Jason & Robin in Montauk.....

Jason and Robin are walking into their hotel room in Montauk. Robin seems to be a little sad.

Jason: "I still don't get why they had to run your credit card for the room deposit. What's wrong with cash?"

Robin: "Well it's surprising when someone that looks like you starts waving hundred dollar bills around."

Jason: (laughs) "Yeah, that's what Sonny says. I mean he always pays that way but he's older. Maybe I should get a credit card."

Robin: (taking coat off) "Credit card? Then you're gonna have bills and before you know it you'll be a regular citizen."

Jason: "Ahhhh.....you're right. I think I'd rather live with the hassle."

Robin: "Why doesn't that surprise me?"

Jason: "Because you know me.....like I know you. What's wrong?"

Robin: (smiles) "Nothing. This room is perfect, the night is perfect. I can't believe we made such good time on the way down here, and we're here!" (Robin turns around and walks out onto the patio. Jason follows her. Robin leans on the railing of the fence, and Jason is standing behind her) "The ocean is so close, I feel like we're the only people here." (she turns to look at him, then turns back toward the water) "You wanna go swimming or something?"

Jason: "You don't have to lie to me." (pauses) "Ever."

Robin: (sadly)"I know."

Jason: "Ok, what's wrong?"

Robin:(sadly) "It's Stone's birthday." (Jason walks up behind her slowly and puts his hands on her shoulders)

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Robin: "I'm so sorry." (shakes her head) "I didn't mean to do this."

Jason: "Why not? It's his birthday you're allowed to be sad."

Robin: (turns around) "I didn't even know, until I signed that credit card receipt. Then I saw it." (pauses, looks down) "August 19th. He would have been 20 today." (smiles) "He was 19 last year. 19 on the 19th."(looks at Jason, smiles) "We made a big deal out of that."

Jason: "Did you have a party?"

Robin: "Not really." (smiles) "I bought him a cupcake and he blew out a candle." (Jason laughs) "It wasn't much of a celebration though he was in the hospital getting treatments for.....preventing him from going blind."

Jason: "That's right.....it stole his eyesight."(Robin nods) "The virus. That's what you said at the Nurse's Ball." (Jason closes his eyes) "It caused him unspeakable pain and it stole his eyesight."

Robin: (surprised) "You remember that?"

Jason: "Every word. You were the bravest thing I ever saw." (Robin shakes her head) "Standing up there crying and you hurt so bad and you just kept going on and I wanted to help you."

Robin: (smiles) "You did."

Jason: "No you got through the speech on your own."

Robin: "Barely, at one point I didn't think I could, but then I looked up and there you were. And all of a sudden I was strong again." (pauses) "You do that a lot for me."

Jason: (smiles) "Don't worry, I get plenty back. Come on." (They walk back into the room and Jason starts picking up their bags)

Robin: "Where are you going?"

Jason: "Come on. I'm taking you home." (he walks toward the door, turns out the light. Robin stands there looking sad)

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Robin: (runs toward him) "We just got here!"

Jason: "I know, but like you said we made good time. You just hold on, close your eyes, and we'll be home before you know it."

Robin: (grabs the bags from Jason) "No, I don't want to go back. I came here to be with you and nothing has changed." (turns around and puts the stuff on the bed)

Jason: "Sure it has. It's Stone's birthday and your sad."

Robin: "Yeah well, it's my night to be alone with you and I'm happy too."

Jason: "But you love him."

Robin: "And miss him. But he's gone and you're here." (pauses, shakes her head) "That doesn't sound right, it makes you sound like a substitute and you're not."

Jason: "I know. Believe me, I can tell when people are looking at me and thinking of someone else and you never do. But if you don't want to be here......"

Robin: (interrupting) "I'm trying to tell you that I do. I can miss Stone anywhere. But what I can't do is let it wreck what's good in my life. When you asked me to go away with you I was so happy, and I still am mostly." (smiles) "Because we're here together. That's what I want." (walks toward him) "To be with you." (they kiss)

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Jason and Robin are kissing, then Jason suddenly pulls away.

Robin: "Jason?!"

Jason: "I'm sorry.....I didn't mean to do that."

Robin: "What? I kissed you."

Jason: "I-I know."

Robin: (smiles) "What, you didn't like it?"

Jason: "Of course."

Robin: "Then why'd you pull away?"

Jason: "Well, because I can't stop.....wanting you." (sighs, puts his hand on his head) "See most the time I'm ok, but when you kiss me like that....."(pauses) "It's just better if you don't." (Robin is looking at him) "I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable."

Robin: (slowly walking towards him) "You don't."

Jason: "I did. Before in the boxcar." (sighs, sits down at the desk) "Look, it's not that I'm mad or anything." (pauses) "I mean you can't help it if you don't want me that way."

Robin: (kneels on the floor next to him) "I do. God, I dream about you. When you kiss me I, I feel it on my mouth like hours later."

Jason: "You too?"

Robin: "Yeah, I love kissing you."

Jason: "Yeah but I....." (pauses, stands up and walks away) "My desire doesn't stop there Robin.....I-I want to have sex with you. Or sleep with you or whatever." (Robin looks sad) "I mean I know we can't because of Stone and everything."

Robin: "Because of Stone?"

Jason: "He's still in your heart."

Robin: "That's what I thought, that night. But.....you have your own place in my heart." (she sits at the desk) "And it's not second....it's separate. Apart from anything I felt for him. I want to make love to you Jason."

Jason: "But....."

Robin: (sadly) "If I hurt you....."

Jason: "You won't."

Robin: "You don't know that." (Jason sits down on the edge of the bed) "I mean you know all the risks." (Robin walks toward him) "You can use every spermicide and condom known to man. We could be so careful that we give new meaning to the word." (pauses, shakes head) "But if I looked up at you.....you're so beautiful and healthy. If I thought for one second that I could give this to you.....I'd freeze up I know it...... I can't......ugh."

Jason: (takes her hands and pulls her towards him) "It's okay. It's okay take it easy, I understand. Or better than I did. It's a million times worse to watch someone you hurt.....than it is to hurt yourself. So of course you're more scared of me getting HIV than I am. And since...."(pauses) ".....sex is supposed to feel good, and.....all it would make you feel with me.....is rotten.....then I-I guess we'll never do it."

Robin: (starts to cry, and kneels down in front of him) "Can I tell you how much I just hated hearing that?"

Jason: "Phew....not as much as I hated saying it."

Robin: "Why?"

Jason: "What do you mean why? Because you are so beautiful.....and you feel so good. I just-I just want to touch you.....and hold you."

Robin: "Would you? I mean we can do that.....just that."

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Jason: "Alright, let me get this straight. You want me to touch you?" (She nods and he touches her cheek with his thumb) "What, like that?"

Robin: (smiles) "That's alright."

Jason: (kisses her) "How about that?"

Robin: "Mmmm.....that's nice too."

Jason: "Good, cuz I could kiss you all night long."

Robin: "Really?"

Jason: "Yeah, it'd make up for all the times I wanted to and didn't."

Robin: "Were there a lot?"

Jason: "Every single day." (they kiss) "Is this really okay with you?"

Robin: "It's wonderful.....but I know it's not enough for you."

Jason: "Being with you is enough. Holding you and kissing you is....."

Robin: "Icing on the cake?"

Jason: "What?"

Robin: (laughs) "It's just this expression. It means better than the best."

Jason: (nods head) "That's it. Better than the best." (they kiss) "I just want to hold you all night long.....and touch you.....and if there is anything you don't want me to do you just tell me ok?"

Robin: (shyly) "Ok." (he leans over to kiss her, and she stands up) "I'm not afraid."

Jason: "I know."
He stands up and they kiss. They lay down on the bed.

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"Dance With Life" is playing. Jason and Robin are laying down on the bed kissing. (the scene goes into slow motion) Jason sits up and takes his shirt off.....Robin sits on the bed.....Jason leans over to kiss her......He takes off her top shirt.....Her fingers run up and down his chest.....They kiss.....They look into each others eyes.....His hand runs down her back.....They kiss.....

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Jason and Robin are laying in bed. Robin's head is on his chest. She's running her fingers down his arm.

Jason: "You okay?"

Robin: "Yeah.....you?"

Jason: "I think I'll live."

Robin: (sighs) "I can't believe we were together this way."

Jason: "Why?"

Robin: "Cuz.....I.......I wanted to be with you this way for so long, and I didn't think we could without having sex."

Jason: "Well you could've asked. Why didn't you say anything?"

Robin: "Umm...."

Jason: "Do me a favor. Next time speak up!" (they laugh)

Robin: "I will." (pauses) "Jason?"

Jason: "Hmmm?"

Robin: "Thankyou."

Jason: "For what? I didn't do anything."

Robin: (looks at him) "You always say that." (kisses him) "It's never true."

She lays her head back down on his chest, and he kisses her forehead.

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It's morning. Robin and Jason are asleep. Jason is holding Robin from behind. Jason wakes up and kisses her shoulder. Robin wakes up and smiles.

Jason: "Well good morning."

Robin: "Hi." (they kiss, then Robin looks at Jason)

Jason: "What is it?" (Robin looks sadly at Jason)

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Jason: "Is something wrong? About last night?"

Robin: "No! Last night was perfect. But it was you giving to me like always. I mean what we did.....how could it be enough for you?"

Jason: "Why.....because there was no penetration?"

Robin: (embarrassed, smiling) "Jason....."

Jason: "Well that is the medical term."

Robin: (laughing) "Thank you. I didn't know that."

Jason: "Well, if you're going to be a doctor you'd better learn." (looks at her very sweetly) "And you'll just have to learn to trust me."

Robin: "I do."

Jason: "Then believe me. Someday I hope we can do more, but until then.....what we do.....is enough. And if that other thing never happens.....what we do will always be enough."

Robin: "Why?"

Jason: "Why? Because I'm with you. That's all that matters. If I was the one who couldn't.....would you dump me?"

Robin: (smiles, and touches his face) "No!"

Jason: "Well then-then ok. Then you have nothing to apologize for. Besides.....last night....."(smiles) ".....is the best I've ever felt in my life so far."

Robin: "Jason, so far your life is 8 months."

Jason: (smiles) "Well, you're right. But really in that whole time last night was the best. And.....I was hoping this morning could be even better." (he kisses her) "I mean for one thing I can see what I'm doing now." (smiles)

Robin: "Better than the best?"

Jason: (whispering) "Icing on the cake."

Robin: "I can handle that."

They kiss.........

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