The eyes that cut straight into my soul, for some reason, are in your face alone. The blue green sea of beauty enraptures me every time. They haunt me every night and I go to sleep thinking only of you.

Why do you fill my mind like this? The ecstasy of the one thing I can never have. The feeling of your body pressed against mine. Your sweet kisses on my lips. The sound of your heart beating hypnotizes me to sleep where the timelessness distracts me until I can be with you again.

But all these are just fantasies of a lonely heart, wishing , hoping for a love that will never be.

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