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Crying

Never have I been hurt so badly.
My feelings seem to exist no more.
I'm crying.
My heart I gave to you.
In exchange you gave me pain.

Tears falling down each cheek.
Facial expression, never changes.
I'm crying.
A terrible feeling in my chest.
Maybe a broken heart.

I'm crying for you.

Shamar Livingston

The Truth

We were meant to be that’s the truth.

The truth is that I can’t forget your touch.

It’s the reason why I miss you so much.

The truth is that I’d love to be with you now.

Why can’t you just try?

You never understood where I was coming from.

I don’t think you gave it a chance.

Don’t you remember our times of romance?

Begging was never my style, but since there’s no other

Way I’ll try for a little while.

The truth is you haven’t forgotten about me.

You just don’t want to prove everyone right.

They knew we were meant to be.

Yet, you refuse to accept it.

Why?

It’s the truth.

Shamar Livingston

You

Sitting here thinking about the times we’ve shared. Wondering if sometimes I shouldn’t have cared. We were one; nothing could have torn us apart. At least those were my thoughts.

I guess I was wrong. I miss judged you or you misled me.

You I can’t seem to understand why you treated me the way you did if you were going to end up leaving me. I guess I thought you were better. You’re not!

You’re a liar. The bad thing is that I think I’m still in love with you.

How?

Shamar Livingston
 

In My Dreams

We love each other so much Though we’re worlds apart Love keeps us together, Forever. I cannot forget the warmth of your arms around me, All of our long night talking... Talking of the stars. Every time I look at the midnight sky, My eyes tear up. The way you always sent my cards just because... Now you have been ripped away I love you oh, so dear Your the man I love and fear For you know me all too well You are in my dreams every night So many things keep us apart, But our love is greater than any obstacle we face In my dreams We can be together forever. In my dreams I continue a fairy tale that ended long ago When my true love was torn away from me. In my dreams I shall wait Forever...

Tiffani Burrows Mitchell
 

My First love

Do you remember our first date? I do, Love, I do. I remember a dozen pink roses hiding your gorgeously soft blue eyes. Do you remember our first kiss? I do, Darling, I do. I remember how our eyes met as your lips, softer than silk, brushed tenderly against mine. Do you remember our last date? I do, Sweetie, I do. I remember our stiff smiles attempting to hide our deep sorrows. Do you remember our last kiss? I do, painfully, I do. I remember our tears meeting as they crept down our cold, wet cheeks and moistened our lips. Now I say good-bye to my one and only true love...

Tiffani Burrows Mitchell

Untouchable
The wind twisted through her curls As her body lay lifeless within the freshly laid cement He stared upon her from the twenty-fifth floor Her legs twisted up by her head He felt the flame begin to serge once more It crept up his neck He decided it was finally time to be with his maker As he flew through the air Toward the ground, He felt all the hurt disappear He was finally free To sore as he had always dreamed Until he met with the cement And it all came to an abrupt end. The pain that had just vanished Was now back, but double As the EMT’s peeled him from out the cement he realized how much worse he had just made things Not only was he still alive His girlfriend was dead Because of the untouchable The untouchable that could never be extinguished He would never walk again Or open his mouth for food He became paralyzed Not only was his body dysfunctional, His mind broke down Steve was gone long before he took his last step The step off the balcony... Fried for life Because of the pain he’d endured, But obviously did not endure so well For he tried to take the easy way out He took the only chance at life he or his girlfriend had And threw it to hell He saw everything as being evil And it got him nowhere He took all happiness as sin And sin as pleasure Kiss Steve farewell For there will be less of him tomorrow.

Tiffani Burrows Mitchell

Passage to Guardianship

She drifted over to me in divine purity, Floated about my deathbed Glowing in holiness Waiting my departure of life And entrance of death Gently she pressed her tender hand to my chest All the visions of what had been flashed right there before me Showing what I had learned Silence... Whiteness... Freedom from pain... Entrance to eternal life... Now to find myself In the birthing unit of the same hospital The dear, fair young mother trying so fiercely But ‘tis her last breath The dark baby boy born into this pain alone Eyes blacker than black Full of innocence and fear I now press my palm against the tearful child And soothe him with his mother’s memories of her life. She too has been freed and hovers about the floor Waiting... She whispers upon my ears, Words I shan’t forget, “Take care of my little Angel.” And she disappears into the light. I follow the baby to a new family Where they have the chance to name this precious life And I whisper upon their hearts... Angel Divinity.

Tiffani Burrows Mitchell

What Was This Feeling?

I mean for a year and five months now she has been constantly on my mind. I would do anything and everything for her. I mean I constantly yearned to be with her. What was this feeling? I remember smiling at you and you smiling back. I felt I would die if we were ever apart again. She meant the world to me. She was better than me. What was this feeling? I mean at least she didn’t shut me out. Whethet she wanted to or not, I guess she didn’t have a clue about me, most firls don’t. I must have brain washed her. What was this feeling? Couldn’t be love, no that’s not possible. There is no such thing as love. what was this feeling?

Shamar Livingston

An everlasting feeling, one that is forever. And everlasting feeling, one we shared together. Thinking of you gives me eternal happiness. Your presense gives me a sense of joy. And everlasting feeling that will never end. An everlasting feeling that makes you my best friend. Not a day goes by that I do not long for you. Not a day goes by that my love is not true.
(unfinished)

A mental fixation of love and infactuation. My heart was set on you, yet I am invisible to your view. I guess it’s just a thought in my head. I might as well be dead. Feelings from my heart were shattered. In a dream world is where I spent my last year and a half. Loving every moment, expecially when you made me laugh. Forgetting me was probably for the best. But I’m sorry you were influenced by the rest.
(unfinished)

You wonder why I hate making mistakes. You wanna know why I can’t make mistakes. You wanna know why I have to be perfect. An ignorant mistake cost me my life. A huge mistake kept me from having a perfect wife......
(unfinished)
 
 
 
 
 
 

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