Madam,
So much mit and beauty as you have should think of nothing less than
doing miracles, and there cannot be a greater than to continue to love
me. Affecting everything is mean, as loving pleasure and being fond where
you find merit; but to pick out the wildest and most fantastical odd man
alive, and to place your kindness there, is an act so brave and daring
as will show the greatness of your spirit and distinguish you in love,
as you are in all things else, from womankind. Whether I have made a good
argument for myself I leave you to judge, and beg you to believe me – remember
the hour of a strict account, when both hearts are to be open and we obliged
to speak freely, as you ordered it yesterday – for so I must ever call
the day I saw you last, since all time between that and the next visit
is no part of my life, or at least like a long fit of the falling sickness
wherein I am dead to all joy and happiness. The plague of **** take – any
man or woman alive that take my thoughts off of you. But in the evening
I will see you and be happy, in spite of all the fools in the world.
Your humble servant
~ John Wilmot
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