Honeygirl and Balduk

I'm not sure if anyone will ever understand what honeygirl & I have together, but it doesn't really matter. As long as we understand, then all is well.

We first met in the lounge at a time when we both needed a friend. At a time when we both felt a need for companionship & someone who would listen. I remember when I first spoke to her, she was stating that she felt old & I said she wasn't, that she was still a kid at heart. I remember she thought that all I was after was to get her to "cyber" with me, she was very adamant about not being into talking dirty. I told her that I was a perfect gentleman & was only interested in being a friend. Please note that I wasn't looking for an internet relationship. I never really understood how someone could fall in love just by talking over a screen which really doesn't capture the true meaning of what you are trying to say. Our friendship began to grow as we continued to find out how much we had in common & that we felt the same things. I remember understanding exactly how she felt when she said she missed the feeling of being in love, of having someone on your mind day & night. She was surprised that I felt the same way.

The more I got to know her, the more I grew to love her. Her name was always in my head & to this day, still is. She is all I think about because she makes me feel alive & important for the first time in my life. She tells me things that I love to hear & makes me feel special like no other. I remember when I first sent her my picture, she thought I was handsome, which I've always thought of myself as ordinary looking. She always finds a way to reassure me that I am more than ordinary looking. When she sent me her picture, she was nervous about sending it because she thought that I would find her unattractive. Boy was she ever wrong, I opened the envelope & found the most beautiful woman I have ever seen or will ever meet. She has a sweet face, captivating smile & alluring eyes. I have also sent her a favorite shirt of mine sprinkled with my cologne so that she can sleep at night feeling herself enwrapped by me & feeling me close to her heart.

I'm not sure exactly when I first realized that I was head over heels in love with honeygirl, but it was a wonderful feeling to feel so much love for someone. She is someone who has touched my soul & has taken the time to get to know the real me which lives deep inside my heart. I remember the night as I was saying goodnite I ended by saying "your spiritual husband" and she told me she cried. She melted my heart when she responded "your loving wife". She still finds a way to melt my heart when I least expect it. After that night, there was no doubt that were husband & wife. She is my very best friend as well as the love of my life. I have shared things with her that people who have known me my entire life do not know. She knows me like no other & no one will ever know me like she does.

For her birthday, I sent her 2 silver rings (because she's not into gold). One was an engagement ring, the other was a wedding band. They fit her perfectly which showed me that we truly are one.

My mind is not what it once was so I also don't remember when I first heard her voice, but I remember adoring the way she said "I love you baby". I get goose bumps & my heart jumps every time I hear her call me that. What I do remember is after that first time, we have talked almost every day since. But no matter how much time we spend online or on the phone, there is never enough time to share our love for each other.

I know it's hard for people to understand how much we have fallen in love with each other, but the important thing is that we are still very much in love.

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