Mindless Desires

Like a moth to the flame, I am driven by my desires wthout realzing the consequences. I think with my heart, not wth my mind.

I've gotten burned so many times and my heart sheds tears every day. I am tired of hurting. Tired of the pain, yet tired of the loneliness.

But am I am really wanting to be loved if I won't allow myself to love in return. I've been on the other end and it hurts too much. I couldn't do that to someone.

So, where do I go? Do I stay alone, Do I sacrafice myself in order to stop from hurting someone else? Do I allow mself to fall in love only to be hurt again?

Where does my heart beat? Out of emotion? Out of intellect? Out of pure loneliness?

I don't know.....


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