The Obsession

By: Andrea

Disclaimers: I don't own any of these people, they belong to Joss and crew, like Buffy, Angel, Willow Xander Oz And Cordelia and everyone else, even if I wish that I really did own them...

Spoilers: If you haven't seen Surprise and Innocence, you'll be lost.

PART 1

Buffy sat back in the hard plastic chair in her history class. Although her body was physicaly there, her mind just wasn't. It was far off in a different sort of past of her's. The past of herself and Angel. Together. And happy. Buffy started toying with the cladghar ring Angel had given her for her 17th birthday. She had turned the cladhagh ring around so the heart faced out, If it faces you it means you belong to someone, that's what Angel said.> And Buffy certainly didn't belong to Angel any longer. He was his ownself. His know evil self.

It seems like so long ago that Angel told me he loved me, and since my 17th birthday, a decade has passed since then, and man how come I couldn't figure out sooner: that Angel had turned for the worst? I wouldn't have fallen in love with him in the first place and no one would be dead if I had killed him in time. Now it's to late! I won't ever be able to kill him. A demon wears his face, so I won't be able to kill him. Giles that crazy man has lost his beloved Miss Calendar, I have lost my one Angel... To Angelus. All while my dear Willow has her beloved Oz and Xander has that snob Cordelia. He is like a love sick puppy. Although I do have to admit that she has been getting better. Then there is me who stands all alone, and I certainly haven't felt very Slayerish lately, Hell, I've barely been able to function properly. Let alone be able to Slay properly...

"Miss Summers would you care to join us any time today?" Asked a far off voice. Buffy snapped back to reality.

"Umm I'm sorry, could you ask me that again?" She shifted in her chair and she looked away, and toward the dirty floor as she felt heat rush up her neck to her face. She glanced at Willow, her dear computer hacker friend, as also a Slayette. Willow gave out a helpless shrug although Xander had a look of amusement on his face. Buffy shrunk back into her desk even more, hoping to completly disappear.

"I asked if you would care to join us today Miss Summers." Answered Mr. Arnold their new History teacher. It seemed they were always getting new teachers, and there was this huge problem with substitutes, and of course, Xander always happens falls for them, as long as they where female. was praying-mantis woman, (She-mantis) who just loved virgins.> Yes Buffy could name a few problems with substitute teachers.

"Umm sure, sorry." Murmured Buffy quietly, already distracted from all history and all other means. Mr. Arnold started yet agian to drown on about the early 1800's, and yet again Buffy's mind wandered off towards Angel. She just HAD to figure out how to cure him, give him back his soul... He diserved thatmuchat least. She wrote Willow a short desperate letter to help her find something to help Angel, for about the billionth time.

"Hey Willow? Pssssst! Here." With that done, she grabbed all her books into her arms and murmured some lame excuse about not feeling very well and made a bee-line for the classroom door. < I have got to get out of here! NOW! Or I will completely flip!... Not that I haven't already or anything.> Buffy's tall black heeled boots made an many echoing sounds on the floor corridor as she headed toward the library. Buffy pushed open the door with a swing her hip and flung her books across the room, making a huge dent in the wall were they hit. She didn't notice. She flung herself into an other uncomfortable chair, head in her hands she started to weep uncontrollably.

Giles poked his head out off his private office door, seeing it was his one and only Slayer he dropped the books he'd been researching on the floor, unnoticed and rushed to Buffy's side.

"Buffy... what has happened?" Giles British accent seemed harsher than usual. He had never seen Buffy cry, let alone weep. He reached out to put a hand on her shoulder but drew it back. Not knowing what to do. He really wasn't very good at this kind of thing, he'd never been good at it. He was her Watcher, she was suppose to be tough, and strong. Then again, so was he.

"Oh Giles, it's terrible, terrible! I just can't handle it any more." With saying this she ripped the shiny metal cross off her throat, as if to make a point and continued "Right know if a vampire so mush as will growl at me I will..." The library door burst open and Buffy stopped in mid-sentence, like a deer frozen in the head lights of a car. She was ready to run. She looked away from everyting. Embarrassed. Willow briskly in walked, Xander right on her heels.

"What's wrong Buffy? Mr. Arnold is really worried about you, he even excused us for the rest of class, he wants us to see what we can do to help you." Xander said stepping up behind Buffy, as he started to massage her shoulders tentatively. "No wait dumb question. Sorry Buffster.Let me guess, it has to do with Dead boy? Umm Angel?"

Willow already on her way to the computer, in quick hurried strides. She sat down on the well cushioned chair and started to type away at the computer, she seemed to completely vanish into the computer. She was tapping away at it at an incredible speed.

* * *

"Buffy I'm not finding anything here that can help you, and your going to be late for your next class. The bells about to ring..." Giles called out from behind a big wall of books "You might want to be on your way, if Principal Snyder finds out your skipping classes, you won't be here for a while to come, which means no research to help Angel. You already skipped English." You could hear him flipping page after page of diffrent books

"Screw English Giles, SCREW the world at this point. I really couldn't care any less... EVER! And I'm not leaving till we find something!!! Is that to much to ask for?" Buffy called from the corner of the room were all her secret weapons where, everything from what to use to stake Vampires, Werewolf's and other Undead creatures of Sunnydale. She looked back to her work. The stake she'd been on the verge of making looked really funny, it was to way to small only about 4 inches long. Instead of the genirous foot it was suppose to be and it was so pointy! Buffy immediately dropped it and took a step back from it.

"Umm Giles? Your right. I'm going to class know." Buffy thought to herself with a shudder. Picking up her books for her Bio. class. She hurried out of the library.

* * *

*Much later at Buffy's house

"Damn it! I forgot my freakin' cross at the library. Now I'm gonna have to go get it back." Buffy cried out in her sleep. Buffy sat bolt-up in bed "Why the heck did that stupid dream wake me up? Wired. it's only a cross." Her feet hit the cold floor, and with a shudder she pushed herself from her bed. She thought to herself on the way to her closet. "It must be important, have to get it..." All she remembered was that it was really all dark... And evil, only a single bright yellow object shone out. The dark had seemed so afraid of it, in a way. Buffy pulled on a short black skirt ,and a light lavender t-shirt, made sure her ring was on properly, heart pointed out. Grabbed her black leather jacket_ the one Angel had given her. Put on a pair of her high heeled shoes, got a few stakes. Just in case, and opened her bedroom window. She jumped out of it quietly. not really felling cold. Buffy turned to the front of the house and started to walk towards the school.

"Why Is my Slayer sense tingling ?" She wondered out loud. She then saw the glint of silver off the side of the side walk. She went to inspect and picked it up , let out a gasp and put the object in her skirt pocket and continued walking, with a smile on her face.

* * *

Buffy went to the back door of the library and tapped on the door twice, looked around to make sure no one was watching and tapped the door again. She heard soft footsteps, definitely not Giles. She waited patiently.

"Well at least my sense went off!" Buffy whispered to herself just as the door opened and Willow peeked out trough the gap in the door. A look of surprise came across her face, then one of guilt. Or was it one of sorrow? Willow opened the door and the sound of Aqua hit Buffy full blast . Buffy wondered, Also the smell of freshly brewed coffee hit her making her take a step back. Willow stepped further into the library to let Buffy in.

"Umm , hey Buffy. I’m kind of not done some research yet." Willow said in a very quiet voice that seemed got more and more high pitched with every sylabol

"Aqua Will? What's it for and the coffee?" Buffy cried out with happyness.

"Umm... Well I was really tiered and I needed to stay awake, to finish this research. I found the Aqua tape in your locker, I hope you don't mind. There actually pretty good, not to mention I needed some caffeine, and I couldn't get chocolate or anything cause I didn't have any money, I just borrowed the teachers lounge coffee maker." Willow said looking very flushed.

"So your finally waking up and smelling the roses Will, good for you!" Buffy told Willow happily.

"Would you like some coffee Buffy?" Willow asked very uncomfortably

* * *

"So basically you've been here since school ended and you didn't find ANY information? What's with the net, you'd think they'd have how to give a demon back his *damned* soul! God! Damn it, I had had such a good feeling on my way over, my Slayer sense must be going." Buffy exclaimed, obviously brooding.

"I've tried Buffy. But the net doesn't have anything on how to give a demon a back his *damned soul*, and what's this about your *Slayer sense* thingy? Willow mussed. "And why exactly did you come to school, it's not just cause of this *Slayer sense thing.* It's too late, you shouldbe in bed, or Slaying or something." finished Willow.

"Well no I didn't just come cause of my *Slayer sense thingy*, I had a dream that was all dark, evil and really freaky. Then it suddenly flashed to my cross, and it showed a yellow object. Then I woke up. I knw I had left my cross here at the school... I kind of threw it at Giles. I came to get it. Be right back. It's in the weapons room I think... Somewhere. Now If you'll excuse me for a moment." Buffy rushed off toward the in closed area where all her weapons were secretly hidden from anyones view.

Buffy slowly surveyed the room for her silver cross necklace. kiss. Not to mention he saved my life way more than once. When The Three were after me, is one to mention, with the blood delivery day was an other. GOD I miss him!... Buffy's mind wandered to Angel, a single tear slid down her cheek unnoticed, as she spotted a glint of her silver cross in the corner of the room. "Ahh there my cross is is, good thing I didn't lose it. Hey Will., I found it."

* * *

Buffy Slowly made her way back to Willow.

“Umm Buffy ? The computer just got screwed, we’ll have to ...Ahem...We’ll have to go use the computer room to use a computer.” The voice ofWillow rung out, somewhat forced.

“So here we are in Miss Calender’s old computer class, I certainly don’t feel any dčjŕ vü, Nope, none, nada. I feel completely at ease and feel nothing.”

Whispered Willow hoarsely to Buffy.

“I’m having an other Slayer Vibe here, only this one is really, really,really good. Buffy didn’t realize she had said it out loud till she lookedat Willow . Willow gave her a really weird look.

“Huh?” Willow just stared at Buffy clearly confused just stared at Buffy.

Buffy seeing her friends confusion tried to explain.

“It’s just a feeling I get when soothing is about to happen, when something bad is around, or I over looked soothing, it can be a good Vibe or it can be bad Vibe , and this is a really good Vibe, best one I have ever had. It’s just like a 6th sense to me , and it’s giving me a really good vibe.” Buffy almost flew to Miss Calender’s desk at the front of the desk.

“WILLOW! It’s over here, COME ON!!!” Buffy cried out very, very excitedly. “Willow I just found something that is going to change us, for the rest of our lives or at least a while anyway.” Buffy glanced at her fast approaching friend and leapt for joy.

END PART 1

Part 2

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