TURMOIL By Edie Bael

TURMOIL

Turmoil both in my heart
And in my mind
Don't know why
It happens all the time

I'm filled with confusion
I feel life is unfair
I have no illusions
I just want someone to care

No one notices me at all
When I'm troubled and in pain
No one hears me call
I'm going insane!

How can I get attention?
Should I bang my head on the wall?
I need intervention
I feel like I'm going to fall

Is there someone out there to catch me
Someone to calm me down?
I'm falling and I'm screaming
I don't want to hit the ground

Someone please be there
to soften my fall
Someone please hear me
whenever I call

Someone help me ease
this turmoil inside
Someone please help me
Build up my pride

I just need understanding
Someone to listen to me
Don't want any reprimanding
Just be here, please