Your Heart   You're heart is deep inside my soul, it asks for forgiveness and to be let go   But time has turned love to rust, and what we thought was love, was really only lust   You're fingers thrust inside my heart, wanting me to die.   But that would be a sin, I just couldint hide   Lies and secrets are part of our routine, hunt me down, seek my blood, only you can kill me   Hope hapiness and home are words I cannot concieve, please let my  body soar                                                                    Let me be...

The above poems were written by:                       Robyn

Here are a few quotes, or thoughts I've heard and thought were pretty tight:      "Friend's dont lose each other, they just lose touch" *Sent to me by a friend*         "Love is like sand, if you hold onto it to tightly, it slips through your fingers. But if you hold onto it slightly, it will stay there for awhile" *Friend Gabe told me this one*

I'm going to put this next poem on here because it means so much to me. It's one of my prized possesions, that a very very close friend of mine wrote for me.

No Way To Get It Back    The loss of her innocence is so sad, everything he took was all she had.    He bought her a drink, and then one more, he took her purity and made her feel like a whore.       He acted like it was right, though she knew it was wrong.    Now she's trying unsuccesfully to be strong.    The morning after she awoke with a start, the pain she felt deep in her heart, she had given the     gift that she'd guarded so dearly and in the morning, she could see the wrong more clearly.    Now it's gone theres no getting it back, she lost it all for one night in the sack. He didnt offer         her love at all, so she at a stand~still, her backs against the wall. She'd wanted it to be special,        she'd wanted it to matter, now she's stuck at the bottom of a broken ladder.    The pain is so hard for her to bare, especially when he acted like he didnt care. She feels the          loss deepin her soul, and the guilt moves in taking its toll.    Tears drop slowly, roll down her face...the twin drops falling as if in a race. She wipes them             away, but more just fall, whats the use, does it matter at all?                                       She shakes her head and lets out a sigh...                                        as she bids her virginity one last-                                                        good~bye.

I love you Monte....always and forever, You're always going to be my best friend...and soul mate. I love you.

Robyie@collegeclub.com