On the 25th of August, I saw something in Josiah's left eye.
I was terrified that something had gone wrong. I ran down the
stairs and yelled for my husband, Jerry, to come look. He saw
it too, and I rushed Josiah to the emergency room.
The doctor looked into Josiah's beautiful sparkling eyes and
said the words, "Your son has a cataract." I was so happy!
I had imagined that Josiah had been played with too
roughly or had somehow fallen and was injured. Just a cataract!
He was to see the ophthalmologist the next day.
Josiah was scheduled for surgery the following Thursday,
29 August 96. The surgery went well and because there was also
a cataract in his right eye, that surgery was scheduled for the
16th of September. Josiah's cataracts were an odd shape,
looking a bit like a propeller. The doctor had never seen any
in this shape. My baby was fitted with contact lenses and
we were sent on our way.
We had learned nothing bad about the outcome, only told
what a great baby Josiah was. He was tested for everything
possible, and all tests were back normal. Except one. Josiah's
urine showed he was wasting amino acids. They could find no
reason for this, and he was clearly thriving, so for now, life
went on like normal. I couldn't help, however, feeling like
"the bad thing" would happen at any time.
I thought I was crazy, was told I was overly anxious, and
tried to shake the fear that something awful would happen to my little
boy.