8.15.99 Oh my God! School is starting tomorrow! Summer past by real fast! And I have a job now! So busy and school is around, I hope to get things done! Well, I'm so tired lately and I've just been thinking of how I (could) meet new friends this year! So that's all I'm excited for. :)
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7.16.99 As I woke up this morning and the sun was beaming at my face thru the window,
I felt buggened! Tried to sleep again but I couldn't so I decided to listen to musique...I put in Mariah Carey's... how soothing her music?...I then decided to write a poem and here it goes... it took me approx. 35 mins (not that long):
Beautiful Angel With Me
As I look up at the sky,
a single star twinkles with a smile.
Then I close my eyes to envision
and travel back in time...
I was a free minded child
with many full ambitions
Never knew how winding life could be
Never knew life is full of uncertainties.
Time's rolled by steadily
Since the day I've tasted
the bitterness of life,
I blindly pace myself
with hidden ambitions.
How I've felt so many things
young children shouldn't have felt
Tears streaming down my pure cheek
Ironic how I can block the madness
Let it obliviously dissipate
Beautiful angel, I've been through so much
Browsed breathlessly through challenges
Faced untold fears inside
You were there and you are still here
Beautiful angel, I believe in you
to give me the inspirations that never die
With your strengths beside me,
I go to my extremes
believably because I believe.
