Forbidden
Desires
by
Bradygirl
Part
1
Matt
Cory sat alone in the club where he had met Dean. God, it was good
to see him again. He missed Dean and Jenna. Those were the days,
back when they had their own fledgling music company. That was probably
why he got back into music again. The music stirred his soul like
nothing else ever had nothing except Sofia that is. Even though
there were people every three inches, he couldnt focus on
them. His mind was elsewhere. His mind was back in Bay City, back
with Sofia. Nick didnt deserve her. He had cheated on her
at the beginning of their relationship and that was something Nick
could never change. Matt had to hand it to Sofia though. He didnt
know if he could forgive someone as easily as she.
He
tried to focus on the music but the constant pounding in his ears
didnt reach his mind. Dean was right, what was the point of
success if you didnt have someone to share it with? Matt exhaled
a long drawn out sigh. The waitress came by with a fresh martini
and he sipped it as the next musical act started playing their set.
He tapped his fingers to the beat but the sound was hollow without
Sofia there to experience it with him. Dean was right again when
he said it was baloney denying his feelings for Sofia. She was a
part of his life now. A part of his business and hed just
have to deal with it.
The
lights dimmed casting dramatic amber and blue shadows on the walls
of the small club. His heart pulsed with the beat and as if out
of a dream, there she was. The object of his affection. How had
she known he was just thinking about her?
Sofias
eyes searched the darkened room. Her once ambivalent eyes changed
to an expression of joy once they landed on the person she was looking
for. Shed seen him and as she walked toward him through the
crowd, he wondered what travesty she had to get through to be here
now.
"Sofia,
what are you doing here? I though Nick needed you?" said Matt
casually leaning back in his chair.
"This
is a great opportunity for me, Matt, I didnt want to miss
it." She paused to listen to the singer on stage. "Hes
pretty good. Is that the guy you were telling me about?"
"Dont
change the subject. Youre being here could hurt your relationship
with Nick. And I dont want him to think Im the cause
of that."
"Youre
not. Nick and Donna-" She paused to take a deep breath. "They
were being impossible. Donna didnt want Nick and I there but
when I tried to talk to Nick, everything I said was wrong. I tried
to be comforting to Donna but she only took it as criticism. Theyre
both impossible!" She remembered the visions shed had
of Matt in Donnas apartment. I probably wasnt a good
idea to reveal to Matt that shed gone totally mental. "Cant
we just listen to the music and forget Bay City for one night?"
Matt
did a half bow while still sitting in his seat. "Whatever the
lady wants. We wont discuss Donna, Nick or Bay City. At least
for tonight. But tomorrow, youre going to have to tell me
whats going on with you." Sofia smiled but the smile
didnt reach her heart. Nothing that concerned Nick seemed
to mean anything anymore. What had happened to them?
Part
2
Le
Dump, the hole-in-the-wall club where Matt and Sofia sat, pulsed
with vibrant energy. Couples littered the dance floor like some
gigantic version of connect the dots. Sofia glanced at Matt under
her lashed already feeling guilty about leaving Bay City and Nick
in the lurch. She shook the emotion away. What did she have to feel
guilty for? She and Matt werent doing anything wrong. This
was strictly business, nothing more.
Matt
noticed the haunted look that suddenly clouded her vision. One moment
she had the biggest smile hed ever seen and the next she was
frowning like shed lost her best friend. "Nick,"
he muttered but the word was drowned out by the club music. There
was only one way to make her lighten up. He had to make her forget
about Nick, at least for tonight. "Hey, Sofia, are you all
right?" asked Matt with concern.
"Fine.
Great. Amazing actually!" Matt smiled at her sudden change
in mood. Her voice became more excited with every syllable she uttered.
"Hear that?" she said.
Matt
craned his neck around to see the new singer on stage. It was the
man they were there to hear, Billy Rush and he belted out the same
romantic tune Sofia had been so earnest he listen to the other day.
She was completely right about him. Matt was more certain now that
she belonged in the music business no matter what Nick said.
"Thats
our song." She smiled and turned to watch Billys performance.
Only
one word penetrated Matts consciousness. She had said OUR
song. Not THE song but OUR song. Hope trickled down his spine and
reminded him of how close they had been at one time. The feelings
she had for him back then must be in her heart somewhere, lingering
closer to the surface than even she knew. Closer to the surface
than ever before. He knew Nick still held her heart but something
was going on with them. Sofia never seemed happy anymore especially
after spending quality time with Nick. And it shouldnt be
that way for her. She deserved the best, to be treated like a lady.
And tonight thats exactly what he would do.
Billys
voice wove a spell over the entire room including Matt and Sofia.
The music failed to hold her attention as strongly as the knowledge
of how close Matt was sitting to her. How close his arm was to her
back resting on the top of the chair. The slight brush of his sleeve
against her arm as he shifted position sent a shiver down her spine.
She tried as casually as she could to nonchalantly glance up at
him but it came off more awkward than shed like. His eyes
held hers with a powerfully intense gaze. A sensation like fireworks
sped up her heart. Momentarily, she broke eye contact and then cursed
herself for feeling so weak as to look away at that instant. Again,
gathering her courage, she lifted her eyes to meet his.
The
lights swirled around them painting their bodies with tones of blue
and amber. A shaft of blue light fell across Matts face. The
new color brought out angles in his face shed never noticed
before.
He
placed his hand on her arm and she about jumped out of her skin.
The sensation was somewhere between a shock and a burn but this
burn wasnt painful. Being so near to him was intoxicating.
Her heart pumped faster as the song reached its climax. Matt
extended his hand out to her and she accepted it. Sofia tried to
speak but words wouldnt come.
"Dance with me Sofia?" She cast him a thoughtful gaze
that said to him she wasnt sure Nick would approve. "Sofia,
youre going to make a lot of mistakes in your life youll
regret. This isnt one of them."
Her
eyes sparkled with an ethereal quality as he squeezed her hand and
pulled her up and out of the seat.
"But
the songs almost over," she lamented.
"Dont
worry. Thats the great thing about a club atmosphere. The
music doesnt stop for long." The song ended and only
seconds lapsed before another took its place. "See, what
did I tell you." Matt smiled and held her closer.
Sofia
was a bundle of mixed emotions. She didnt have to feel guilty
just because this felt so good, just because being in Matts
arms was the closest thing to heaven shed ever experienced.
As they swayed she closed her eyes and commanded all her senses
to record this moment. Because once they returned to Bay City, her
heaven would have to come crashing down into the real world. Into
a world where Matt was her boss and nothing more. But tonight, tonight
there was no Nick or Donna or Joe to confuse her. It was only the
two of them on the town in the Big Apple. As she leaned her head
against Matts shoulder, she knew this would be a night to
remember.
Part
3
Matt
held Sofia in his arms. Hed always wanted a reason to be near
her and this was the perfect opportunity dancing around in a roomful
of people. The perfect opportunity to show her how special she was.
A couple nearby spun into them and Matt caught Sofia with one hand
behind her waist before she fell into a table. The movement brought
them closer together, only inches apart.
His
other hand rested at the nape of her neck and brushed against her
jet black hair. It glistened under the amber lights of the club.
Its scent reminded him of a time not too long ago when they
had been much closer. A time at the Cory Boathouse when they had
almost made love. As they twirled across the floor, he envisioned
how glad he was that night that they had waited. Sofia was a good
Catholic girl and even though good Catholic girls were notorious
for fooling around, she was different. The one peach of the bunch.
She wanted to wait until the time was right, until they were married.
And Matt respected that moral commitment. Even though it had been
difficult to back off, he had done it because in the end he knew
it was the right thing to do. Mac Cory didnt raise insensitive
children. As he entertained the memory of the past, the only thing
he wondered was how had he gotten so lucky to have her in his life?
"Are
you having fun?" asked Matt. He noticed that Sofia seemed to
be in a world of her own. She paused to ruminate on the question.
"Of
course I am," she quickly answered hoping Matt hadnt
noticed her staring at him.
"Im
glad, so am I." Sofia smiled and laid her cheek against his
shoulder. Matt almost thought he had heard her sigh over the club
music but later decided against it ruling it up to wishful thinking.
"Matt?"
she asked her head still firmly planted on his shoulder.
"When
do we get to talk to Billy?"
"As
soon as his sets over. Which-" Matt checked his watch.
"Which should be anytime now."
Her
face sprung to life, adrenaline pumping in her veins. This was her
first shot at being "in" the music business and she couldnt
wait to start.
"Any
time now? Why didnt you say something? Let me prepare?"
Matt
chuckled. "Sofia, I didnt expect you to be here tonight
so when I set up the meeting I only told him I would be there."
Matt knew that would raise her dander but he wanted to know just
how committed she was to working with him on a professional basis.
He knew she wouldnt be so easily left out of a key meeting
no matter if she hadnt planned to be there or not. He was
going to tease her about it and see just how far she would go to
be included in the nights festivities. But in his heart he
wanted to know how far she would go to be with him.
"Well
just tell him I had a change of plans, which I did, and that now
Im going to sit in on the meeting too." Matt had to hold
in the laugh that welled up in his throat. Trying to keep her out
was just going to make her more insistent. His hand covered his
face so she wouldnt noticed the sides of his mouth turning
up in an unconscious smile. Her eyes were intently focused on his.
"Are
you sure Nick wont mind?" If he knew Nick, this would
set his hair on end. He would never approve of Sofia being here
with him and signing an act in New York City. How she had gotten
out there without Nick hot on her heels was weighing on his mind.
"Mind?
Why would he mind? This is my life, my career. He really doesnt
have a say in it especially after the rotten way hes been
treating me lately."
Matt
hadnt expected that answer. And he never thought she would
see Nick in that light. She had always so eagerly come to his defense.
He knew Nick and Sofia were having trouble but he never suspected
she wasnt happy with him anymore. And to him that was the
message she was sending him. He picked up on it loud and clear.
Suddenly,
the music ground to a halt. Men in blue police uniforms filtered
into the club from the front and side doors. "This is a raid,"
one of them screamed.
A confused
look crossed Sofias face. "What do we do Matt?"
The police seemed to be everywhere, everywhere except backstage.
Matt in great haste pulled her behind the velvet black curtain and
they disappeared into the eves of the backstage area. They stood
enveloped by the velvet curtains for some time until a masculine
voice called out to them. "This way." Matt had no choice
but to follow. It was either that or get busted in the raid. He
didnt think Sofia would appreciate spending the night in jail.
They slunk through the back exit with many of the club employees.
Once
outside, the employees scattered to their respective cars and sped
away. Within five minutes Matt and Sofia were completely alone.
An eerie silence filled the alley. They could hear muted sirens
and people shuffling around inside but that was the extent of it.
Matt never imagined New York could be so hauntingly quiet.
"Boy,
that was a close one." Sofia mimicked brushing sweat off her
forehead. "What was going on in there anyway?"
"I
dont know and I dont want to stay around and find out."
Matt took her hand and they headed for the street. They could see
police cars parked awkwardly from where they stood in the shadow
of the building a block away. A few were handcuffing patrons who
hadnt been as lucky to escape as they.
Matt
was familiar with New York since hed been here many times
but this particular part of it he wasnt as acquainted with.
He tried to figure out where the hotel was but they soon found themselves
lost. Lost on an eerie New York street without a cab in sight.
"Matt,
where are we going?"
"Yeah,
Matt," said a gruff voice that materialized behind them. "Where
do you think youre going?" A man approached them from
the shadows. He wore a black and white striped jacket, black pants
and had a large scorpion tattooed on his forearm. The street urchin
eyed Sofia. "Ummmm. Sweet, sweet meat boys." Said the
man to his associates who were probably hiding in the shadows. "We
ought to have us some fun tonight." He put extra emphasis on
tonight. The man was indicating in very clear terms what he wanted.
He wanted Sofia.
"Matt,
lets just give him our money and get out of here," she
said as she grabbed his arm.
"Hon-ney,
I dont want your mon-ney. I want your bod-day," he said
gesturing wildly. This man wasnt interested in mugging them
for their wallets he was definitely in the market for some hot action
with Sofia. Matt pushed her behind him putting himself between the
stranger and her.
"Come
with me little lady or Romeo here gets a whole new set of holes
in his pretty new sports jacket." The man tried to reach around
Matt but he hit his arm away. Sofias eyes got large and round
as he knocked Matt down and gripped her forearm pulling her toward
him. He withdrew a muted black pistol from his black and white windbreaker.
"Dont be a hero, Romeo." he said pointing the gun
straight at him. He was at point blank range so Matt knew if he
did shoot he wouldnt miss. Matt ignored his taunting and rushed
him, tackling him to the ground.
A shot
rang out and Sofia screamed. " Nooooooo!!! Maaaaattttttt!!!"
Part
4
The
New York street corner where Matt's body lay motionless resembled
every other street corner on this side of town. Uneven cobblestone
streets merged into blackened alleyways. Rank, overripe fruit and
leftover TV. dinners filled dull and rusted blue dumpsters. Although
it was unusually quiet, a lone bell clanked from the liquor store's
door down the street. Matt had only been lying there a few minutes
but images from what had transpired only moments before ran rampant
through his mind.
Sofia's
eyes trembled in fear and looked to him for her rescue as the man
in the back and white wind breaker grabbed her. He taunted Matt
calling him Romeo. "Where for art thou, Romeo?" he growled.
Then his anger turned on Sofia. "Your Romeo ain't gonna help
you now, Juliet. You're comin' wit the Blood Pack and we'll show
you how "real" men treat a woman." He sarcastically
laughed and the echo of his laughter filled Matt's head along with
Sofia's ear piercing plea for help. The gun shot wound at his waist
was bleeding profusely by that time. Matt's world tilted and skewed
as the life force dripped from his body.
Matt
thought he was dead. It was so black, so cold, and so unearthly
quiet that death was the only logical conclusion he could draw.
He wished Sofia had never come to the small club in New York's seedy
district.
A throbbing
pain behind his eyes beat sixteenth notes on the inside of his brain.
It was calling out for him to awaken and save Sofia before she became
another New York statistic. Matt tried but his eyes wouldn't open.
His body felt awkwardly positioned lying in a way that was reminiscent
of a human chalk outline. This wasn't how it was all suppose to
end. He had plans, big plans, and those plans that were once dotted
with lonely hours were filled with the hope that Sofia might be
around to share them with him.
At
that moment a gun shot pierced the solemn New York silence. Matt's
body heaved in reaction bolting upward. He found himself sitting
on a rough cobblestone street. The throbbing in h is head worsened
as he attempted to stand. Beads of sweat dotted his forehead and
he fell back down. It felt like he had a stitch in his side and
unconsciously brought his hand up to cover the pain. A thin film
of blood saturated his palm.
They
hadn't taken Sofia yet because he could still see them standing
over him. Matt knew he didn't have the energy to fight and luckily
he didn't have to. A piercing shriek filled the air and he couldn't
decide if it was Sofia screaming or an out of whack tea pot. Whatever
it was, it scared the gang members and they disappeared each taking
a different direction.
Sofia
couldn't move for minutes after the gang members left. Her mind
told her body to go to Matt but it wouldn't so as she commanded.
Finally, when she was certain they weren't returning, Sofia dropped
to Matt's side. He was bleeding a lot and she didn't have the know
how to help him. Suddenly a voice boomed behind her. She didn't
know if it was because she was so nervous or what, but the voice
sounded decibels louder than it needed to be.
"Is
he alright?" A black man asked as he appeared from the darkness.
"What?"
Sofia turned to find the singer they had come to New York to sign.
"No, he's not alright. He's not alright at all. He needs to
go to the hospital."
"That's
alright, that's cool. I have my ride right here." The door
to his car stood ajar and a small blue bulb throbbed on his dashboard
lighting the alleyway.
"Are
you a cop?" Sofia asked as they placed Matt in the back seat.
"No,
I'm a doctor." Billy paused as he pushed Matt farther into
the car and shut the door. "My brother's a police officer.
This is actually his car. He lent it to me tonight since mine's
in the shop."
"So
it was you?"
Billy
cast her a confused look.
"So
it was you who saved us? I heard a police siren." They both
climbed into the car and Billy drove toward the hospital.
"Guilty
as charged. I saw them come after you two so I followed along behind.
I couldn't let some hoodlum ruin my chances at a singing career."
"Sure,
Matt came to talk to me before my set started. He seemed really
excited about signing me. And I have to admit, it's a tempting offer."
"You
should take it. You won't get such personal attention with a big
record label. They could overlook you. We'd be working for you 24/7.
You couldn't ask for better than that."
Matt
was listening from the back seat and couldn't help but laugh. "I
hear you up there Sofia. Up there selling Billy on our business
while you're boss slowly bleeds to death in the back seat."
He was laughing but he was scared. The blood was all over the man's
back seat. Why was there so much blood. Sofia leaned over the back
seat and gasped.
"Hold
on, Matt. We're almost there."
To Be Continued
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