A Page For The

Greatest Graddaughter In The Universe

Although I am only 20 and male, I am a proud grandmother!!!... ...Joy is my granddaughter and she is very dear!.. ..This page is just 4 her.

Always do your best!!!

I Keep Thinking © By: Tamaryn Chung I keep thinking And what do i see? I think i fell inlove But we can not be I fear to love Cuz i fear the pain I fear to be left out Standing in the rain I think about it And it seems so true I fell in love with you Wed, 24 Oct 2001

"You Once" © By: Tamaryn Chung you once said you loved me you once said you've cared we became so close after all the feelings we've shared you once said you'd be there you once said you'll stay when i was sad and looked for you you looked at me and turned away Thu, 29 Nov 2001

When You Were Gonna Leave © By: Tamaryn Chung when you were gonna leave i pleaded for you to stay but you said we're through and you left with no delay i cried and i cried wishing you came back but i know you're gone and i know that for a fact why have you left when you said you love me? it was all a lie we weren't meant to be it was so hard but i managed through but i couldn't stop crying my tears fell so true you said you're coming back and you were on your way but not that you've come you've come to late Thu, 29 Nov 2001

Is This Goodbye? © By: Tamaryn Chung It did not take long So close we became Now you're leaving It's such a shame Our friendship, That had only started So much we've gone through And now we're parted All the ups and downs We were always there Helping each other through Revealing how much we care All the times that passed all the times we had how we have to say goodbye makes me feel more sad the tears that stream down my face not able to stop but i know that one day i'll be back on top but i still can't let go of all the things we shared and how much you understood and how much you cared It's so sad I don't want you to leave There's so much more to come We just won't believe Is this when we say goodbye? 'Cause i really don't want to I just can't let go After all we've been through All i can say is Goddbye But I'll miss you much But wishing you the best of luck Hoping we'll keep in-touch

Goodbye?? © by: Tamaryn Chung why is this so that ur leaving me behind and yet no matter how sad i am we still have to say goodbye i've known u since little and it makes me really sad just seeing u go it's going to be painful no matter how hard i try i'd rather not see you or talk to you than ever to say goodbye ur gonna be gone and i'll really miss u yet, u left me again

A good friend © by: Tamaryn Chung although, i have just met you but it seemed long when i was having problems and when i was sad u were always there not making me feel bad u were a good friend and i'll miss you i've been given a gift to have a friend like you a friend who talks to me a friend who's there a friend who chears me up a friend who cares thank you for being there for me i'll never forget you

da Kiwi girl © by: Tamaryn Chung when i need someone to talk to you're always there and when you're sad you always share you're a girl with a great personality sometimes it seems like ur fanstasizing but ur actually in reality you're a really nice girl and u make me feel happy but there are many things about you that i can not see but when u need someone u can always talk to me i'll open up my ears and i'll do the best i can be!

Friends Forever © By: Tamaryn Chung All the times, We had been through All the ups and downs Made our friendship true We became closer As time flew by But there is one thing, I just can't say goodbye We started out happy And now we're going to end With a sad result But we'll be forever friends But losing you Is like losing a part of me I really love you So why does this have to be? You were the only one Who understood Who actually cared Like a best friend ever could But at the end I don't want to say goodbye I'll miss you forever more Left behind with tears to cry

Unforgettable © By: Tamaryn Chung Knowing that you'll leave Really kills me inside I know i have to be strong But how can i hide? I'm trying to keep it together Before it all goes insane But what can i do? Stuck here with all the pain I'm trying my best Not to cry But trying to be happy It would just be a lie You were a friend Who i can never forget We became so close Although we have just met Songs that are played Remind me of you Just thinking about you going away I don't know what to do I hide all my pain But inside it's tearing me apart I wish you didn't have to leave Because it's breaking my heart Forgetting all the good times Is just impossible Becausse we've been through so much It was incredible I wish i didn't have to say goodbye 'Cause from my mouth they will not leave The reality that i am facing I can not believe

You Were A Friend © By: Tamaryn Chung You were a friend I could talk to You were a friend That made dreams come true You were a friend Who actually cared You were a friend Who was always there You were a friend That always cheered me up You were a friend Who never gave up You are a friend I can't let go of You are a friend I always will love

Forever © By: Tamaryn Chung It seems like forever Since we have met It seems like forever Since we've known each other But the truth is We just known each other But no matter what Our heart stays together No matter where i'm at Or where you are We'll be friends forever No matter parted how far All for one And one for all Tue, 25 Dec 2001

Would It Matter To The World? © By: Tamaryn Chung Would it matter to the world If i was out of town? Would it matter to the world If my face only held a frown? If I left Or if I died Would people stop and think Or even for me have cried? A stream of tears Brought to me by pain Hatred has spread throughout Making me go insane Sometimes i wish i can leave Leave behind my past Yet leave forever So my pain will not last I wish i could let things go Yet, it would be so great But this is how it goes All created by fate I was sad to realize Heartless souls live amongst us Everyone and everything We can not even trust Still... Would it matter if i left And never told you why? Would it matter if i was gone forever And never said goodbye? If I said goodbye to you now And left you just like that Would you be sad If I never come back? It's time for me to leave But I will not say goodbye Because it's not the end... Thu, 27 Dec 2001

You © By: Tamaryn Chung The things you say That makes me so speechless The things you do That makes me so breathless The way you walk The way you talk The way you approach me That makes feel me so shy They things that happen Which seems like such a lie These strange feelings I don't know how to explain Within a short period of time I don't know how it came I lied to myself And said nothing's going on But in the end I finally figured out I was wrong These little things That have brought me so far And yet It left me such a scar For the whole time I tried not to care But I end up doing the opposite Whenever you are near I can't get my mind off of you And I don't know what to do I thought it was all lies deep within But who am I fooling? From the very beginning I lied to myself And to everyone else I've already done What I wasn't supposed to And yet deep within my heart I know I fell inlove with you

“Faithless” © By: Tamaryn Chung The deep impression You left in my heart Which is now broken And I’ve fallen apart I had so much faith Cuz I though we could be But I finally realized That you don’t love me As I heard those words My heart shattered so fast But I had to carry on Forgetting about the past But it hurt so much With tears gleaming down my face I had no chance with you As I become faithless… Thu, 23 May 2002

"Friends Forever" © By: Tamaryn Chung I wish I could be with you And do all the things we used to do I remember how we used to be And how we used to be so free I think about our past Which had gone by to fast Everything little thing I will never forget But everything is changing... So, how can I not be upset? There's no more hanging out And no more joking around There's no more playing basketball And my face is left with a frown These joyful times Have now became our memories But no matter what We're still close like a family But I also know I have to accept this Everything is so different And what I have is no longer a bliss I wish I could believe That everything will be same But I know it's already gone And I didn't even know when it came But no matter what happens No one can see me cry Cuz I have to be strong But I'm not willing to say goodbye But no matter what We'll always be friends Thu, 23 May 2002

Still © By: Tamaryn Chung I still remember the days when we used to talk I still remember the days when we used to walk I still remember the days when we had so much fun I still remember all the stupid things that we have done I still remember when I think about you I still remember how I acted like a fool I still remember all times that we spent together I still remember that it seemed like forever I still remember how much I have hurt you I still remember how hard it was for you to go through I still remember when I liked you again I still remember all we could be were just friends I still remember I was afraid let you know I still remember how stupid I was to let you go I still remember I was so happy and warm I still remember after all that I was torn I still remember how people said shit about you I still remember how I thought it wasn't true I still remember how I can't get you back I still remember that's how my life turned black I still remember when you didn't care anymore I still remember when you walked out through that door I still remember because I finally knew I liked you I still remember I was still so confused I still remember how much I miss you And I still do... Tue, 25 Jun 2002

Sparkling Tear © By: Tamaryn Chung a teardrop falls staring into the sky spread my arms apart dreaming i could fly sit by the water bank staring out at the beach the second teardrop falls i was that close in reach pray in the temple staring up at the goddess another teardrop falls giving you my bless lay in my bed staring at our picture many teardrops fall we can no longer be together bump into you on the street staring at your smile so true a sparkling teardrop falls expressing my love for you

River of Pain © By: Tamaryn Chung Like a river down my face I resist and hide my pain in grace The way you held me How I thought the one you'd be You made me believe And then just leave The tears I resist to cry Because we can't even try I was addicted to you Since the day I met you All we could be is just friends But I cannot pretend If only you didn't like me Then how easy it is to be Now to hold my pain inside How I like you needs to hide As I give a long sigh There's no way you can be mine Tears like a river of pain My head down in shame Like a river down my face I resist and hide my pain in grace