, I beg, I scream, did you never tell me about your Friend, The one that helped you help me in my pain and suffering while on Earth? Dearest friend, why did you think that I would not want to share in your joy?
We shared everything together--from toothbrushes, to hair spray, to lipstick . . .
Why?
My heart is ripped out just knowing that you could not tell me, everything is dark, pitch black; the heat is scorching, blistering pain everywhere.
Eternity. I shrivel inside to hear those words forever, a sentence to prolonged. As I look into your eyes once more, I ask for a glass of water, and you cannot give it to me; but I can't help think of all the times we talked--you could have saved me.
I sleep no more. I cannot dream of better days. I live forever knowing I can't die.
I thought we talked about everything. How come you never told me.........
You will live forever and I can never die?
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