The hardest day of my life

Ten tons dropped on my shoulders

Crushing my body, my brain

So the day has come

Saying my final goodbye

Letting you go

I'm expected to discard you like a used carton

Forget I ever knew you

I can't tear myself away

I'm missing you like crazy

And I still cry when I think of you

Your touch, silken touch

I can remember as if it was yesterday

Your every word, your every action

Everything

I've been dreading this day

I knew it would come

I could never face the truth

What should I do?

How should I feel?

Numb is the only word

A horrible feeling

My heart is taken away

Promises never kept

Regrets.