CHAPTER FORTY-SEVEN
Laura leaned her head back and closed her eyes. It was absolutely
beautiful outside today. She enjoyed just sitting here in the park when
winter’s grip on the town would loosen slightly. A small voice interrupted
her thoughts, “Ganma, Ganma!” Anreya said as she crawled up on the
bench beside Laura. Nikolas stood back silently.
Laura scooped the child up in her arms, “Hey Baby.” Laura looked
up at her son, “Hello Nikolas.”
“Hello.,” he said politely, but coldly. He watched Laura talk with
Anreya and watched the child light up and talk to her. Laura pretended to
understand everything she said, even though Nikolas knew that was
impossible. He felt envious as he watched them. Nikolas wondered what
is was like to be held and cuddled by parents and grandparents.
Nikolas turned around so Laura could see the look on his face. She
had a way of just knowing what he was feeling by a glance. Mother’s
intuition, he guessed.
Laura looked up at her son’s back. “Nikolas, you can sit down
here if you like, I won’t bite. But I can’t promise about Anreya.”
Nikolas turned and looked at Laura. She was smiling and her head
was tilted slightly to emphasize the fact that she was joking. Anreya
looked from one to the other. Nikolas couldn’t resist smiling slightly as he
sat down and said, “Okay, but just for a minute.”
“I’ve not seen you in a while, how have you been?” Laura asked.
“Fine.”
“Are you keeping yourself busy at the hospital?”
“Yes.”
“Do you ever answer in anything other than monosyllables?”
“Not often.”
Laura looked carefully at her son. “This bothers you, doesn’t it.
My relationship with Lisa and Anreya, I mean.”
Nikolas glanced up at her. She did it again. He guessed he might
as well tell her how he felt. Truth. It was supposed to set you free. Well,
he would see. “Okay, you want the truth? Yes, yes it does bother me.
You are my mother, and yet Leezia is the one calling you ‘Mom’. I have
never known what it was like for my mother to hold me, or grandparents to
say how proud they were of me and how much they loved me. Didn’t
anybody think that I needed the emotional support that everyone else needs
and gets? Is this because I’m supposed to be ‘the heir’ and what I need I
will get, but only as someone else sees fit until I’m 25. I’m just a title, a
way to carry on the family line. And you, you weren’t around.”
Laura sat Anreya on the bench beside her as she cried softly. She
reached out and took Nikolas’ hand in her own. “There are so many things
that I regret about my past. The one thing that I regret most of all is not
forcing my way back for you. I missed watching my first child grow up
and become the man he is today. I missed your first steps, your first
words, baking you cookies, birthdays...”
Nikolas wipes away tears as he interrupts. “Please stop. I know
what you missed, I was there. Remember?”
“I’m sorry. If I had known that Helena was unable to carry out her
threats against my family, I would have come back and gotten you. I really
mean that Nikolas. I wanted you with me. So much. I just had to believe
that if I couldn’t raise you, then Stefan would, as best as he could. And he
did that. He loves you and is very proud of you. And so am I.”
Nikolas looked intently at his mother. He could see the truth in her
eyes. Maybe she really did love him. He wondered what it would be like
for her to be a mother to him. He wondered if he should give her that
chance. He didn’t want to be hurt again, but he was going to see her
frequently, both at the hospital and because of Leezia and Anreya. He had
to tell her how he felt about her. But would she accept it, or trample on his
heart again? He finally gave in to what he’d been wanting to tell her for
months. “I love you, Mother.”
Laura threw her arms around her son and wept, “I love you too,
Nikolas. I always have and I always will. No matter what happens.”
Laura felt a tugging on her shirt from behind. She turned and
smiled at Anreya as she wiped away tears. “Ganma, Nikky, what wrong?”
Anreya asked.
Laura reached around and sat Anreya in her lap. “Nothing
Sweetheart, everything is fine.”
Nikolas brushed away his own tears, “Yes Anreya, nothing is
wrong.”
Anreya reached up and put her arms around Nikolas’ neck. “Wuv
you, Nikky.”
“I love you too, Anreya,” Nikolas said as he kissed her head gently
and smiled at his mother.
*****
Jessica Spencer could not bring herself to look Lisa in the eyes.
“Mrs. Cassadine, I had no idea you were here.”
Lisa straightened up on the barstool, so she could effectively look
down on Jessica. “Why are you here?” she asked harshly.
“I’m looking for my brother and sister.”
“And you expect to find them here? Why?”
Luke watched his daughter carefully. He could see the Cassadine
upbringing surging through her veins. He’d never seen her eyes look so
cold or her voice sound so harsh. And he looked over at his half sister, her
head was bowed and from what he could see of her face, she looked
positively terrified. Is this how Lisa had been treated as a child? If so, why
was she acting like them now? Even with what Jessica had done to Lisa
earlier, it didn’t change the fact the she was family. Family, no matter
what, was not supposed to act like this.
Jessica answered Lisa’s question, “I was told by my father that I
might find them here. Before he died, that is.”
Lisa sighed, “I sympathize with your loss, but that was four months
ago. Why haven’t you contacted them before now?”
Jessica finally looked up at Lisa, “I was scared.”
Luke looked over at Bobbie, whose eyes begged him to do
something. He looked again from Lisa to Jessica. Bobbie reached over
and put her arm around Jessica’s shoulder. Jessica looked up at her with
tears in her eyes. Luke stepped in between Lisa and Jessica and held Lisa’s
face in his hands and forced her to look him in the eyes. “Sunshine,
Darlin’, snap out of it. It’s not worth it. What she did to you is over.” He
looked at his youngest sister. “Jessica, babe, I’m Luke, and that is Bobbie
standing next to you.”
At Luke’s voice, Lisa seemed to snap out of the pattern she was in.
She blinked a couple of times and looked up at him. “Daddy, you have no
idea what you’re talking about. I missed two years out of my daughter’s
life because of her.”
“Yeah Darlin’, but you’ve got Annie back now. I missed 19 years
of your life, and Bobbie missed 22 years of Caroline’s, so it could be
worse.”
Lisa nodded slightly and looked over at Jessica. Jessica looked at
Luke and Lisa and then at Bobbie. She gestured slightly towards Luke and
Lisa, “I don’t think I understand,” she said to Bobbie.
Bobbie answered her, “Lisa here is Luke’s daughter. Didn’t you
know that?”
Jessica shook her head, “No, the only grandchild I knew my father
had was Caroline. And that was only because I’ve met her. I think I made
a mistake by coming here. I’m sorry.” Jessica tried to turn and walk away.
Luke stopped her, “Don’t do it, you’ll regret it later. You came
here looking for family, and we’re as good as it gets. All of us.”
Jessica nodded, “Okay. For the family’s sake. I need to know you
guys. And I need to tell you about Dad.” She looked over at Lisa and
then down again, “And I am sorry for what I did to your daughter. I know
it was wrong, I just...I didn’t know who you were, if I had...”
“I don’t think anything would have changed,” Lisa interrupted
harshly.
“Oh please,” Bobbie said in exasperation. “Lisa, get over it.”
“Excuse me, Bobbie?” Lisa said smartly. “I wasn’t talking to you.
You weren’t there. Jessica and I were, and I call them like I see them.”
She sighed reluctantly and continued, “But like Daddy said, I’ll have to
learn to accept that Jessica is family, just like you’ll need to accept the fact
that Caroline is your daughter.”
“When hell freezes over,” Bobbie replied.
“Exactly,” Lisa said bluntly.
Luke cleared his throat loudly. “Enough is enough. With all of
you. Bobbie, why don’t you and Jessica do some family bonding. I catch
up with you later. Lisa, c’mon Babe, I’m taking you out of here.” With
that, he led Lisa out of the club, leaving Jessica and Bobbie to sit down at
the bar and chat.
*****
Carly crossed the room and answered the knock on the door. She
was truly shocked to see Tony standing there. “Tony, what are you doing
here?”
“Can I come in, Carly? I’d like to talk to you.”
Carly stood back and let him in. After he entered, she shut the door
and turned to face him. Without saying anything, he embraced her and
kissed her passionately. She struggled against him at first, but impulse and
desire quickly took over and it was like no time had passed and her true
identity didn’t matter.
Tony pulled back to talk to her, “Carly, I’m sorry.”
“No Tony, it’s me who should be sorry, I should’ve told you who I
was sooner.”
He smiled, “Who you are doesn’t matter. I realize that now. I just
wish I hadn’t hurt you so much when I found out.”
“What about Bobbie?”
“Just because you are my ex-wife’s daughter doesn’t change my
feelings for you. I love you, Carly.”
Carly started to cry and smile at the same time. “I love you too,
Tony.”
She reached out to put her arms around him...and grabbed her
pillow. Carly opened her eyes slowly. Why was it every time she went to
sleep she dreamt of Tony. Her life really was a nightmare.
She sat up and looked around for her vodka bottle before
remembering that Lisa had gotten rid of all her booze. “Damn,” she said
aloud as she flopped back on the bed, intent on sleeping her life away.
*****
CHAPTER FORTY-EIGHT
Nikolas took a deep breath as he rang the doorbell to the Spencer
home. He was a little surprised when Lesley opened the door.
“Hello Nikolas,” she stood aside to let him come in. “Laura said
you might be stopping by.”
Nikolas came in slowly, “Well, yes, I mentioned something to her
about coming by to see Lesley Lu.”
“Have a seat, Laura and Lu will be home soon.”
Nikolas sat down and looked at his grandmother. She sat in the
chair opposite him. “Is something wrong, Nikolas? Can I get you
something?”
Nikolas shook his head, “No thank you.” He shifted
uncomfortably. “I want to apologize for my behavior and attitude towards
you at the hospital when Leezia was there. It was totally inappropriate.
I’m sorry.”
“It’s okay, Nikolas, I understand. You were thrown a curve.”
Lesley smiled at her oldest grandson and changed the subject, “Laura said
you two had a nice discussion earlier. She was so happy that you called
her ‘Mother’ for the first time.”
Nikolas smiled too. “If felt right. We had been hurting each other
so much for too long. Maybe this is the start of a real relationship between
my mother and I.”
“She’s grateful for the opportunity, I know that.” Lesley smiled
slightly, “And for purely selfish reasons, so am I. I wish your uncle
would’ve let you come by and see me while I was in Greece, but for the
most part, I wasn’t worth seeing. I wasn’t myself at all. I would like the
chance to get to know you as well.”
“I would like that.” Nikolas knelt by the chair that Lesley was
sitting in and held her hand. Lesley leaned over and kissed him. As she
stroked his hair gently, he looked up at her with tears in his eyes.
“Your uncle did a wonderful job of raising you. He and Lisa used
to tell me about you and what you were doing. You could see the pride in
his eyes. He was always very proud of you, Nikolas.” Lesley was crying
gently now.
“Thank you, Grandmother. When my mother thought you were
still dead, she told me things about what you were like as a doctor and how
much you loved to care for others. But there’s so much I don’t know.
The front door opened quietly. Laura entered with Lulu walking
behind her. Laura stopped and watched as she saw Nikolas with Lesley.
Neither of them noticed Laura or Lulu.
Nikolas continued to talk, “I want to know all about you,
Grandmother, and what my mother was like when she was young.”
Lesley smiled and stood up, “Well, Sweetie, I will tell you
everything you want to know. We have plenty of time now.”
Nikolas stood up and hugged Lesley, “Thank you.” He then saw
his mother watching them, smiling, with tears in her eyes. He crossed over
to her, “Hello, Mother,” he said, kissing both of her cheeks.
Lulu peeked around from behind Laura and looked up at them as
Laura embraced her son. “Hello Nikolas,” Laura said.
Nikolas reached down and picked up Lulu and kissed her, “And
how is my little sister today?”
“Fine,” Lulu said softly.
As Nikolas took Lulu over and sat down with her on the sofa,
Laura and Lesley sat at the nearby table. “I hope I didn’t interrupt
anything,” Laura said.
Lesley shook her head, “No, my grandson and I were just starting
to relate. We have plenty of time for that now. So do you.”
Before either of them had a chance to say anything else, the front
door flew open and Lisa and Luke came in, having an animated discussion.
They were oblivious to the others in the room.
“Maybe you just need to lay off her for a little while, darlin’,” Luke
said.
“Yeah right. I don’t think so, Daddy. After what she did to me and
my family, I won’t forgive her so easily,” Lisa said strongly.
Luke glared at her, “Look Sunshine, you are acting more and more
like a damn Cassadine. The longer you stay with those vampires, they’re
gonna suck the life right out of you. You’re better than that.”
“Your point, Daddy?”
Before either of them could say anything else, Laura cleared her
throat loudly. Lisa and Luke finally looked up from their discussion and
saw four pairs of eyes staring at them.
Luke looked around quickly before focusing on Laura, “Hey
Angel,” he said as he walked up and kissed her as if nothing had happened.
Nikolas stood up and sat Lulu on the sofa and kissed her,
“Goodbye, little sister, I’ll see you later,” he said softly.
He walked up to Laura and kissed each of her cheeks gently, while
Luke looked on and frowned. Laura embraced her son again, “You don’t
have to leave so soon, you know?”
“Let him leave Laura, if he wants,” Luke said condescendingly.
Nikolas ignored Luke, “I think it’s time.”
“Can we get together tomorrow?” she asked him. Luke looked
incredulously at her.
Nikolas nodded, “Sure. Goodbye Mother,” he also nodded
towards Lesley, “Grandmother. I will call you.” Nikolas glared at Lisa as
he walked out the door.
“What the hell was that ‘Mother, Grandmother’ crap about?” Luke
asked harshly.
“Excuse me, I’d better follow him,” Lisa said quickly. “Daddy, get
over it! He’s part of the family too!” As she walked towards the door, she
said, “See you all later.” She rushed out the door after Nikolas.
Luke looked from Laura to Lesley and over to Lulu, “What just
happened here?” he asked, confused.
*****
Lisa saw Nikolas at the end of the Spencer driveway. “Hey
Nikolas, wait up,” she called out after him.
Nikolas stopped to allow her to catch up. “What? Are you tired of
hanging out with your good family? Ready to rejoin the Cassadine ranks
now Leezia?”
“Nikolas, who died and made you king, deciding who was the good
family and who was the bad?” she asked.
“You’re influenced by them, making all Cassadines bad and
Spencers good.”
Lisa stood back and eyed Nikolas carefully, “You’re jealous. And
have been for a long time from the looks of it. You want in so bad, you
don’t know what to do. And you can’t stand the fact that I have a place in
both families.”
“You’re more of a Cassadine than you are willing to admit.”
Lisa got right up in Nikolas’ face, “Okay, little prince, you want to
know what being a Cassadine meant to me for years? I grew up in the
same house as you, but under a different set of rules. I remember Mikkos
and Stavros and their tirades against anyone at anytime. I remember
Helena and her mind games. And I remember Billy Cassadine Evans
beating me to a bloody pulp over nothing. All that was part of my being a
member of the Cassadine family. You want to see what I got out of it?”
She turned her back to him and lifted her shirt up in the back, revealing
long deep scars and discolored scar tissue.
Nikolas gasped, he had no idea what all had happened to her, both
recently and when she was younger.
“Yeah, didn’t you know? Cassadines did this to me for years.
Until your uncle stopped it.”
She turned back around to face Nikolas. He just looked blankly at
her, “No wonder you hate us,” he said.
Lisa sighed as she shook her head. “I don’t hate anyone, Nikolas.
Almost everyone that had a part in this is dead now. You just have to
understand where I’m coming from. I’ve seen what all the players here can
do. I don’t prefer one “family” to the other. So if going through all this
crap and staying around makes me a Cassadine, than that’s what I am. If
not, then like an ex-friend of mine said, ‘I’m just a servant that got lucky’.”
“No preference?” Nikolas asked.
“None. You, Stefan and Anreya are as much family as the
Spencers, if not more so. You, Stefan and Alexis showed me that not all
Cassadines are evil incarnate. And Alexander and Jessica showed me just
how bad Spencers could be. It’s a toss up, really.” Lisa smiled, trying to
alleviate the situation. “Okay? We clear now?”
Nikolas smiled too. “Yes.”
Lisa looped her arm in his, “C’mon, Nik,” she said, “My car is over
there, let’s go home. I need to see my husband and daughter.”
*****
Carly ran her hands through her hair as she forced herself to go
downstairs. She was dressed comfortably in an old pair of jeans with an
oversized sweat shirt. Ruby watched as she came down and sat on one of
the barstools.
Ruby poured her a cup of coffee, “Here you go, honey. Coffee,
black and strong. Looks like you need it.”
Carly took the coffee and sipped it slowly, “Thanks. I guess Lisa
told you then.”
Ruby gave her a sidelong glance, “Purple spiders?”
Carly laughed slightly, “Excuse me,” she joked, “My brain cannot
be held accountable for what it does when it’s pickled.”
Ruby walked around the bar to face Carly. She reached up and
held Carly’s chin in her hand and turned Carly’s head from side to side
slowly.
Carly was confused by Ruby’s odd behavior, “Is something
wrong?”
Ruby stood back and looked at her again. She shook her head,
“No, I’m just trying to figure out why we didn’t notice it before.”
“Notice what?”
“You have Bobbie’s eyes, not to mention a couple of other
features.”
“Luke noticed it. He said he would have killed me if I didn’t have
my mother’s eyes.” Carly shuddered slightly at the memory.
“Luke’s all bluff, I hope you know that. Family is family and
nothing will change that.”
Carly frowned, “Well he certainly had me convinced.” She thought
about the word family for a moment and all it’s connotations. “I guess
that’s why he accepted Lisa like he did.” Carly paused again, “She’s my
cousin and I love her, but in the same sense I really hate her too.”
By this time, Ruby had gone back behind the bar. She glanced up
at Carly, “What do you mean?”
Carly smiled, “She used to be the one person that I could count of
whose life was worse than mine. Now look at her.”
Ruby laughed slightly as Carly continued, “When she and I met, she
was alone, her kid had just died and she had no one. Now, she’s got all the
family anyone needs in Luke and Laura, her husband and one and a half
kids. Not to mention she’s rich. Everybody loves her.”
Jessica and Bobbie came in giggling like a couple of schoolgirls.
Ruby whispered to Carly, “Well there are two people that don’t.”
Carly looked over her shoulder then quickly turned back to Ruby,
“Yeah, but one of them absolutely hates me.”
Jessica sat down at one of the tables while Bobbie walked over to
Ruby at the bar. “Hi Ruby,” she said, “I was wondering if I could get a
couple of pieces of whatever pie you have handy for me and Jess.”
“Sure honey,” Ruby said as she walked back to the kitchen.
Bobbie turned to Carly, “Hello, Caroline.”
Carly smiled slightly at her mother’s use of her real name, “Hi.”
Carly expected that to be the end of the conversation. She drank
more of her coffee.
Bobbie wasn’t finished yet. She glanced back at Jessica, who gave
her the thumbs up sign. “Caroline, now that you admit to being my
daughter,” she paused, both watching Carly’s response and summoning up
enough courage to get past her problems with Carly. “Well, I was
wondering if you’d like to get together for lunch or something.”
Carly looked at Bobbie as if she had six heads, “Are you serious?”
Bobbie nodded.
Carly smiled, genuinely smiled, “Yeah, I think I’d like that.”
“Good.”
Ruby brought out two pieces of pie and put them on the counter.
“Here you go.”
Bobbie smiled, “Thanks Ruby.” She briefly put her hand on Carly’s
shoulder, “I’ll call you.” And with that, she took the pie off the bar and
went back to her sister.
Carly watched her, then turned back to Ruby. Ruby smiled at her,
“You see, no one can ignore family forever. A family can never be
completely divided over anything. There will always be obstacles, every
family has them. But blood wins out in the end.”
*****