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Chapter 3Michaela
. Sully
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You alright? called Dorothy anxiously as she emerged from the woods with Katie on
her hip, her eyes still on the cloud of dust receding into the distance. I
didn know if they were gonna let ya be
Michaela nodded mutely and reached
for Katie, whom she embraced protectively. I saw em comin,
explained Dorothy. Had a hard time keepin Katie quiet while they were
here. Thank-you, rejoined
Michaela softly, still striving to regain her equilibrium. His eyes fixed on Michaela, Sully
observed the symptoms of shock set in the trembling, the pallor of her skin. He
wrapped his arms around her shoulders and drew her close. Theyre gone,
he said matter-of-factly. An were all alright
thanks to
Brian. She nodded, trying to control the
trembling. Then she reached out to her son. Thank-you, she murmured sincerely.
You were very brave
The boy reddened embarrassedly, then
shrugged his shoulders dismissively. After an awkward silence in which
nobody seemed to know what to say, Sully suddenly recalled the present reality. He
straightened and said with some urgency, The fire Michaela
a ladys hurt
Cloud Dancins with her .. but she needs ya
Michaelas eyes flew to his.
Shes burnt? she asked, already regaining her composure. She strode
around the wagon, heading for the drivers seat. Nah
she aint
burnt, replied Sully reluctantly. Shes
shes got a head
wound an a bad cut
Cloud Dancin says shes losin a lot
o blood
Michaela nodded and handed Katie to him, before stepping up into the wagon. You and Brian ride and lead us to the homestead, she instructed. We should get to her quickly. The others hurriedly mounted their horses or settled themselves into the wagon and they set off over the rough terrain. ******************* Again he felt for a pulse. It was
weak now, too weak, too rapid. He glanced around at the destroyed home and surrounds. To
see this terrible outcome of hate in contrast to their time up north in the indian
territory made his blood run cold. He could understand the hate, in fact he sometimes felt
it, probably just as deeply as the dog soldiers, but to give vent to it by killing
innocent people that went against everything he believed in. He again bent forward over the woman
in an attempt to ascertain whether she was still breathing. It was then that he felt the
hard metal against his ribs. He took a deep breath and raised his wary eyes to those of a
frightened blue-eyed boy child of no more than nine years of age. A tiny fair-haired girl
not much older than Katie hovered behind the boy who held a heavy, double barrelled
shotgun in his shaking hands. Leave my ma be, he demanded angrily, his eyes
welling with tears. When Cloud Dancing did not move, he repeated with a menacing shake of
the firearm, Leave her be, I said
I cannot take my hand away from
your mothers wound, replied Cloud Dancing calmly. It is still
bleeding. Youre tryin ta kill
her, the child accused. Just like pa an Hugh
You go away or
Ill shoot ya
I swear I will
I am not trying to kill
her, the medicine man returned, keeping
his tone low. She is badly hurt
I have some friends coming who will help her
Theyre comin
back?! exclaimed the boy, his eyes wide with horror, his trembling increasing. The
little girl behind him responded to his terror by setting up a frightened wail, clinging
to his belt loop and trying vainly to drag him backwards towards the charred ruins of
their house. You aint gonna git May an me, the boy screamed.
Ill kill ya I will
I am not going to hurt you or
your mother, explained Cloud Dancing in a quiet tone. I would never do that
You an them other indians
killed pa an Hugh, accused the little boy loudly. An I aint gonna
let ya hurt me
Behind him the little girl was now quietly sobbing. I said I would not do that
I was not one of those who attacked your family and home, repeated Cloud
Dancing, now conscious of galloping horses and the rumbling of a wagon drawing near. Only a few seconds later the two
terrified children also heard the approach of strangers. The boy immediately raised his
rifle, defensively pointing it down the rough track leading to the yard. Cloud Dancing saw
his chance and grabbed the barrel, turning it up to the sky, and then grasped the boy
tightly in the crook of his arm. As the child struggled and his sister looked on in
terror, Cloud Dancing crooned quietly, I am not going to hurt you
. I am not
going to hurt you
My friends will help your mother
Sully signalled for Michaela to halt
the wagon some way back from the burnt out homestead. He rode back to speak with her and
Dorothy. I think it might be a good idea for the kids ta stay here, he
recommended solemnly. It aint a pretty sight
When Michaela looked about
to question him, he added, You don mind stayin here with em
do ya Dorothy? The older woman regarded him
quizzically and then nodded her head in agreement. Sully slid from his horse and then
lifted Michaela down from the wagon. She reached back for her medical bag and they started
down the track. They had taken only a few steps when Sully swung back. Where are you
headin son? he asked of Brian who had dismounted and was following close
behind. Im goin with you
an ma, he replied with some surprise. Ya might need me for
somethin. I said it might be better for
you to stay at the wagon, said Sully, his tone firm. Brian frowned. With the
kids, he muttered wryly. A little while back ya both thanked me for bein
brave
I aint a little kid no more
Sully swallowed. When I said
what youll see aint pretty I meant it son. Reckon itd be better if ya
didn have ta
Brians eyes glinted. Like
I said
I aint a kid anymore
I can take it, he insisted. Michaela had been watching this
exchange with increased foreboding. It seems theres something youre not
telling us Sully, she interjected. She gazed across at the house from which smoke
still wafted into the still summer air. How did this happen? she asked, moving
off again towards Cloud Dancing whom she could see in the distance. They were attacked,
replied Sully bleakly. Michaela quickened her pace.
They were? she asked in surprise. Out here? By who? Dog soldiers, rejoined
Sully tersely. Her eyes flew to his and then it
dawned on her. The same ones we just encountered? she asked in shock. He shrugged his shoulders.
Probably, he reluctantly replied. She took a deep breath and set off at
a run for Cloud Dancing and the injured woman. She entered the yard and was immediately
brought up short by the sight of two bodies lying lifeless on the ground. My
God, she murmured in shock. She bent to check the boys pulse, but Sully
stopped her. Theyre dead Michaela, he said quietly. They were dead
before we got here
She nodded, took a deep breath and
crossed to where Cloud Dancing sat on the ground, one hand against the womans head,
the other holding a terrified, writhing little boy. A tiny little girl sat numbly beside
them. While Michaela immediately bent over the patient, Sullys eyes widened in
astonishment at the sight of the two, frightened, barefoot children. He instantly dropped
to his knees and addressed the distressed boy. Hey son, he said quietly.
Its alright now
Dr Mikes gonna take care o your ma
The boy stopped struggling and his
reddened eyes widened in surprise. Shes a doctor? he asked. A real
doctor? Uh huh
, Sully
replied. Shell do everythin she can for her
Whats your
name? As he spoke his eyes met those of Cloud Dancing. He casually picked up the
shotgun from the ground, checked its barrel for ammunition, emptied the shot onto the
ground and placed the firearm behind himself. Im
Im
Douglas OConnell an this is May
shes my little sister, the boy replied shakily, resting his hand on the
little girls arm. His eyes abruptly
welled with tears. What about pa an Hugh? he asked in desperation.
Maybe the doctor
Dr Mike cant help them
now
Im sorry
, replied Sully, reaching for the little boy who
went willingly into his arms as Cloud Dancing loosened his grasp. We gotta
concentrate on ya ma now
, Sully reassured him, holding him close. He gazed
around the yard. Just the three o you kids? he asked. The boy nodded and
rested his head against Sullys shoulder, suddenly exhausted by the traumatic
experience. Sully held his hand out to May who was still sitting quietly on the ground,
refusing to meet his eyes. The little girl seemed to focus on his hand, but remained
unmoved, her own hands in her lap. I aint gonna hurt ya, ya know, intoned
Sully softly. May remained aloof and Sully frowned, wondering how to reach the child. Copying his new friend, her brother
reached out and she immediately placed her hand trustingly in his. Is
is ma
gonna be alright? he asked in trepidation, his eyes meeting Sullys. He frowned and then replied gently,
Probably too soon ta know
. But Dr Mikell do everythin she can
Again the childs eyes welled with tears, while his sister appeared
totally detached from what was happening. Sully glanced up to see Brian in quiet
conversation with Cloud Dancing as they watched Michaela work. He called, Brian
? The boys eyes flew to his
fathers and he hastened to his side. Yeah pa, he responded, his eyes
raking the two small children in Sullys care. I was thinkin maybe
Douglas an May here might like a drink o water an maybe somethin
ta eat
Could ya take em over to Dorothy an check on the little kids for
me? asked Sully. When Brian looked about to protest, he added obliquely, I
wanna see if ya ma needs my help
an then were gonna haveta look after
things around here. His eyes indicated the childrens father and brother laying
in the hot summer sun. Brian immediately nodded. Sure
pa, he said. Ill take em to Miss Dorothy now
then when
theyre settled
maybe I can come back here an help you an Cloud
Dancin. Sully nodded. Thatd be
fine, he said. Maybe you could cut across the meadow to the wagon? he
suggested, hoping his son would realise that to keep to the track would take the children
past the two bodies. Brian nodded and reached out his hand
to the two small children. How about ya come with me? he entreated. My
baby brother William an little sister Katie are over near our wagon
an
Im sure Miss Dorothy would like to meet the two o you
. Shes a
real nice lady. Again May refused to take a strangers hand, but grasped her
brothers and trotted off beside the two as they headed across the meadow. Sully immediately stooped down beside
Michaela. Hows she doin? he asked fearfully. She shook her head. Shes
lost so much blood
and this wound is deep
, bemoaned Michaela as she
continued to work. Anythin I can git ya
help ya with? he asked. Again she shook her head. No
but we have to think about what were going to do, she said quietly.
They cant stay here
theres nothing left
and shes
going to need ongoing treatment
thats if she survives
She
glanced across at the two bodies. And we cant just leave them laying there
like that
Sully nodded. If you don
need us here
me an Cloud Dancin can bury the bodies
well
have a look around too
see if any stock survived the fire
, he
suggested. Theres nothing you can do
here for now, replied Michaela. But as soon as shes stabilised Ill
need your help to move her out of the sun
Sully nodded and rose from the
ground, then he and Cloud Dancing hurried away towards the wagon to collect two shovels. ********************* Michaela nodded and immediately bent
over her patient once more. Sully glanced up at the sky.
Gittin late, he remarked. Were gonna have ta decide what we
do now
Can Mrs OConnell be moved
or do
we camp here for the night? he asked. Michaela sat back on her heels.
Id rather we moved on, she said quietly. Staying here is too
distressing
and Id like to get her and the children to the medical clinic as
soon as possible. Only a couple more hours
travellin time left, Sully informed her. She frowned and her eyes went once
more to her patient. Id feel better about it if shed regained
consciousness
but Im almost certain theres no skull fracture
, she mused. I could travel in the back with her and the children if you
drove. Means tomorrows journey
wouldn be quite so hard
or long
, Sully offered. She determinedly nodded.
Well leave then
as soon as Ive paid my respects at the
graveside, she said quietly. Her eyes fell on the two forlorn children sitting on
the grass with Dorothy and Katie and she bit her lip. No child deserves what
theyve been through today
its so unfair
, she murmured heatedly. Nothin we can do about it
but be here for em, he offered, beginning to pick up the many objects which
had been offloaded from the wagon since theyd arrived. Michaelas eyes flew to his and
then narrowed in anger. *Was* that all they could do? *Was* that all they could have done?
Now was not the time, but they would talk about it later, that she was sure of. ********************** Chapter 4Any change? asked Sully
of Michaela as she straightened after checking Mrs OConnells vital signs yet
again. They were sitting in a firelit campsite by the trail. The children slept near by,
while Cloud Dancing and Dorothy were talking quietly a short distance away. She shook her head. The
same, she replied dully. The best I can say is shes no worse
Thats good aint it? Means
shes fightin, he queried. I suppose so, she
responded dejectedly. This is all so unnecessary
Whats going to become
of them?
Little May hasnt said a word since we found her ... and you can tell
by Douglass eyes how deeply effected he is by all this
She rubbed
roughly at her own tired eyes and slumped forward to rest her head on her bent knees. You don think the
ladys gonna make it then? surmised Sully in a whisper, his worried eyes on the
two tiny children laying asleep between Brian and Katie. I didnt say that,
she rejoined tensely. I sincerely hope she does
and Ill do everything I
can to make it so
His brow creased as he regarded her.
What ya gittin at Michaela? he asked, his tone low.
Somethins eatin at ya
She swallowed and remained silent. Michaela? he tried again. I
I just dont
understand why you didnt *do* something, she muttered, her head again resting
on her knees. What are ya talkin
about? asked Sully in astonishment. Weve done all we could for Mrs
OConnell an the kids
Its not *them* Im talking
about, rejoined Michaela more animatedly. Who then? When you came upon Red Fox and
his men with the children and I, you *knew* it was probably them whod killed Mr
OConnell and his son
and you just let them go
, she unexpectedly
accused. Sullys brow creased in
puzzlement. What did ya expect me ta do? he asked with increasing anger. She shrugged her shoulders. I
dont know, she admitted honestly. But you just let them go
An if Id tried ta
stop em
wed all be dead
Four of em
armed with
rifles
what could I have done? She turned tired, sad eyes on him.
But theyre out there Sully
and who knows how many other innocent
homesteaders theyll kill
Theyre angry, he
said quietly. So its alright to kill innocent
people? she exclaimed indignantly. Course not
but I still
say I couldna stopped em
not without gittin you an the kids hurt
in the process
So were alright, but many
strangers out there might be killed
because we let them go
, she
finished dejectedly. Sully shook his head in bemusement.
I still don know what I coulda done different, he muttered. We
were lucky they went away as quietly as they did
And meanwhile other innocent
people get hurt
, concluded Michaela with distaste. She glanced from her
unconscious patient to the two now fatherless children. I cant bear to think
about other families that might suffer the same fate as the OConnells. Sully sighed. She was right, but what
*could* be done about Red Fox and his men because Red Fox was right too - the army *was*
stupid. Theyd never catch him. Tomorra, Ill have a talk ta Cloud
Dancin about it, assuaged Sully. See if he can think o
somethin. When Michaela nodded in acknowledgement of his suggestion, he added,
You gonna try ta git some sleep now huh? She shook her head. I need to
keep checking Mrs OConnell, she informed him. I dont want her
regaining consciousness in such a strange place and no-one awake to reassure her
. Ya cant stay awake all
night Michaela, he admonished without thinking. Her jaw clenched and she turned to
look at him, her eyes glinting in the firelight. I dont have much choice do
I? she said quietly. Imagine if it was me lying there
He gulped. Then Ill stay
up with ya, he stated. She shook her head. Youll
have to drive the wagon all day tomorrow
. You get some sleep, Ill be alright
He regarded her resignedly. No use
arguing. Hed never win. He slid down until he lay on his back beside her and closed
his eyes, hoping hed feel her move and wake if anything happened. ********************* It was shortly after lunch that
Michaela noticed Mrs OConnells eyelids fluttering and she bent over her,
softly murmuring, Its alright
youre safe now
Youre with
friends. She did not open her eyes, but her
brow creased in puzzlement and then her heart began to pound. Could it really be that
someone had found her, that the Indians were no longer a threat? She moaned softly and her
tongue snaked out to dampen her dry lips. A wet cloth was placed to her lips and then she
was gently eased up slightly so she could drink from a canteen. The cool water was heaven,
but with increasing consciousness came realisation and it was terrifying. She slumped back
against the blanket and her swollen eyes welled with tears. Douglas? May? she
groaned. Theyre here
right
here beside you, offered Michaela softly and reassuringly. She felt a small hand creep into hers
and she squeezed it tightly. She strained to open her eye, and though blurry, she could
make out the features of her youngest son. Douglas? she murmured softly,
lovingly. He did not reply but rested his head against her breast. She brought her arm up
to embrace him. May? she asked in trepidation. Shes here too mama,
returned Douglas softly. He backed away a little and May moved
in front of him, into Faiths limited field of vision. Sweetheart? she
murmured lovingly. The little girl immediately lay down in the cramped space beside her
mother and pressed herself close. With Katie and William sleeping
peacefully beside her, Michaela watched the reunion of mother and children with tears
silently coursing down her cheeks. She couldnt bear to think of what this woman had
suffered, would suffer over the coming days. She couldnt imagine how it would feel
to see your husband cut down and your son fatally attacked. She glanced up at Sullys back
as he steadily steered the wagon homeward. She knew her verbal assault on him the evening
before had been unreasonable, but her feelings of helplessness had overwhelmed her.
Shed make it up to him. Shed make him understand how shed been feeling.
One thing was certain however. Something had to be done about Red Fox and his followers,
or other families would suffer the same fate as the OConnells. ********************** Michaela sat back on her heels and
nodded. Are the children ready to leave again? she asked. Sully gave her a wry smile.
Theyre gittin sick of the wagon, he commented. Even William
an he sleeps most o the time
But theyre ready. He
looked down at their patient. Hows Mrs OConnell doin? Much better
though she
keeps drifting into unconsciousness, Michaela informed him. I know she felt
even better when she knew Douglas and May were safe
Sully glanced across to where all the
children and Dorothy and Cloud Dancing sat in the shade. Dunno whats gonna
come of em when when we git home
They don have anythin
cept what theyre wearin. They have each other
Well have to make sure the three of them are looked after
, she
responded. Meanwhile they can stay at the clinic. Sully acknowledged the sentiment with
a nod and made for the group relishing their time out of the wagon. Faith heard the conversation between
the two adults. She fought to control the tears that once again threatened to fall. Dr
Mike was right. They didnt have anything now
she couldnt even afford to
pay for her medical care. She was a proud woman. Shed find a way to pay, and a way
to support her children, in that she was determined. She swallowed and then tried vainly
to open the eye that wasnt bandaged. The sun made her squint, but she could just
make out the group in the shade a few yards away. Her heart began to pound. There was the
same indian again, the one shed seen following the wagon. And there were Douglas and
May quietly sitting close by. She struggled to sit up and watched in dismay as the woman
whod been introduced to her as Dorothy bent to speak quietly in the indians
ear. Perhaps she and her children werent as safe as shed thought. She managed
to croak out, Douglas
May
Come here please
The children looked up immediately
and quickly ran to their mothers side. Up here with me, she instructed,
patting the blanket beside her. I want you close by me
The children needed no further
bidding. With Sullys help, they climbed up into the wagon and hunkered down by their
mother where they stayed for the remainder of the journey into Colorado Springs. ************************* We have a patient in the back
of the wagon
You probably should get Andrew, Michaela explained tiredly. Of course ma
right
away, said Colleen running back towards their living quarters at the rear of the
clinic. Cloud Dancing and Sully gently eased
Faith forward and out of the wagon and then carried her into the clinic. She has a
severe concussion, a very deep laceration on her face which I stitched, and a variety of
other lesser haematomas and lacerations on her upper body
I dont believe
theres a skull fracture
though you might want to check yourself,
Michaela outlined to Andrew. Shes been in the moving wagon all day, so
shes in considerable pain
though I dont think it wise to give her
anything too strong because of her head injury
perhaps some more willow bark tea
Andrew bent over the woman now
prostrate on the clinic examination table and gently prodded at the swelling on her face
and her skull. A few minutes later he straightened and
turned to Michaela. I agree
there doesnt appear to be a
skull fracture
Do you mind if I remove the bandaging? Of course not, said
Michaela wearily. It should be changed anyway
conditions were far from
sanitary out there
. While Andrew again bent over Faith,
Colleen asked quietly, What happened ma? Where did you find her? Michaelas jaw clenched and her
eyes glinted. It was dog soldiers
they attacked her homestead
killed
her husband and son
Two other small children are outside with Dorothy and Brian
Colleen frowned. Dog soldiers
ma? she queried incredulously. I didn know there were any left around
here
We were a lot further north
than here
theres a small band
we had an encounter with them ourselves
Colleens eyes opened wide.
They didn do anythin? she asked worriedly. Michaela shook her head. No
Sully stopped them
, she replied concisely. Andrew straightened. No sign of
infection
the best thing is probably to get her up into a comfortable bed
He looked at his wife. Colleen
could you ready the recovery room
check the bed? She nodded. Of course,
she replied. An Ill fix the room next door for the two children
Alright ma? Michaela nodded gratefully. I
know shell want them close, she averred. Theyve all been through a
terrible ordeal
********************* She settled alright? he
whispered, gently stroking her hair. She nodded. Shes better
now shes comfortable, she replied. But
But? She seems
well
she seems remote
almost resentful
Shes bin through a lot
probably just startin ta sink in whats happened. Michaela sighed. I suppose
so, she admitted hesitantly. Ya sound worried
She shrugged. Its probably just
because Im so tired, she justified. Im sure it will all seem
better in the morning
So youre ready ta go home
now? he asked, his hand lovingly massaging the nape of her neck. Brian took
Katie an William a while back
She peered up at him and explained
softly, Theres one more thing I want to do before we go home
His brow creased. Whats
that? he asked in puzzlement. I want to go over to the
mercantile
to speak with Loren and the Reverend
*then* we can go home
Alright? Theyll both be there in
the mornin. I
I think Mrs
OConnell might appreciate the Reverends assistance
perhaps even this
evening
Sully smiled and kissed her forehead.
Shoulda guessed youd be thinkin of the OConnells, he said
quietly, proudly. You want me ta come? She shook her head. I
wont be long
, she promised. He again kissed her forehead.
Ill be ready soon as you are, he said tenderly. Kinda lookin
forward ta gittin home
Despite her weariness, Michaela
smiled. After four years of marriage she knew that glint in her husbands eye. Her
stomach fluttered and her skin tingled. She would never cease to wonder how one look could
stir her so. She stood on her tiptoes and claimed his eager mouth with hers for a kiss
that bode well. At last, she whispered, I wont be long
I promise
and moved swiftly down the hallway and stairs, her fatigue momentarily
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