The Christmas Eve I remember the best began with a glorious snowstorm
that filled the streets so that even the street cars had a hard time making
it over the icy rails. It was great sledding weather, and when Mother asked
my teenage brother to run an errand for her. I gladly accompanied
him. I was nine, and sledding at the time was a life of ease for
me, for Grant either had to pull me on the sled or run along behind while
pushing me, hoping to jump on for a ride while we coasted.
The happy years of my childhood
came during the "Great Depression". For me, it was a time of learning and
sharing. I was even encouraged to accompany Grant on his daily rounds after
school while he sold cottage cheese door to door to supplement the family
income. You see, Dad was having a rough time of it. Our new store,
which has been doing well right up to 1929, was closed now, and Dad found
it difficult to keep a job as store after store, and factories, too, closed
their doors.
We were gliding now, laughing
as we went, to deliver some reports to the RS president, from our mother,
who was her secretary. We were welcomed into a decorated, warm house,
and before we left, we were each rewarded with a lovely, big orange.
What a treat! Before the age of transportation as we know it today,
oranges were scarce where we lived, and to receive one in your Christmas
stocking was something special. But to get one for doing practically
nothing was an unexpected joy, and we traveled home with light hearts.
Christmas was already a success!
Yet, at home, it was a bit
hard to tell it was Christmas. For the first time in our lives, no brightly
lit Christmas tree stood in the corner between the piano and the colonnades.
Our family had talked it over and decided we could dispense with a tree
this year. The tiny gifts I had made for Mom and Dad in school, wrapped
in white tissue paper, rested uncomfortably on the sewing machine, alongside
the small packages my brothers had managed to acquire with carefully hoarded
pennies.
After a supper of hot soup
and crusty bread, we lingered at the table a while, then washed up the
supper dishes. And then we sat. What do you do on Christmas
Eve when there are no presents to be wrapped, no pies to be made, no tree
in the front room to sing around. We played a game. And then we sat some
more. Finally Dad could stand it no longer, jumping to his
feet, he almost shouted, "I've got 50c in my pocket. Let's go see
if we can get a tree". Fifty cents! And no payday in sight. What
love and devotion must have determined that sudden decision.
Yet, at that very moment,
before we could say anything, the doorbell rang. My brother and I ran to
the door, and to our surprise, no one was there. We looked around in disappointment,
and then we saw it- a glorious tree! We looked in every direction, but
could find no one to claim the tree It had to be ours!
I can still feel the thrill,
the excitement. I can still see the tears on my Dad's cheeks as he
helped us decorate it. We hadn't told anyone that we didn't have a tree,
and we had been very careful not to invite friends to our home for them
to discover it. Later the Bishop of our ward disclaimed any knowledge of
it; the RS thought it was a nice gesture, but refused any credit for it;
the neighbors were no more friendly than usual-so we never knew where the
tree came from. But the road seemed brighter for us as a family because
some good soul had brought us a Christmas tree - and love - on our darkest
Christmas Eve.