Well, folks, here it is, in plain view all around. Well, whatever that means it beats me. But yeah...sorry this wasn't up earlier...I've been kinda busy, and trying to catch up on GH. I think I'm the last one to know that Felicia got kicked 2 the curb...nee freakin' haw. But we all know that Mac took her back. Booo!!! Hisssss...

Anyhoo. I've seen enough of GH to finally gain some perspective. First of all...can I just say this one thing? Of course I can. I am very tired, so what I say, I cannot be held responsible for later. Kapeesh? Good. Now onto the good stuff.

Jacob, Jacob, Jacob, Jacob...hmm. Hmmm....hmmph. Seriously guys, I don't know where to start. On the real, though. I guess the first thing I can say about Mr. Young is that well...he's...not so bad. Oh Jonathan! Please FORGIVE ME! Hehe...I feel as though I'm betraying my betrothed, but that would be nonsense, I say. I'm a girl, and damnit, these hormones grasp me by the face and take hold. It's horrible but I can't help it! Doesn't Jacob have the most beautiful eyes? I didn't notice it until those weird ass window shots where he's looking out the window. Damn those were some good shots. And I was watching today, and OMG, people...when Helena said he had a "devilish" smile or whatever...Holy effin sheeet she was right on the dot. Damnit Jacob...damnit. And lemme say, his voice...totally sexy.

AHHH!!! Stop it Cee, you FOOL! Can't you see what it is? It's GH's ploy, their PLAN to reeel you in!!! I know, I know. But geeezus, I can't HEEEELLLPPP it.

*shakes head* Dude. Before I blow a freakin casket, I think I should clear some things up. For one thing, this whole recast shit...it don't make me happy. I mean...if you're confused (as am I), bear with me, I'll figure out how to clear it up. What I mean by it not making me happy is that, well...I miss Jonathan. I miss him so much. It's strange, really. I see that GH is trying to make Jakey look a bit like Jonathan...the spikey hair kinda falling over his blue eyes and manly brow...the way his smile kinda goes crooked, but if you look closer it's not. It's kinda soft...not forced... and so forth. I can see their plan. Trying to make me not miss my Jonathan? You damn bastards. For shame. A plague on your houses! Bitches...

Anyways, on the other hand, Jacob's been doing a stellar job. He's not as bad as I thought. I mean, I didn't like his character on The Bold and the Beautiful (YES I watch it. Yeesh), therefore, I didn't really enjoy his work. But now that he's on GH, and he's a bit different, he's much better, I say. He's pretty cool. He's also *dreamy* if you didn't notice. Hot freakin' damn. I say that Jakey can stay if he want to...keep on playing Lucky. I mean, he's been playing Lucky for a while, so I just think of him as a Lucky who went through some minor surgery...that's why he has such a huuuuge jaw (if you didn't notice).

Now...I have to ask you to turn away. This letter is to my baby, Jonathan, and no one else. Well...I guess you can peek, not like I can stop ya

Dear Jonathan,
Oh baby, I'm so sorry you had to read that. Please forgive me. You should know that I love you very much, and that this whole Lucky recast thing is a minor setback. You know how much I care for you, and please don't doubt my feelings. You are forever Lucky to me, and you know that. As long as we both know that, then all is well, right baby? You know who you are. Your love is as sweet as candy. I'll be forever yours....love always...Mandy. *shakes head* Sorry some stupid ass song is in my head. But please, Jonathan. Forgive me. I'm your number one fan, homeslice, and I heart you.
<3, Cee