Here's the page of all my new poetry or things I've just added to the poetry page:

Your Past        Our song came on the radio tonight. Did you hear it? Were you listening? Not that you ever do, but I was just curious. You said you liked it. You seemed to have found love.    Winter has arrived, did you feel it? You always seemed numb. Maybe thats why you didnt seem alive.    Tears fell out of my eyes today. It seems we've grown apart. We went seperate ways. Did you see me waving as you looked the other way? I didnt think so but I thought I'd ask. It seems I'm not part of your future. Maybe I'm just not part of your past.

Where you belong       I pick up the phone to call you, even though you arent there. I wait for you to hold me, to show me that you care.    I cant keep on crying, or hurting the way I do. But I dont know how to stop it, so I suppose its going to continue.    I know that there is no love there waiting just for me. But somehow I cant stop hurting or let you be happy, alone, and free.    So maybe I'll pretend with my hand upon the phone that nothings really wrong. And maybe youll come back to me where you belong.

Daydream    Something happened tonight, I saw the real you. I let myself feel, I let myself see.    We're only good friends, but I see now that there just might be...something.    I always said untested waters, you always said friends forever.    I tried to tell you tonight, how I really feel. Instead you talked about her. I bit my tongue and closed my eyes.    All of this doesnt matter, we're only good friends                                         But this thought of mine has been a daydream, that just wont end.

For tonight I wonder what you would say, if I told you my thoughts tonight. Would you understand me, or walk away saying I'm crazy. Are you ever curious do you ever wonder? What it would be like. would you want to give it a try. If you werent leaving forever would you still say good-bye? Or would you stay and be with me forever, for tonight?

Forbidden   Time flew away last night. Nothing really matter, everything was right. I thought about telling you. Wondered what you would do.    Would you have kissed me like I wanted you to?Or would you have changed the subject like you always do.    Did you feel any comfort, in my arms last night? Could you be like that forever, did it feel right?    Could you fall in love,  with a friend like me? Or will your feelings be hidden like mine...being forbidden.

Always stay   I saw you tonight, all of your beauty, all of that light.    You held me close, said I was the one who had captured your heart and began to run.    But in a few days you'll go, steal my soul and leave. It couldint be us, instead just me.    You'll give me a hug, maybe a kiss, tell me you love me, and that I'll be missed.    My world will change, things wont be the same, without you here.    Will you forget me, or find someone new. Would you leave me broken, take my heart away.    Or will you keep your promise that you'll always stay?

Above were poems I have written recently...these are ones I've done in the past.

This one is for a guy I know who lost his son to cancer in 1998.     The Memory Remains    Pain and lonlyness inflicted bu the loss of someone dear.    Pain and loss trying to be washed away with a solitary tear.   You loved him so much and now he's gone, you try to hang on. but you feel everyhtings gone.   Something lost with nothing to gain, but remember my friend. The memory remains.

Arroyo   In the rolling hills of a town I don't know, I search for the one I love.    Darkness rebukes me into the setting sun. As I watch in terror of the man I used to hold...he wont look nor see me standing there. I'm invisible. But thats okay, I know I'm in his heart. His eyes will not capture my heart again but his soul is in tune to mine.

Some sayings I liked or wrote:        Feb-1999    Why is it that pain is something I know and love is something that is to hard to hold onto?-Robin ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~               Feb-1999 No longer in love and not developing lust.-Robin ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~    To be great is to be misunderstood-Anon ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~       March 1999 Love will never be the same-Robin

Doors slam shut as darkness turns to cold. Am I living in a realistic world or sheltered by my fears? Havint laughed until yesterday, and now theres no need to shed tears/ Happiness has arrived, and been forgotten by the wind, for the unrealistic shell I am in.

Boredom    I'm bored in this mindless world. Nothing to do, and too much to see.    But what I have seen has either scared or fascinated me.    There is too much pain, sorrow, and loss that you go through to be 'mature' or whole.    My thoughts arent understood in this place we call home.

Inside of me   Such a passionate hate, a loathing you cant concieve.    Because the denial that shes made you believe.    I know how you feel, youre living inside of me. Youre just too damn stubborn to even (edited) see.    Your discrimintaion wont bring me down. I've found true happiness which you're never going to see because you live inside of me.    Two (edited) years I wasted. And in the time of need you were never with me. I was so damn good to you and when I wasint I got beat for what I believe.    True love isnt that way, love is never pain and true love doesnt scar when left behind. True love doesnt (edited) you over for what you need. All of which you'll never see because you still and always will, live inside of me.

No longer here   Pain and misery is what I feel. Nothing to gain, everything to lose.    You loved me, but you wanted to be alone so you had to chose.    Good riddens to me, joy fills your heart. WHy arent you crying now that we're apart?    Do you really care, could you ever know? Why dont you love me anymore?    Did you want to do it, did you want to care?    Cause how am I suppose to cope, with you no longer here?

Drift You said that it was over "I can't do this anymore" then you left me crying as you headed for the door.    I wanted to cry and beg you not to leave. But you kept on walking as I fell onto my knees.    I never saw it coming, why couldint I have seen the unhappiness you felt when you were  here with me?    Now I lie here waiting for you to finally see, the pain and hurt from you, has drifted back me.

He waits calmly until I come. Can he see the terror in my eyes? Is he too blind to even see?    Maybe he knows, and maybe he 'loves' me. But I think he just cares.    He says I'm living, but does he know inside of me? No...he just sees the outer and says I'm lovely.

Disclaimer: All of the above poems are written by me unless other wise stated. They are copyrighted and without permission from the author (me) that would mean they are illegal to use. So...E-mail me and let me know if you want to use any of them and I'll reply to you. Thanks!