b l i n d

Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide,
you don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain,
you don't know the chances, I'm so blind, blind, blind.
Another place I'll find, escape to pain inside,
you don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another kind of pain,
you don't know the chances, I'm so blind, blind, blind.
Deeper, deeper, deeper, is ungreat to
Live'n a life that seems to be, a lost reality,
that I could never find, no way to reach my inner self ah-steam is low
how deep can I go,
in the ground that I lay, if I don't find a way to
see through the grave that crap my mind. Next time why don't you
see what's between the lines.
I can see, I can see I'm going blind. 12X
I'm blind. 4X

b a l l t o n g u e

n e e d t o

I, I'm confused. Fighting myself for wanting
to give in to needing your help.
Skin cold with fear, feel it when we touch.
Outside, I know you but, inside, I'm fucked.
Can you see in me? Skin cold from touch.
Each day confronted with what I have done.
You pull me closer, I push you away.
You tell me it's okay, I can't help but feel the pain.
I hate you.
Why are you taken?
I loved you.
Why do I feel so helpless?
Why's it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.
Why, oh why do I cry? Why do I really need to?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Why?
Fuck you bitch!
need to, need to, need to...
Fuck... fuck... fuck... fuck...
I hate you.
Why are you taken?
I loved you.
Why do I feel so helpless?
Why's it you?
Ripping my insides each time I'm with you.
Why, oh why do I cry? Why do I fucking need to?
Fuck
Slut...

c l o w n

d i v i n e

I hide, but only to defy you. Take away the only love inside you.
I'll see your face through everyone, inside I've just begun.
You think I'm out to scare you? I'm only out to prepare you.
For when you stop and turn around - your body's going down.
You're gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind. You're suffering because of me.
Is divine.
Tell me, why you never liked me? Tell me, once that you'll fight me
Bold, and you wait for the perfect time,
to take what's freely mine.
You pave the dumb, don't bother me. You say your dumb that to defy me. You weigh your dumb on anyone.
Oh well....
You're gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind. You're suffering because of me.
It's divine.
Fuck you! I'm fed up with you. I'm not as good as you?
Fuck no, I'm better than you. 8X
You're gonna waste your time. Your life will soon be mine.
You're definitely one of a kind. You're suffering because of me.
It's divine.
Did you really think you'd beat me at my own game?
You tried, you see what you got, me ripping at your brain.

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{Jonathan "HIV" Davis- Mary had a little lamb it's fleece was white as snow,
and Mary had a little lamb it ass is white as snow}
Ring-a-round-the-rosies.
Pocket full of posies.
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down.
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head. Into my childhood, they're spoon
fed. Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real. Look at the pages that
cause all this evil.
Knick-knack paddywhack, give a dog a bone. X4
{in concert it goes- Knick knack paddywhack, give a dog a b-b-beh
Knick knack paddywhack give a dog a b-b-beh
Kick kack paddywhack give a dog a. . .}

p r e d i c t a b l e
I can't in every way, mistake the pain I feel inside. It comes at me, evil thoughts is
creeping through my mind. Who are you to see that I can't speak what's on my mind.
You run away - it's so predictable.
I can in every way, feel the strength that tingles up inside. Too blind to see,
emptiness and sorrow of their lives. You run away, to the cover of their pointless
ties. You ask me - it's so predictable.
I'm gonna try.or I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.
Another day. Silence overwhelms my mind. Who's to say if I have the time or why
should I pray for all the hate to go away? Another day. I can never break free.
You wait for me. I crawl up to you. Another day. I'll live forever.
Why should I?
I'm gonna try.or I'm gonna die. I'm gonna try.

f a k e

I can't stand the sight of you. I can't stand what you put me through. Your life's a
lie, that you are high. Is it that terrible being you inside? I can't stand all the thoughts of
you. I can't stand all the things you do. Why do you try, to justify? You are just
too scared to be you inside
Let . . . it all go.
Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be.
I can't stand what you put me through. I can't stand even the thought of you.
Your secret lies, that you all hide, is it that terrible being you inside?
Let . . . it all go.
Look at you, all I see is a man too afraid to really be.
You try so hard to be wanted false emotions tells you fronted. I think being a
person relies on one thing, be yourself, let you come through. You're too afraid to
really be someone who isn't false and doesn't care to be. You're too afraid to
really be. Be yourself let you come through.
Fake (you ain't with it, you ain't with it)
Let it all go.

l i e s

I would like to search inside for all the things that you all hide. What's the problem? Can't
you seem to search through those problems problems that haunt and taunt you?
I smile while you're afraid. You run, while your soul pays.
{Arugh} Do you ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life. Thinking about
your inner fears.
I like to search inside for the things that you will hide. What's the problem? Can't
you seem to open your body and let me touch you?
{Arugh} Do you ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life. Thinking about
your fears.
I want you to see, master of disguise. For all the things that hurt you, for all thoes useless lies.
I want you to fear, fill you on up inside. I tried to suck you, in I through you up instead
I try. You win. My life... is ripping your heart out, destroying my pain. (Gouh)
{Arugh} Do you ever see outside your fears? Thinking about your life. Thinking about
your inner fears. {Arugh}

h e l m e t   i n  t h e  b u s h

"It's about a speed problem that I had. You know, you do a lot of speed and -- if you're a male -- your penis retracts severely." In the song he says: 'Please God let me sleep tonight.' Jonathan really had trouble sleeping, because that's what it does to you.
The guy heard at the beginning of the song is La Caco, a friend of the band. His real name is Michael and likes taco bell. He's a really nice guy and he has been friends with the band for years.
* The last last part, I did the best translating I could do on that last part, I know some of it is right (if you knew what the song was about it's easier cock part> but I did it.

Hello? Ei Es Caco? El es Caco? Eh, you know, y-you fuckin' call me El Caco?
OKAY?

I keep asking what's your lie? It is disturbing, this isn't right. Days keep
passing. One notch at a time. I don't feel right. Please God let me sleep tonight.
Every day confronted. Sucker freinds, it's giving in. I just wanna know why?
{want to} give it. . . I can't escape. (3 times)
I keep asking, can you please try. It is
haunting, this tin stone mine. Days keep passing. Line after line. I don't feel right.
Please God don't let me die tonight.
Every day confronted. Sucker freinds giving in. I just wanna know why?
{want to} give it. . . I can't escape.
Please God.
Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God free me from my painful situation.
Please God help me.
Please God free me.
Please God save me from my painful situation.
(Want to give it up so that I know I can't escape)
Please God dont let me slip in tonight, oh please God.
Please God dont let me ship in tonight, please God.
Please God dont let me slip in tonight, don't let me die.
Please God dont let me give in tonight, don't let me die.

Caco?

d a d d y

"People think Daddy was written because my dad fucked me up the ass, but that's not what the song's about. It wasn't about my dad or my mum. When I was a kid I was being abused by someone else and I went to my parents and told them about it. They thought I was lying and joking around, so they never did shit about it. They didn't belive it was happening to their son. I don't like to talk about that song, this is the most I've ever talked about it.
Mother, please forgive me. I just have to get out all my pain and suffering. Now
that I am done, remember I will always love you. . .
I'm your son.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy. Innocent
child, looking so sweet. Rape your mind, dear god your flesh I reep
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. I'm not a liar. My
God. Saw you watch. Mommy, why? Your own child.
Little child, looking so pretty. Come out and play, I'll be your Daddy
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. Not a lot. My
God. Saw you watch.
Mommy, why?
It's alright
"I didn't touch you there." Mommy said she didn't care.
"I didn't touch you there." That's why Momma stopped and stared.
Innocent child, looking so sweet. Rape your mind, and now your flesh I reap.
You raped. I feel dirty. It hurt. As a child. Tied down. "That's a good boy."
And fuck. Your own child. I scream. No-one hears me. It hurt. As a child. My
God. Saw you watch.
Mommy, why? {Eh heh heh }
I fucking hate you. . . AHHH you Mother Fucker!!!
I Fucking Hate YOU!!
FUCK YOU
You ron of a bitch
You fucking ruined my life,
I wich you were dead
I'll get you, you mother fucker. . . .
Oh that fucking piece of . . . . . . . .
I HATE YOU ! ! ! ! !
I fucking hate you!
I HATE YOU ! ! ! !
Piece of SHIT
AAAAHHHHH! ! ! ! ! ! eeeeeyyehhh. . . ahhhhh. . .
{desperatly gasping for air}
{Crying. . . . }
{head} laughing

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