Revelations based on what happened in the past three years in particular. Fame, money, "status" ... constantly feeling I had to look outside of myself to see who I was and to feel bliss. Having to "achieve," run, grasp or "become" something other that what I was in order to be worthy/accepted. Putting it down on paper made me realize the disservice I was doing to my true self and how transparent and unfilling it can be to put all my happiness in the hands of external brass rings.
