My last words for you all before I go I leave placed apon my page.....
I have enjoyed all the time I have spent with you all...
For ever knowing I have touched people that are just out of my reach, yet so close...
I was your counselor, your friend, and in some cases your big brother with attitude that looked out for your ass. Even if you didn't want it...
But no matter what, I was there as a friend...
I love you all...
I once said that VP isn't real...
I figured out something since then. That once you let VP become more then just a place to have fun. It becomes real to you...
I enter the real world with no fear. No regret. Just a heart full of passion and joy...
This is something I must do...
I am very sorry for the pain I may bring some of you that relied on me and were my closest friends...
My favorite saying of all time actually comes from a Japanimation called Macros Plus...
"If it doesn't hurt then it isn't real"...
For thoses people who are slow or stoned. It means that life is full of pain but it is there to let you know that it is real. Well atleast that is my take on it...
I shall say farewell and goodnight now. I will only list a few people for I know way too many people and hell they have way too many names. If ya ever been a VPer you will understand. Where do I start....ok let's start with Cheeks(Sugaz) Girl my advice to you is that ya become a VP nun and stick to RL. LiL sis I suggest the same, go after that do0d at work and french him the next time ya see him. Brother, you will always be my friend. "Would you like some candy lil girl or perhaps some sweets?" Lanie I never really got to know ya too well but you were a really good friend when I needed one. Starr I always had fun flirting with you & talking to you. Kae I have known you for a long time. But I never really talked to you hehe go fig. A friend you are that is very true. Brat don't miss me too much girlie and good luck with ya. Mia you are on here and there and I will miss ya even more now then before. Irene you stalking SOB you. You were never really good at it. Nae my other stalker, you atleast attempted to. *grinZ* Teesa ya perv, ya have been a freind for a while now and always will be. Legs (bait) what can I say? *evil grinZ* I know ya always wanted me and all hehehe. I have know ya since I first got on here and I will try to behave as you told me so many times. But I don't think I will be able too. I think I should some it up. Who ever I didn't mention. Sorry and I still loves yas. May you all take my strength, my passion, my joy, my pain, my fears and above all else.....my heart to help you threw what you encounter threw your lives. Try not to forget me after a week. *grinZ* I will post my email a the bottom of this page. For those that wish to keep in contact with me. I love you all and goodnight to thee...(1/00)
Unfortunetly I returned there. I have left once more and I shall not return. Atleast I know I can be better off without being there. The sad thing is... I found someone. It went down hill soon after and well. I wish it really didn't. But that is what is in store for me. When things are well and go great. Life sits up long enough to spit in my face. Truth hurts... and if it didn't why would people lie to you? A very humble man bidding you a farewell and a goodnight once more.... nevermore.(4/01)
Humm.. seems I cant stay away. Well as of current I am back into chatting. So I am found on excite's chat program. But I will keep these as a reminder of my feeble attempts to leave chat. (5/02)
Another Update to this part of my webpage. Well no more Excite for me, I seem to have bad luck in that place. Plus it is basicaly dead there anyways. MSN sucks hardcore, they turned into a pay site. Yahoo is tooo slow and dead it seems. AIM has more lively people in it so I guess I am there for the moment. We'll see how long that lasts since, I am losing it slowly but surely. (8/04)
Additional update. I have been chat free for a while. Force of "will" I guess one would have to say. Seeing someone in a sense, will keep you posted on that part. This will turn into a Journal popping in from time to time. I have a Dodge Magnum RT 2005. It is a beauty. I will post pictures of it soon on my webpage. I just have to wait for it to stop raining. Then I can wash it and take pictures. (3/05)
