For a background to this storyline, please read OLTL History 1992 -
Andrew Fights Homophobia. [Only storyline-relevant scenes are
included]
...THE MEADOWS. (Renee, Bo)
Bo: Look at that. Will you just look at those?
Renee: Parishioners?
Bo: Parishioners? It's more like Walter Douglas and his
spiritual lynch mob. They're here to protest the quilt
being here. You know, if they'd just get off their high
horses and get down here and take a look at this and read
it ... then maybe they could find out what this is really
all about.
Renee: Remembrance and loss.
Bo: Maybe they could talk to that lady right over there - her
only son died of AIDS. Or talk to that young couple -
they lost a one-year-old baby . But no, they've got to stay up
there on the steps and try to keep Andrew from
going into the church? I mean, how petty can you get?
...THE CHURCH STEPS (Andrew, Cassie, Walter & Virginia Douglas,
Elizabeth MacNamara & a crowd of onlookers)
Andrew: [to Cassie] Looks like it's time to face our public.
Excuse me.
[Andrew mounts the steps where a defiant Walter Douglas is barring the
church door]
Walter: Sorry, Reverend. You are never going to set foot in this
church again.
Andrew: I want to thank you all for coming here on this special day.
Walter: Huh ... that's great. That's vintage Carpenter! Come on,
Reverend, spare us the noble equanimity. I think I'd respect
you more if you got a little mad.
Andrew: I'm not mad. I'm saddened.
Walter: Yeah, why is that? Because you're finally being prevented
from riding rough-shod over everything that's decent?
Andrew: Church is for everyone, Mr. Douglas. You have no right to
keep anyone out. Please let me pass.
Walter: One condition ... your resignation right now.
Andrew: Mr. Douglas, there is something more important at hand.
That. (Points to quilt) This is not about me or about you, or
about my job or your opinion of it. It's about the quilt.
Walter: That's right and that's one more reason you should resign!
Because you are responsible for bringing that ... thing
... here!
Andrew: That 'thing' is the Names Project AIDS Memorial Quilt and
I will not have you refer to it as if it is some rag that
was dragged out of the gutter!
Walter: Well, why not? Isn't that where most of the people you
glorify spent their lives?
Andrew: You want to see me get angry? Fine! I am angry! ... I
am angry! I am angry! Can not you people understand or
appreciate where this quilt came from, how it came to be
made? People are dying of AIDS! All kinds of people!
Babies ... and children. Teenagers. Women. Old people.
Unlike you, AIDS is not prejudiced and not enough is being
done to stop this disease. And one man saw the names of
the victims of AIDS taped to the wall of a building and
one year later ... One year later, the first panel was
made - a panel not unlike this one. Now, there are over
15,000 of them!
Walter: Well, we don't care if there are a million of them on a
lazy-susan! Because you had no authority to bring this
circus to town, park in on the church lawn, without getting
permission from the vestry. This time, Reverend,
you have gone too far!
Andrew: As have you, sir.
Walter: You know, your beloved quilt represents everything that is
unacceptable about you! Sexual perversion. Subversive
behavior. Trying to turn our faith into some kind of a
statement! Well any man who preaches that, is nothing but
a menace - for us and for our children!
[The crowd applauds]
Andrew: I am not that man! And that quilt is nothing of the sort!
Walter: Well, yes you are and we are going to do anything we can
to keep you from preaching here ever again!
Cassie: How dare you deny this man access to the house of God!
You call yourself Christians?
Andrew: Cassie...
Cassie: Andrew, I just can't stay silent anymore. You people say
Andrew's a bad influence on your kids? Then you obviously
haven't take the time to visit the community center he's
built with his own hands and his heart! Go there ... and
see the very kids you're concerned about saving lives,
building hope, giving people back their neighborhood. In
fact, that's probably who's getting the most out of Andrew
being here. Your kids!
...BREAK
...INSIDE ST. JAMES... (The entire congregation is gathered, including
Viki, Billy Douglas and Joey Buchanan)
[Andrew unfurls the quilt on the altar]
Elizabeth: Sacrilige!
Walter: Resign! You resign right now and you take that filth out
of our sanctuary!
Andrew: (Holding up a rock) Do you know where I got this rock? I
got this rock at our community center. It had been thrown
through a window. A note was tied around it - said "Drop
dead, Father faggot" Was the note signed? Of course not.
It was anonymous. As anonymous as the person whose arm
rose from a nameless, faceless crowd and let the rock fly!
Did I say crowd? Well, I meant mob. Because a mob is
nothing but cowardice with a franchise and over the past
few months I've seen this community - a place that I love,
torn apart by cowardice. And a mob has fostered fear and
hatred and intolerance and over what? What is the great
bone of contention? It's freedom. It's freedom, pure and
simple. Freedom in the form of person's right to choose
his or her own way of private life. Now how could this
happen? How? How could one person's personal private life
cause somebody else to react so violently? Well, there are those
among us who are afraid of freedom and
threatened by choice and terrified of difference and they
seek to destroy a person's right to his or her own truth
and they lash out and label this a sin, and that an
abomination. And they won't feel safe ... no, they won't
feel safe until they are better ... more entitled ... more
equal than the other. Whites better than blacks! Males
better than females! Straights better than gays! Because,
you see, the mob is very, very scared and that is
very scary. But who among you ... who among you, would
have the courage to step from the safety of a mob? And
who among you would come up here alone and attack me for
preserving freedoms that I am sworn to protect? Here's
your rock! Now who among you will cast the first stone?
...BREAK
Andrew: Outside, while we sit here, someone's reading the names of
people who have died of AIDS.
Walter: The names of perverts!
Andrew: It's the sound of remembrance ... of remembrance. Of
family and of friends and of loved ones. It's the sound
of love! And all the people that have gathered in our
meadow today have come out of love ... and every stitch
in that quilt was made out of love. And the quilt is so
big! And it's not because a tragic disease has cut a
swath through our society, it's because there's so much
love for the people the disease has claimed. And they
will be remembered. They will be remembered ... for the
experiences that they had and the dreams they shared and
the joy they brought and the sorrow they left behind.
They'll be remembered. And it's all fueled by that which
makes us most human - love. What is love? What is love?
It's acceptance. That's what Christ's message to us is.
Love one and other. Accept one another. When you love
someone, what do you do? You take them in. You take
them into your heart and that is surely why it hurts so
much when we lose someone that we love, because when they
die, we lose a part of ourselves.
[Andrew picks up the rock in one hand and the quilt in the other]
Of course ... I guess ... that the truth is, everybody is
part of us and we are part of everybody else. We forget
that sometimes. We want to insist that we are not related
to certain people at all because they are - oh, maybe too
little of that color. Or maybe too much of that behavior.
And we get scared and we get selfish and before you know
it, we have picked up a rock. (Looking at the rock)
Hatred. Hatred and intolerance. They've been with us
forever. How? How can love beat that? Hatred is so hard
and sharp, unyielding. (Looking at the quilt) Love is so
soft and gentle and giving. I guess love can never beat
hatred. Never. All love can do ... all love can do is
accept it, to take it in. (Wraps the rock in the quilt)
And bit by bit, piece by piece, so that after awhile and
with a whole lot of patience ... hatred disappears. And
it's true that love can never defeat hatred ... but it
can overcome it! It can definitely, definitely overcome
it!
[Walter Douglas breaks the silence by clapping]
Walter: Bravo! Bravo! (To the congregation) Do you see what he's
trying to do? He's trying to wrap us around his
finger like he wrapped this freak flag around that rock!
Andrew: Mr. Douglas...
Walter: No! No! You made your speech - you listen to me. You
stand up there spewing your liberal pap about acceptance,
all you're trying to do is obscure the issue!
Andrew: So what are you going to do? Are you going to stand there
and tell me that the right to privacy or the right to love
as you see fit has nothing at all to do with acceptance?
Walter: But see, only your ideas of what is acceptable count, right
Reverend? Right? Especially when it comes to
advocating perversion! Especially when it comes to
circumventing the vestry's process and dragging this
congregation into some kind of political vaudeville,
without so much as a by-your-leave ... Well, that goes
way beyond my ideas of what is acceptable! This is our
church! Not yours! Ours! And somebody has got to speak
for the people that you have disenfrachised! I'm talking
about normal, decent people who don't want our church
pulled into the gutter by a gay-loving heretic!
Billy: (Jumping up from the pew) He's not any of those things!
[Billy slowly steps beside Andrew at the altar]
Walter: Oh, God...
Billy: I've got something to tell you. Something to tell all of
you.
Walter: Stop right there! Right now!
Billy: I won't stop! I can't! I'm sick of being quiet and tired
of being scared.
Walter: I'm warning you...
Billy: About what? What are you afraid of? That I'll say
something disgusting, something perverted? Well, I'm not
afraid, not anymore. Because I know who I am and I can
finally admit it. I'm Billy Douglas ... and I'm gay.
Walter: Shut up! You shut up!
Billy: But Dad, I'm the same kid! I'm the same one that you took
canoeing and camping. I'm the same kid you hugged half-
to-death when I brought you that dorky pipe home for
Father's Day last year.
Walter: No! You are not!
Billy: Yes I am! I'm the same! I am. But I never would have
known that if it wasn't for Andrew. I was going crazy.
Do you know what it's like to wake up every morning and
look in the mirror and say it can't be! It can't be!
It can't be! I was going to explode! But Andrew - he
treated me like ... like me. He put his arm around me,
yeah, he put his arm around me and told that it was okay -
that I was okay. I was okay like this. And then somebody
started a rumor saying that he was trying to molest me,
put the moves on me, a homo ... that's bull! He only put
his arm around me because I didn't think that my family
... that my family would. See, this is how this whole
thing got started. Somebody just twisted the truth
around. But I was too scared, too afraid to admit who I
really was. Mom ... Dad ... maybe you can't love me
anymore. But I still love the both of you. And no matter
what you think, I'm still your son. I'm your son, Billy
Douglas and I always will be.
Virginia:(Rushing to her son) Nothing could ever make me stop
loving you! Nothing in this world!