The True Nature of a Heart

John Blanchard stood up from the bench, straightened his Army uniform, and studied the crowd of people making their way through Grand Central Station. He looked for the girl whose heart he knew, but whose face he didn't, the girl with the rose.

His interest in her had begun thirteen months before in a Florida library. Taking a book off the shelf he found himself intrigued, not with the words of the book, but with the notes penciled in the margin. The soft handwriting reflected a thoughtful soul and insightful mind. In the front of the book, he discovered the previous owner's name, Miss Hollis Maynell. With time and effort he located her address.

She lived in New York City.  He wrote her a letter introducing himself and inviting her to correspond.  The next day he was shipped overseas for service in World War II.  During the next year and one month the two grew to know each other through the mail.  Each letter was a seed falling on a fertile heart.

A romance was budding. Blanchard requested a photograph, but she refused. She felt that if he really cared, it wouldn't matter what she looked like.

When the day finally came for him to return from Europe, they scheduled their first meeting - 7:00 PM at the Grand Central Station in New York.

"You'll recognize me," she wrote, "by the red rose I'll be wearing on my lapel."  So at 7:00 he was in the station looking for a girl whose heart he loved, but whose face he'd never seen.

I'll let Mr. Blanchard tell you what happened:

A young woman was coming toward me, her figure long and slim.  Her blonde hair lay back in curls from her delicate ears; her eyes were blue as flowers. Her lips and chin had a gentle firmness, and in her pale green suit she was like springtime come alive.

I started toward her, entirely forgetting to notice that she was not wearing a rose.  As I moved, a small, provocative smile curved her lips. "Going my way, sailor?" she murmured. Almost uncontrollably I made one step closer to her, and then I saw Hollis Maynell.

She was standing almost directly behind the girl.  A woman well past 40, she had graying hair tucked under a worn hat.  She was more than plump, her thick-ankled feet thrust into low-heeled shoes. The girl in the green suit was walking quickly away.  I felt as though I was split in two, so keen was my desire to follow her, and yet so deep as my longing for the woman whose spirit had truly companioned me and upheld my own.  And there she stood. Her pale, plump face was gentle and sensible, her gray eyes had a warm and kindly twinkle.

I did not hesitate. My fingers gripped the small worn blue leather copy of the book that was to identify me to her.  This would not be love, but it would be something precious, something perhaps even better than love, a friendship for which I had been and must ever be grateful.

I squared my shoulders and saluted and held out the book to the woman, even though while I spoke I felt choked by the bitterness of my disappointment.  "I'm Lieutenant John Blanchard, and you must be Miss Maynell.  I am so glad you could meet me; may I take you to dinner?"

The woman's face broadened into a tolerant smile.  "I don't know what this is about, son," she answered, "but the young lady in the green suit who just went by, she begged me to wear this rose on my coat. And she said if you were to ask me out to dinner, I should go and tell you that she is waiting for you in the big restaurant across the street. She said it was some kind of test!"

It's not difficult to understand and admire Miss Maynell's wisdom. The true nature of a heart is seen in its response to the unattractive.

"Tell me whom you love," Houssaye wrote, "And I will tell you who you are." 
 

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What is LIFE about?
 

Life is not about keeping score.
It's not about how many friends you have.
Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone.
It isn't about whom you're dating, whom you used to date, how many people you've dated, or if you haven't been with anyone at all.
It isn't about whom you have kissed.
It isn't about who  your family is or how much money they have.
Or what kind of car you drive.
Or where you went to school.
It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are.
Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on, or what kind of music you listen to...
It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown.
Or if your skin is too light or too dark.
Not about what grades you get, how smart you are, how smart everybody else thinks you are, or how smart standardized tests say you are.
It's not about what clubs you're in or how good you are at "your"sport.
It's not about representing your whole being on a piece of paper and seeing who will "accept the written you."
 
 

LIFE JUST ISN'T...
 
But, life IS about whom you love and whom you hurt.
It's about whom you make happy or unhappy purposefully.
It's about keeping or betraying trust...
It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or a weapon.
It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening.
About starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip.
It's about what judgments you pass and why...  And to whom your judgments are spread.
It's about whom you've ignored with full control and intention.
It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge.
It's about carrying inner hate and love, letting it grow, and spreading it.
But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison other people's hearts in such a way that could have never occurred alone.
 

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Words to live by... 

This is worth the two minutes it takes to read!
 
Imagine there is a bank which credits your account each morning with $86,400, carries over no balance from day to day, allows you to keep no cash balance, and every evening cancels whatever part of the amount you had failed to use during the day.

What would you do?  Draw out every cent, of course.  Well, everyone has such a bank.  Its name is TIME.
 
Every morning it credits you with 86,400 seconds.  Every night it writes off as lost whatever of this time you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance.  It allows no overdraft.
 
Each day it opens a new account for you.  Each night it burns the records of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours.  There is no going back. There is no drawing against "tomorrow."  You must live in the present of today's deposits.  Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success.  The clock is running.  Make the most of today.....
 
To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who has failed his final exam.
 
To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who has given birthto a premature baby.

To realize the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper.
 
To realize the value of ONE DAY, ask a daily wage laborer who has ten kids to feed.
 
To realize the value of ONE HOUR, ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
 
To realize the value of ONE MINUTE, ask the person who has missed the train.
 
To realize the value of ONE SECOND, ask the person who has survived an accident.
 
To realize the value of ONE MILLI-SECOND, ask the person who has won a gold medal.
 
Treasure every moment that you have.  Time is a coin you can spend only once.  Use it, invest it, make it count, and treasure it more because you shared it with someone special... special enough to have your time...and remember time waits for no one. Grab it and use it wisely day after day.
 
 

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Untitled
by Reza Selahoun
 
Can I ask u a question?
Why are you here, when you'd rather be with her?
Am I forcing you to stay?
Do I bring on guilt?
You can go as you please,
I'm not going to keep you here
But is it wrong...
to want to touch you
to want to hold you
to want to kiss you
I know she is your girl
I'm okay with that (I think)
but just allow me be near you
and on occasion, allow me to touch you
Maybe, you'll allow me to hold you
And maybe, if I’m really lucky
and God is looking on,
I'll be fortunate enough to kiss you again
But until then, I'll wait for you
because u are my life
I'll think of you, and when I see you touch her
I'll dream you're touching me
And when You hold her,
I'll dream you'll be holding me
and when you kiss her,
In my dreams, you'll be kissing me.
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FRIENDS WITHOUT FACES
Author Unknown
 
 

We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens,
We all have to wonder, what this possibly means.
With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze,
Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze.
We chat with each other, we type all our woes,
Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody, to type out our name,
We want recognition, but it is always the same.
We give kisses and hugs, and sometimes flirt,
In ICQ we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt.
We do form friendships - but - why we don't know,
But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.
Why is it on screen, we can be so bold,
Telling our secrets, that have never been told.
Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind,
With those we can't see, as though we were blind.
The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell.
We all have our problems, and need someone to tell.
We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must,
So we turn to the puter, and to those we can trust.
Even though it is crazy, the truth still remains,
They are Friends Without Faces, and odd little names.
 

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A Pizza, a Party, and a Moonlight Ride
Author Unknown
 
Jenny was so happy about the house they had found.
For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town.
She unpacked her things with such great ease.
As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze.
How wonderful it was to have her own room.
School would be starting, she'd have friends over soon.
There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy
It's just the way she wanted her life to be.
 
On the first day of school, everything went great.
She made new friends and even got a date!
She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be,
Because I just got a date with the star of the team!"
 
To be known in this school you had to have a clout,
And dating this guy would sure help her out.
There was only one problem stopping her fate.
Her parents had said she was too young to date.
 
"Well, I just won't tell them the entire truth.
They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?"
Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night.
Her parents frowned but said, "All right."
 
Excited, she got ready for the big event
But as she rushed around like she had no sense,
She began to feel guilty about all the lies,
But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride?
Well the pizza was good, and the party was great,
But the moonlight ride would have to wait.
For Jeff was half drunk by this time.
But he kissed her and said that he was just fine.
Then the room filled with smoke and Jeff took a puff.
Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff.
Now Jeff was ready to ride to the point
But only after he'd smoked another joint.
 
They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride,
Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive.
They finally made it to the point at last,
And Jeff started trying to make a pass.
 
A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all
(and by a pass, I dont mean playing football).
"Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young.
Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb."
 
With all of her might, she pushed Jeff away:
"Please take me home, I dont want to stay."
Jeff cranked up the engine and floored the gas.
In a matter of seconds they were going too fast.
 
As Jeff drove on in a fit of wild anger,
Jenny knew that her life was in danger.
She begged and pleaded for him to slow down,
But he just got faster as they neared the town.
 
"Just let me get home!  I'll confess that I lied.
I really went out for a moonlight ride."
Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash.
"Oh God, Please help us!  We're going to crash!"
 
She doesn't remember the force of impact.
Just that everything all of a sudden went black.
She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble,
And heard, "Call an ambulance!  These kids are in trouble!"
 
Voices she heard...a few words at best.
But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck.
Then wondered to herself if Jeff was all right,
And if the people in the other car were alive.
 
She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad.
"You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad."
These voices echoed inside her head,
As they gently told her that Jeff was dead.
They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do.
But it looks as if we'll lose you too."
"But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried.
"We're sorry, Jenny, they also died."
 
Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done
I only wanted to have just one night of fun."
"Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim,
And wish I could return their families to them."
 
"Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied,
And that it's my fault so many have died.
Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?"
The nurse just stood there ~ she never agreed.
 
But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes
And a few moments later Jenny died.
A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best
To bid that girl her one last request?"
She looked at the man with eyes oh so sad.
"Because the people in the other car wer her mom and dad."
 
This story is sad and unpleasant but true,
So young people take heed, it could have been you.
 
 

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The dog lovers
by Spike Milligan
 
 
So they bought you
And kept you in a
Very good home
Central heating
TV
A deep freeze
A very good home-
No one to take you
For that lovely long run-
But otherwise
"A very good home".
They fed you Pal and Chum
But not that lovely long run,
Until, mad with energy and boredom
You escaped - and ran and ran and ran
Under a car.
Today they will cry for you-
Tomorrow they will buy another dog.
 
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Mum, can I go out?
by Helen Cranswick
 
 

Me:  Mum, can I go out?
Mum:   Out where?
Me:  In the village, where else?
Mom:   Where in the village?
Me:  I dunno - around.
Mom:   Whereabouts?
Me:  Just around.
Mom:   Who's going to be out?
Me:  Just the gang?
Mom:    Who's the gang?
Me:  The gang's the gang, Mum.
Mom:    What time will you be comin' in?
Me:  About 9.30.
Mom:   Isn't it dark by then?
Me:  Yer, why?
Mom:   But young girls shouldn't.....
Me:  OK Mum, you always say that. Well can I go out?
Mom:   NO!!!
 
 

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Editor to collegue:
I'm writing this,
quite frankly to say
I abhorr your attitude!
You are weak and insipid.
Your words are synonymous-
In short, you lack courage!!!
Yours truly,
Anonymous
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FRANKLY....
If you say if you've got troubles as big as my own,
I'm forced to admit that it's true;
But consider the fact that mine happen to me
While yours merely happen to you.
 
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