Master sent his slave an e-mail in response to asking for permission to go to The Scenery with my friends and in His reply He also said HE would love to accompany us and lead His slave into the dungeon on a leash. When this slave read those words she nearly burst with joy and humility. How absolutely wonderful it will be for all the world to see that cédant is Master's slave. Now comes the hardest part, the waiting. This next month will be filled with thoughts and fantasies of a night in a dungeon with Master. It cannot happen soon enough. This slave must now begin preparing herself for that night by researching and reading as much as possible on how to be the best slave ever so that Master's bitch slave brings only honor and glory to Him who owns cédant.

There is much work to be accomplished today on O/our web site. As soon as this slave finishes today's journal entry, the work will begin.

Now, it should be known that this slave has but one task in life and that is to make her Master happy. This means that for now, cédant's only reason for being a slave is to provide her Master with oral gratification. This is a very easy task for Master's slave as she very much enjoys performing the gentile art of fellatio on the God who is her Master. So, His training sessions are divided into slave behavior and attitude training, which of course will include punishment when needed, and training this slave how to provide her Master with the oral satisfaction He so richly deserves.

O/our first meeting was the result of a posting made on a Yahoo group dedicated to fellatio, both the giving and the receiving. cédant's posting was a plea for someone to allow her to perform fellatio. Master was the only response His soon to be slave needed. Once this slave had received the invitation, she had a special feeling that there would be something more that just a one time blow and go encounter. this slave felt from the very first time she slid her lips over Masters magnificent velvet rod, that there was a special electricity between us. And right away it was easy to see Master really enjoyed my efforts. Oh, and of course this slave wasn't unhappy about it either.

In cédant's pre-slave days there was a time when the gender issues were beginning to come to the fore, and a burning question had to be answered. For a very, very long time there had been this ''desire'' to perform fellatio, but it was never acted upon because this slave feared the unknown. However, the burning desire would not go away and just as she did to find Master, cédant asked for men to give her the opportunity to pleasure them. In a short period of time with several men, Master's slave discovered that she really, really loved performing fellatio, and that she could do it quite well.

Although Master's slave loved the performance, she put it on hold while the life transition from male to female took place. Then came the day when once again, the burning desire to pleasure a man burst into flames and the rest is, as they say, history. Master recognized this slaves need and in His generosity provided a worthless slave the pleasure of pleasing Him. And believe me, each time this slave performs for Master, she is very, very pleased and very, very grateful.

Where the men from cédant's past were average, Master is not. He is every girls dream, He is very well endowed . . . very well endowed. The first time this slave saw Master's manhood, she was like so totally enslaved by the magesty of it. And then, at the end of our last session, Master commande this slave to hold the source of his precious essence and asked, ''How many are there?''

If this slave ever had even the slightest doubt that Master was truely a God, it was totally and forever erased. Where as mortal men have only two . . . two . . . Master has THREE. Oh my, three factories to produce the essence of life. Three that will one day provide this slaves mouth with the prize she so very, very much wants. Oh my . . . .

Until tomorrow . . .

So, tomorrow Mistress Steele and Master's slave head to Lake Tahoe. W/we will have a great time doing a bit of gambeling and shopping and dining out and Friday watching the fireworks over the lake. But, this year there will be another in this slaves thoughts. Well, Master of course. Who else would occupy my thoughts? Mistress Steele? Well to some degree of course, but all the time i will be thinking how much more wonderful it would be to be in the company of Master. A whole weekend away with Master . . .

Until Monday . . .

The weekend was great, especially the fireworks.

Yesterday i went to Sears and purchased a new dress. Mostly it's for wearing to Master's sessions, but it's a great all purpose dress. i'm wearing it at work today. It's an ankle length sleevless dress with a dark teal floral print. It will be easy to take off quickly when at Master's lair. For O/our next training session it will be really cool if this slave can get naked and kneeling before Master walks around the corner to the entry hall. Master's slave is pretty sure He will really like that. Maybe it will earn cédant an extra long kiss and some extra time between Master's knees . . . .

Until tomorrow . . .

This morning Master sent this slave an e-mail with a list of tasks for cédant. Some are simple tasks, some are things Master desires to do to this slave. cédant is so lucky to be owned by such a wonderful Master and Lord. The list items have been added to this web site.

It seems strange to be at home this evening. Wednesdays have been pretty much Master's night for using cédant. Right about now Master would have this slave all collared, leashed and of course naked. The first couple of times with Master, cédant was a bit reluctant to remove her panties but once Master explained how important it was for a slave to be naked, going all the way was the only real choice and now, to be anything other than naked would just seem un-natural.

One of Master's recent guidelines will have the slave cédant reporting to Master all her sexual activity since the last session with Master. lowly, disgusting cédant is afraid Master will not be very happy with his slave, because the only sex cédant has these days is with Master. There was a time when this slave was a very sexual person and totally dedicated to Mistress Steele. Back then cédant was a man, but that was then. cédant is not a man, cédant is a woman and sex with women just doesn't have the same appeal. Now, cédant  prefers sex with a man and of course that means Master and only Master.

Until tomorrow . . .

Last night this slave found out that Mistress Steele will be working on Sunday. So first thing this morning Master's slave sent Him an e-mail asking for permission to serve Him on Sunday. No reply from Master as yet, but this slave knows He will reply when He can and to patiently wait for Master's response. But, this slave wants so very much to be with Master and each moment away from Him is like an eternity.

A slaves first responsibility is to their Master and pleasing Him is the most important thing a slave can do. this slave takes that responsibility very seriously and knows that what Master want's from this slave is pure and simple, He wants the worthless bitch-whore-cunt slave cédant to perform fellatio on Him every moment W/we are together. Stroke of luck that this slave really, really loves to pleasure a man and his manhood that way.

12:55 PM
Oh happy, wonderous and joyous day. Master just now sent His reply commanding this slave to come to Him on Sunday and please him with worship of His velvet rod and those three wonderful factories of His essence. Oh what the hell, Master wants cédant to suck His cock and His slave cédant is so very, very eager to please Master exactly that way. <wink>

The moments until this slave will once again bow before her Lord and Master will take forever, but cédant will be patient and think only of how to please Master. cédant will definitely be a very, very good bitch-whore-cunt cock sucking slave on Sunday.

Until tomorrow . . .

It's been yet another one of those really hectic days at my vanilla world job and it has left cédant with only a few minutes to make an entry. Sunday will be a very magical day for this slave as Master has commanded cédant to serve Him for the whole afternoon. Oh my, how wonderful that will be and for sure it will be recorded here on Monday.

Until Monday . . .

Yesterday with Master was a real mix of the old and the new and oh my, 5 1/2 hours of intense slavery took a toll on this slave. Both emotional and physical.

i arrived at Master's at the appointed hour of 11:30 AM and rode the elevator to his apartment on the 17th floor.  i was wearing an ankle length floral print dress and was wearing only panties underneath. My plan was to get into an elevator alone, remove my panties and then once i got inside Master's apartment be able to quickly take off my dress and be totally naked for Master. Well, i got into the elevator and was alone but then another woman stepped in and i began to worry about my plan. But, she got off on the 5th floor so i lucked out and the rest of my plan was secure.

Master had left his door unlocked so i oopened the door, went in, quickly removed my dress and knelt in the entry hall. ''Master?'' i said, and then Master appeared from around the corner and oh wow, what a wonderful smile He had on His face when He looked at me knelt in the ''kneeling up'' position totally naked. cédant was ready to serve her Master.

Master came to me and commanded i stand. Then, He took me in His arms and we kissed passionately while His hands roamed all over my body. It was so wonderful. Then He commanded His slave to kneel and told me to go to my corner, doggy style. ''Crawl'', Master commanded and on my belly i crawled to his feet and began kissing them. ''Suck my big toe'' was His next command and cédant complied. ''Remove my socks, but do not turn them inside out'', and of course cédant did just that.

Master then stood and commanded His slave to take off His slacks. With great reverence, this slave unbuckled His belt, unfastened the button and pulled the zipper down. As His pants fell to His knees cédant could see the great buldge in Master's undershorts and a wave of lust raced through this bitch's mind as visions of Master's velvet rod thrust into cédant filled her mind. ''Say it.'' commanded Master and without hesitation His slave said, ''Please, Master, may your slave suck your cock.''

And so began 5 1/2 hours of the most intense session with Master to date. It was wonderful, it filled my heart with joy and time seemed to stand still and at the same time race forward at almost light speed. All would have been perfect except for two things, a grevious error in behavior and the subsaquent punnishment.

At one point, while between Masters legs, He commanded ''Up''. In cédant's haste to please Master she bumped the leg of the folding card table that held Master's lap top computer and His bottle of beer. To this slaves total horror, the bottle tipped right upon the computer and beer spilled out across the hinge section of the computer. ''Stupid careless bitch,'' Master yelled, ''you better hope nothing happened.'' Immeadiately, the slave cédant prostrated herself before her Master and began weeping and begging for Master's forgiveness. ''I should whip you until you bleed.'' he snarled, ''but I have something else to do to you. Follow me.''

On hands and knees cédant followed Master into the bathroom. ''It's time you were pissed on, get into the tub on your knees bitch.'' cédant did as Master commanded and then He climbed in also and began pissing on cédant. ''Open your mouth slave.'' and when cédant did Master pissed into her mouth. It was so totally disgusting and humiliating, but this slave tried her best to suffer through it. Finally, Master was finished and He allowed this slave to shower off. i cried soft but bitter tears of hatred flowed as the shower ran. No, cédant did not hate her Master, she hated herself for doing the wrong and then for not being able to swallow all of His urine as He had commanded.

Master pissed into cédant's mouth two times more after that, except He had His slave lean in and over the toilet. But again, Master's slave was unable to consume Master's urine and it spilled onto the floor and all over the toilet. ''Lick it up from the floor slave.'' and cédant did but it was almost too much and again this whore cried in shame and disgust. The third and final time most of Master's urine was consumed, but some went onto the toilet again and once again cédant had to lick it clean.

Now it wouldn't be fair to say that these two things totally ruined the day, but it did have a profound on the day. As a slave, cédant does understand the concepts of reward and punishment and the value of humiliation as a tool for Master and cédant is grateful to her Master for these important training sessions and behavior correction. It's cédant's goal to become Master's perfect slave.

One of the really very nice things Master did to cédant yesterday was to have His slave lay on His bed with him while giving Master head. How really, really wonderful it felt to share Master's space for a brief time. Heaven? To be sure.

And then, it was time to leave. Master's slave got dressed and W/we kissed and hugged goodbyes and it was homeward bound. But, the lesson learned that day will forever be etched in this slave's brain.

Until tomorrow . . .

cédant is feeling a bit better about things today, but Master's slave will not soon forget the humiliation of being pissed on. This morning in the shower Master's bitch began crying as soon as she stepped into the stream of hot water and the memory of Sunday's Golden Shower came rushing back.  It probably was the sensation of the hot water upon cédant's breasts that triggered the memory of Master's hot stream of wine and that is something cédant needs to put behind her, but right now it's very difficult.

Yesterday this bitch sent her Master an e-mail that spoke to several issues from Sunday's marathon, but unfortunately Master was preparing for a trip and could not address them and won't until He returns on Friday. Of course even then, Master will not want to do the e-mail tag thing as He prefers to discuss such matters in person so it may be a while before W/we can resolve anything. In the mean time, Master's slave must do all she can to work it out to the point where it won't be an emotional flash point.

One thing for sure, Sunday was a wake up call to the realities of being a slave and how it feels to be ridden hard and put up wet.

Until tomorrow . . .

''There will come a time slave'', Master began in one of O/our early training sessions, ''when you will be tempted to cheat on your Master and have sex with another man.'' ''Oh never Master, never.'' was my response but master is so wise and He said, ''It will happen, and if it does you must be honest with me and tell me. Even though you will be punished, it will be better for both of us if you come to me right away and admit your unfaithfullness, because hiding it will only lead to deceit and lies and will destroy the relationship which is based in trust and without that trust there is nothing. Remmber this well slave.'' And He never spoke of it again.

Strange how things work out in life because just as Master predicted, His slave was tempted and almost did cheat on her Master.

On Sunday, as this slave was reporting all of her sexual activity (none) since O/our last session, cédant told Master about an e-mail she had recieved asking cédant for a blow job. Master asked if His slave had replied and she said yes but that no return reply had come yet. Well, on Monday, just when cédant was feeling so badly about the Golden Shower and drinking Master's wine, the invitation to just suck a cock with no strings attached cause this slave to do the predicted and by yesterday afternoon a meeting time and place was set.

This morning there was another e-mail from that person and there was something he said that set this bitch on edge and suddenly Master's words came rushing back and in horror the realization that Master's prediction was about to come true cause the slave cédant to balk at the whole thing and she told the person that the meeting was off. cédant had been tempted and had almost succumbed to the temptation. Even though this whore and notgone through with it, she knew that she had done wrong and so she had to write to Master and beg for not only His forgivness, but also for his much deserved punishment.

Has cédant destroyed the relationship? Only time and Master will determine that. Now this slave must wait until Master returns from His trip to know what her fate is to be. Will Master forgive and punish and allow cédant to remain His slave? Or, will Master throw this wretched slave upon the garbage heap like the trash she is and no longer allow cédant to be His slave? cédant can only wait and hope that Master will see that even though His slave was tempted, it was her love of Master that in the end kept her from going all the way and not violating Master's sacred trust.

The waiting will be hard and sleepless nights will follow. But, if there is one thing Master's slave can feel good about it's that the betrayal did not happen. je suis la chienne cédant, l'esclave en possession de Maître. i am the bitch cédant, the owned slave of Master . . . and proud of it. Master's slave will never forget just how close she came to definitely destroying her enslavement. All cédant can do now is wait.

Until tomorrow . . .

Master sent His reply to yesterday's confesional letter and it was waiting for His slave this morning in her work e-mail. cédant had had a very fitfull night of sleep worrying about how Master would react to her confession, so this morning there was genuine fear in His slave's heart as she opened the letter that would either bring an end to the enslavement or would be the mortar to bind cédant and Master together into one being. The heart was pounding and tears were beginning to flow from cédant's eyes as the message opened up and then she saw the words that would make her cry even more:

''I am so proud of you, cédant. I am proud of you for resisting the temptation and I am proud of you for confessing to me that you were tempted. My heart swells with joy knowing how much you trust me and how much you seek my trust by your resisting the temptation.''

That was all the farther this slave got before her emotions took hold and the bitch-whore-cunt cock sucking slave broke down and cried the cry of relief and joy that is only known when a Master shows His slave just how much He loves and cares for His slave. No longer fearful of the worst, Master's slave cried and cried and once she calmed down she finished reading the rest of Master's letter, then bowed in reverance before Master's words. After silently praying to Master the liturgy He taught her on Sunday, she wrote to Master:

''Thank you so very much for your understanding and your love. Your slave has learned a valuable lesson and has seen how great a God you are. In forgiving this slut for her weakness, you have shown cédant how very important it is to not only love her Master, but also to trust you to know what is best for her. cédant is a very imperfect slave and needs Master's strength to be able to come close to the perfection you so richly deserve.''

Yes, Master's slave was so very tempted and yes she did resist, but in her heart of hearts she will carry forever the scar of shame that she was tempted at all. This will never happen again and once again Master's slave recites the prayer:

Master, i love you and i adore you and i worship you.
Master, i love you and i adore you and i worship you.
Master, i love you and i adore you and i worship you.
Master, i love you and i adore you and i worship you.

je suis la chienne cédant, l'esclave en possession de Maître. i am the bitch cédant, the owned slave of Master . . . and more proud than ever of it

Until tomorrow . . .

Oh joy and rapture, cédant just received an e-mail from Master commanding His slave to attend Him on Sunday. Wretched cédant will only be able to be with Master for a couple of hours but even a moment with Master is more than His slave deserves. Master's slave will probably arrive at Master's lair at 3 PM Sunday but must leave no later than 5:30. That will be about how it normally is on a week night and a couple of hours with Master will be heaven, but of course His slave wishes there could be more.

There will be of course time spent sucking Master's wonderful cock and time for Master's training of His imperfect slave and also time for some punishment. Most important will be to make Master happy and cédant will be trying very hard to please Master and become one with her God. cédant hopes very much that she will be able to go into slave space where nothing else but Master is in her heart and mind. In O/our last session, Master's slave was very much unable to achieve the goal and Master has said he will need to punish His slave for that.

Until Monday . . .

Well OK, it's not Monday yet, but cédant has some free time, so it made good sence to devote that time to Master and record a few of her thoughts about Master. Of course Master's slave always has Master in her thoughts, but most of the time she cannot write them down at the moment the thought comes into her head. Try as hard as she can cédant cannot remember those thoughts because she is, as Master puts it, ''over 40 and therefore forgetful by nature, not by will''. And it's true, wretched cédant is forgetful and it her age that is the reason. Master is so wise and He knows cédant better than she knows herself. Did He not predict cédant's temptation?

In just a few hours the bitch-whore-cunt cock sucking slave cédant will be with Master and already she is preparing her mind and body to submit to Master's will. Today, Master's whore will become one with her God and enter the temple of slave space. For example, cédant had been writing and got as far as that last sentance, when a dear friend from the vanilla world who is also transgendered called to just talk while she was out and away from her wife. Naturally, cédant's thoughts were diverted away from Master and the oneness she had been feeling was broken. But now, the phone call is over and once again Master's bitch can focus her thoughts back on Master and preparing to be with Him this afternoon.

Time spent with Master is so very magical. Words alone cannot fully express the wonder of His magic and the completeness of His possesion of His slave. Even though this worthless slave cannot always fully be in pure slave space, she none the less feels Master's power over her and just as her name implies, yields to her Lord will. There is no question or reluctance because this slut knows her Master's will is her destiny and resistance is futile.

''You know your slave is happy when her face looks like a glazed donut.''

Master, Master, Master. Yes, cédant was happy and her face did look like a glazed donut. Just moments before Master had granted cédant's greatest wish and provided to His most unworthy slave, His very essence. Master came on my face and a bit in my mouth and some on His belly and when He was finished, He allowed the slave cédant to lick it up and to rub her face in it and once she had covered her face, she looked up and Master and thanked Him for the greatest gift of all. Well the helping of Master to cum of course.

Master's slave arrived right on time and was buzzed in and it was straight away to the elevator. Once again there was another passenger in the elevator but only up to the 8th floor so cédant was able to get her panties off before arriving at Master's floor. As is now the ritual, Master's slave entered, removed her skirt and top and knelt in the entry hall. Then, at Master's command, His slave went to her corner and waited again.

''Crawl.''

Lizard like, the worthless cédant approached her Master and then positioned herself in front of the seated God Master where she prostrated herself and began the confessional of her sin of temptation. After much begging and pleading for forgiveness and punishment, and kissinf and licking of Master's feet, He put his feet on cédant's head so that His slave would know that she is truely lower than dirt. Then he commanded, ''assume the position''. Punishment was 10 spanks, 5 per cheek and oh how they stung, but oh my how warm and loving they felt at the same time.

cédant would later learn to cherish the spanking by hand because a belt has no warmth of touch and love.

During the ''business'' part of our session where Master reviews His slave's journal notebook, He asked for a copy of an e-mail His slave had sent Him and cédant did not have it. Master's mood suddenly changed and His steel shaft  got soft and He blindfolded and gaged His slave and then gave her 4 lashes with His belt. There was no warmth in the sting and bite of the leather and after two lashes He asked, ''Does that hurt slave?''. cédant could not speak because of the gag so she shook her head yes in a way that Master would not mis-understand that His slave had learned her lesson. Two more lashes and it was over and now that the business was finished, Master could contentrate on using His sex slave for His pleasure.

Master never felt so powerful and so full of lust and desire and never had cédant held such a huge and hard cock. Oh my, oh my, oh my and when Master came his cum was like liquid fire upon my cheek and His brand was forever scorched upon His slave's face. Such exstacy, His slave had never felt before. Wave after wave of it washed over His slave and she writhed with passion and love and as she looked at the last few gushes of cum from Master's cock it was as though she was watching a volcano errupt and spew forth the molten lava of life.

''Lick it up bitch and rub your face in it. You know you are one lucky whore, don't you?'' And of course Master's slave said yes and then went on to thank and praise her God Master.

And cédant's face glistened like a freshly glazed donut.

Until tomorrow . . .

i am a slave and live for only one reason, to serve my Master. this slave belongs to Master, heart, body and soul. cédant no longer determines her own destiny, that is Master's to decide. cédant loves her Master, but knows that Master may never return that love. cédant gladly does as Master says knowing that Master may never acknowledge her efforts. If Master abuses His slave, that is to be expected because that is what Master's do to slaves. Master will humilliate His slave and cédant will be happy to be Master's slave. cédant will be punished for even the slighest transgretion and will be eternally grateful to her Master for correcting her behavior

It's easy to read those statements and say that cédant is a fool for being a slave and that no one should be made to live that way. It's easy to condem a person for choices they make that go against the norm, and it doesn't matter what the choice is. If, in the mind of others, the choice is a bad one, then condemnation, humilliation and punishment is the price of that choice.

i have been a slave to society all my life and as a result it has been filled with anger and sorrow. i hid the truth that i was a woman and not a man because society said to think that way was an aboration before God and society. And when the truth was finally revealed, cédant was punished for her transgretions. Because cédant new she was not a man and chose to be a woman, she suffered greater humilliation and abuse than any Master could inflict because the ultimate punishment is to be denied your true self. That is what society has done for cédant.

Master knew that His slave was transgendered and accepted it. Master knows His slave wants to be a woman and He celebrates that choice. cédant wants to make love to a man and Master is there for her. Master is demanding and at times very harsh, and yet there are times when He is tender and loving. Master accepts His slave for what she is, a totally submissive and willing female slave. cédant yields to Master's power. cédant lives to be dominated by Master and even if it means having to drink His wine, then that is what she will do to prove her devotion to the God that is her Master.

i am a slave. i am Master's slave.

Over the weekend, through a series of e-mails with Master, He has commanded that His slave attend Him this Wednesday. Of course cédant is yielding to her Master and very willingly and with a high degree of excitement and anticipation. To the best of this slave's knowledge, she hasn't done anything to warrent punnishment, but even if she has, cédant want so very much to be with Master and to serve Him and hopefully to bring Him pleasure.

Anyway, on Wednesday, Master has commanded that His slave enter his domain, strip nude and then without waiting for His command to come to Him, to crawl to His feet and begin kissing and licking his feet and sucking his toes. cédant especially love to do this because she know Master like it and if Master likes it, cédant loves it.

Until tomorrow . . .

cédant should be bubbling over with joy and excitement right now but a dear close co-worker/friend in the vanilla working world has just left after being laid off. This woman was so very much support for cédant while she made her on the job transition and taught cédant how to be a woman. She left early and said her good byes and it was very hard, and cédant cried and still cries.

But now, cédant must put this behind her and open her heart and mind to Master. And now begins the mantra of submission:

Master is God
Master is Lord
Master is Love

Master's slave was dressed and standing at the foot of His bed gazing at the her God who just moments before had shared that sacred throne with her. So serene, so majestic, just looking at Him melted this slaves heart. Master opend His eyes and cédant bowed and asked, ''One more kiss dear Master?'' ''Yes slave, come to me.'' was his answer and cédant went to the side of the bed, knelt and leaned in to receive her kiss. It was passionate and it filled cédant's heart with joy.

And then it was time for Master's slave to leave. cédant walked to the door, but before she opened it she said, ''Good night sweet Master, dream of me.'' and He said, ''Of course I will.'' I was once again one happy happy woman and with that cédant opened the door and began her journey home.

The evening began as it always does with cédant waiting in the lobby for Master's arrival. Master's whore had not been waiting very long when she saw her Lord approach. Instantly, cédant took up her pose of submission and Master passed without looking at her. cédant knows she is risking punishment for looking directly at Master when He passes, but she just cannot help herself.

When Master stride through the lobby, His slave always thinks of Beethoven's third symphony, the Eroica. At her home, Master's slave has an old record of the third and on it's cover is a picture of Napoleon astride a white stallion reared up upon it's hind legs. Master is way taller than Napoleon was and way more heroic in this slave's humble opinion. So, it's only natural for cédant to think of Beethoven's symphony when thinking about her Lord God Master, because He is her hero.

The required 10 minutes quickly passed and then Master buzzed in His slave saying only, ''I want you.'' Quickly, cédant walked to the elevator and began her assent into Valhalla. No one else was in the elevator so Master's slave quickly removed her panties as she always does on the ride up and once on Master's floor she went directly to Master's door, entered, stripped bare and then crawled to Master's feet where she assumed the prone position and began confessing her love and begging her Master to let her suck His cock.

Eventually He did grant HIs slave's wish but not before He punished cédant for forgetting to write to Master for several days. Once again, Master made His slave endure the Golden Shower and the drinking of His wine. ''Do you feel humilliated slave?'' he asked ''Does it disgust you?'' ''Yes Master. '' was the reply and he laughed and said ''Good, maybe next time you'll remember to write to me more often. Now clean yourslef up and crawl to me once again slave.'' And cédant did as commanded.

Once the punishment was completed and Master was satisfied that His slave understood her transgretion and why He love to humillate His slave, the fun began and once again the bitch-whore-cunt cock sucking slave cédant became and extension to Master abundant cock.

As W/we entered the last hour of the session, Master led His slave to His bed and commanded she lay beside Him. So strong and comforting was His embrace, so wonderful and passionate the kisses  Never has Master's slave experienced such intimacy with a man as she has the last two sessions when He invited His bitch to lay beside Him on the bed. Master's slave uses the word invite rather than command because even though it truly was a command, to His slave it felt like a loving invitation.

All too soon the session drew to a close and Master commanded His slave to get dressed and leave because He was going to sleep soon. So cédant complied, but not before looking upon her God laying there upon his bed, naked and in a way so very vunerable while at the same time so strong and majestic. cédant could not help but smile at her God.

Until tomorrow . . .

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