You Can Never Go Home (But You Can Rent A Reasonable Facsimile.)

 

 

I slept for a solid twelve hours before crawling out of bed to greet the sunlight. Greet? Well, maybe that wasn’t quite accurate. Growl in it’s general direction seemed more suitable for how I felt, but I was functional. I ran into Elmore in the kitchen. He seemed to be in a hurry, chewing on hastily-buttered muffins and knocking back coffee.

Deb: What’s going on?

Elmore: Gotta open th’corner, Ma. It’s nearly two.

Deb: I slept that long?

Elmore: Yup.

He finished the coffee, a drop running from the corner of his mouth. He placed the mug in the sink and I caught the drop with one finger. He smiled down at me.

Elmore: We’re gonna be short for a while t’night. Sandy called in. She’s gonna be a couplea hours late.

Deb: Damnit. Sandy always calls in late.

Elmore: I’d write’er up, but she’s got kids, and she’s a good worker.

He gave me a quick kiss on the cheek.

Elmore: Gotta run, Ma.

Deb: Elmore.

He stuck his head back in the door.

Elmore: Yeah, Ma?

Deb: Give me a minute, I’ll help you out.

Elmore: I don’t need help that bad. We’ll get along fine. You rest. Go see Bill’er somethin’.

Deb: Elmore... Bill’s resting... and...

And sometimes he doesn’t have a clue who in hell I am, he’s so out of it...

Deb: ... and I need to get out for a while. I couldn’t do it all night, though.

Elmore seemed to give it a quick thought, then nodded.

Elmore: Couple’a minutes. Travis c’n wait for me t’open the doors.

I dressed quickly, thinking that maybe working would feel better than moping around the house or looking like a ghost around the hospital. Besides, it might take my mind off of things for a while. I noticed that Ryan and Jade had already left because their car was gone. The twins would be with my number Three son. He was starting to amass quite a ‘fortune’ from babysitting, and wanted to buy himself a new bike by the time spring came.

We arrived at the Corner just in time to open, Lehman standing guard outside the front door. He came in with a mute hello and seated himself at the end of the bar, where he usually sat. Elmore served him his usual beer and shot, and there he sat, reading a book and working on the beer. There were some days that I felt like I worked at Cheers.

Elmore sent me back in the back to clean up the leftover glasses and dishes, and other light work that I could find. From across the room, I saw Cori arrive.

She came in the employee entrance, dropped her backpack in the usual spot underneath the coathangers, and clocked in. I could tell, even from where I was standing, that she had a split lip and a small cut and bruise over one eyebrow. I was going to say something, but Elmore was close by, reading Phil, our cook, the riot act about something or the other, and I was curious to see what he’d do about it.

Elmore turned from Phil, who had stalked off to ready his area for the evening, and stopped. He saw Cori and instantly took in everything. He wondered what hit her, and if he should send her out on the floor in the shape that she was in.

Elmore: Hey, kiddo. I’m gonna need ya on the floor t’night for a couplea hours, Sandy’s called in. Okay?

Cori nodded and flipped him a quick wave. There was no eye contact; she simply made a beeline for the bar.

Elmore: What'n hell?

Elmore was mystified. He followed her slowly into the taproom. Ryan was leaning against the bar, talking to Lehman. He followed Cori with sharp eyes. Cori looked as if she were trying to ignore the eyes on her.

Elmore wandered over to Ryan, who leaned over, slowly. His voice was quiet.

Ryan: Lad, what happened to the wee waitress?

Elmore: I dunno. She ran before I could ask her.

Cori gathered all her stuff together to start her shift. She tied the short apron around her waist, filled with order pads and napkins. Instead of going directly to the register, as was her habit, Elmore noticed that she spent a great deal of time selecting her serving tray and doing other menial tasks.

Jade walked out of the back room with the day’s change for the register. She filled it, realized she had too much, and counted out change for Cori, who was walking at a quick pace, her head ducked, past her to the kitchen. Jade snagged her.

Jade: Cori, here's your...

Jade looked up and noticed the lip, the cuts, the start of fresh bruises.

Jade: ... change.

Cori tensed, made the briefest of eye contact. Her eyes locked back on the money.

Cori: Thanks.

Jade watched as she methodically separated the change into the pockets of her apron.

Cori: Do you want me on station 7?

Jade: Question is... do you want to be out there? Maybe it's not my place, but...

She struggled to keep eye contact with Cori, keeping her voice quiet so that she wouldn't be overheard by any of the men.

Jade: What happened to you?

Cori shrugged, looked out over the floor.

Cori: Accident. Just clumsy. I'm all right.

Jade: You can say that, if you want. I know a beating when I see one. So does Ryan...

Jade let the words fade as she watched Cori run a hand through her hair.

Cori: It wasn't . . . a beating . . . just a coupla bumps, that's all. Really. I'm fine.

Jade: I'll put it to you this way... somebody'll figure it out.

Cori: I know . . . maybe they just won't care . . . it's not that bad . . . I'm not gonna scare any customers.

She paused and looked at Jade full in the eyes.

Cori: Am I?

Jade: They're all yuppies here... they're not used to that. It's your decision. I’m not making you go out there, and no one else would, either.

Ryan materialized behind Cori, who didn’t hear him approach.

Cori: Look, I don't feel bad. But . . . but if you think it's better, maybe Elmore’d let me go back to the kitchen tonight . . . or something... if you can...

Ryan: I don’t think young Elmore would have a problem with that, lass.

Cori startled at his sudden appearance.

Cori: . . . o . . . ok.

She took the apron off slowly and handed it to Jade, leaving her tray in the sink. Every eye was upon her, but no one said a thing. Jade smiled warmly, and Cori glanced up to see that it was genuine.

Ryan raised an eyebrow but said nothing else. His eyes never left Cori, watching. He crossed his arms and leaned, bonelessly, back against the bar.

Cori walked back to the kitchen, hands in pockets of her jeans, and quietly approached Phil, who was building a corned beef on rye for Travis. She tapped him lightly on the shoulder.

Phil: What?

Cori: Um . . . what do you need me to do...?

He pushed a plate with a half-constructed sandwich on it in front of her.

Phil: Here, do thees. Jou know, the day weel come wheen I won’t be making theese meezerable sandweeches. I am a CHEF!

Ryan smirked, patted Jade's arm, and walked back around the bar. Jade followed Cori into the kitchen.

Jade: Phil seems to be his usual self tonight.

Cori nodded.

Cori: Yeah.

She glanced over at Phil, who was busy at his creations. Jade could see the features of her face lightening to a smile, but Cori suppressed it, like a laugh in church.

Jade grinned.

Jade: Cool. I'll tell Elmore, and get out on the floor myself...

Cori worked silently alongside the constantly muttering Phil, still hiding the smile. It was more her speed to work back here, and Phil had always seemed to like her well enough, as much as he liked anyone... and Lehman’s eyes weren’t all over her. I was starting to get into the swing of things and feel a little relaxed when I heard a familiar voice from the bar.

Lehman: Where's Neal?

The kitchen was right behind the bar, separated by a wall with one entrance that didn't have a very good view for either side, but I knew Cori had heard Lehman's voice cut through the din. She closed her eyes and sighed lightly.

Elmore appeared from the floor and rested a big hand on her shoulder.

Elmore: You're okay, kiddo.

Cori's breath caught, but she kept her eyes on the prep table. Why couldn’t the big ape see what he did to her?

Her voice was small.

Cori: Thanks.

Elmore: G'wan, get busy. I'll tell 'em you're back 'ere.

Cori nodded mutely and Elmore nudged her in a friendly way. He walked out of the kitchen and she watched him as he left.

Elmore: Lehman, she’s in the back, like usual. You think she took off t’Mexico or somethin’?

Cori smiled a sheepish smile to herself as she heard Lehman grunt an affirmative.

I finished up the dishes and walked over to see if Phil had anything that needed cleaned. Cori looked up suddenly when she noticed I was coming, and nearly lost the smile.

Deb: Did you get the number of that truck?

Cori just shook her head.

Deb: Have you cleaned it up, or did it happen on the way to work?

She opened her mouth, and nothing came out. She cleared her throat, and her voice was very quiet.

Cori: Last night.

Deb: You're best off to be honest with me. The more I know the more slack I can cut you. I won't tell anybody if you don't want me to. At least, nobody other than Jade.

Cori rubbed a spot on the cutting board with her thumb and avoided my gaze.

Cori: It was raining, so I crashed in one of the shelters. I got mugged.

She shrugged.

Deb: You have anywhere to live?

Cori shook her head, then suddenly looked up.

Cori: Please don't tell Lehman. I've been putting him off about my address. I got a post office box! But I'm supposed to submit to random searches, and he keeps wantin' to search my place.

I thought about it for a minute.

Deb: Give him my address. Tell him you're not moved in. Tell him it's only temporary.

Cori hesitated, then nodded reluctantly.

Cori: I'm sorry.

Deb: Don't be sorry. It'll buy us some time.

Cori: You don't have to do this . . . for me.

Deb: No, I don't have to. So what do you think that means?

Cori was lost in thought for a moment, solemn. She broke into a shy smile.

Cori: You're crazy?

It was, perhaps, the first joke I’d heard her tell. I returned the grin.

Deb: Um... yeah. Besides which, I wanna do it.

Cori's smile faded, and she nodded.

Cori: Ok.

Elmore: Better yet, why don’tcha go see Billy-boy, take ‘er with ya.

He’d come up behind me and I jumped. I heard him chuckle and I elbowed him playfully in his rock-hard stomach.

Deb: But Sandy...

Elmore: Sandy just came in. And I called Justin, he said he’d come in an’ help out back here. We’re covered, Ma.

I looked from Elmore, to Cori, who appeared to be backing down again. Maybe getting her out of the bar entirely would make her feel better. But to the hospital...?

Then again, it was where I ended up wanting to go.

Deb: Do you want to go with me?

She blinked, nervous.

Cori: It’s up to you, ma’am. I... I can go wherever you want me to.

Deb: Okay. You can put your pack in the office, It’ll be safe there. We can stop and get something to eat afterwards.

Cori: All right.

The young woman was quiet the entire trip. I considered asking her a few things, but I hesitated. She seemed lost in her own thoughts.

When we pulled into the visitor’s parking lot, I turned to her.

Deb: Cori, I know you haven’t really had much contact with Bill...

Cori: I... met Mr. Strannix a couple of times... I saw him sing once.

Deb: Sounds like a dying calf in a hailstorm, doesn’t he?

Cori hid a smirk and her eyes dropped to her lap.

Deb: Come on. Visiting hours are over at seven, but he usually falls asleep around four, so we’d better get up there.

We trudged up to the third floor and into the ICU unit. They were still watching him pretty closely, considering the insulin escapade, but the doctor had said that they were going to move him to his own room tomorrow, barring complications. The lights were dim in the room, and the only sounds were the monitors and the nurses going back and forth in the hallway. One, a short, mousy brunette, recognized Deb.

Nurse: He should be waking up pretty soon. He’s been doing better. His temperature leveled off early this morning and he’s been holding at a steady 98.7 since then. I think he may have pulled out of the fever. He’s been lucid consistently all day.

Deb: Thanks. Can we...?

Nurse: Not a problem.

I started for the room and looked back to see Cori hanging out in the hall. I gestured her to follow me but she waved me off. Perhaps that was as close as she was going to get, and in a way, I understood. She knew nothing of this man outside of a few brief meetings. I was gentle.

Deb: He won’t bite.

Cori: I’ll just hang out here. It’s okay.

I nodded and went into the room, opening the blinds so that there was some natural light filtering in. He looked better; his face didn’t have the sunken look and the dark circles that had ghosted his eyes were gone. He seemed to be sleeping more peacefully than I’d seen in days.

I took my typical chair beside him and reached through the bedrail. His hand was warm.

One eye opened, and the corner of his mouth turned up slightly.

Bill: Hey, Punk.

Deb: Hey, yourself. How are you feelin’?

Bill: Like I’m floatin’, but that’s the meds. Otherwise, I’m pretty clear...

He cocked an eyebrow and thrust his chin in the general direction of the door.

Bill: You come by y’self?

Deb: No... Cori Neal is waiting for me.

Bill: Don’t keep ‘er waitin’. It’s cold out there.

Deb: No, goof. She’s in the hall.

He brightened a little.

Bill: Well, hell, tell ‘er to get ‘er ass in here, so I can ask ‘er why she’s not at work.

Deb: Bill...

He winked, and I went to fetch Cori, who had taken a seat on the floor at the end of the hall, her back against the wall, flipping through a ragged paperback that she’d tucked in her jacket. She looked up as I approached.

Deb: Hey there. He wants to see you.

Cori: Me?

Deb: Come on... better than sitting out here, anyway. The room has chairs. Not exactly comfortable ones, but...

Cori got up and reluctantly followed me. Bill’s eyes were slitted against the light but a smile was on his thin face. She sat down in the chair farthest from the bed, next to the door, her hands clasped between her knees, eyes everywhere else but Bill.

Of course, Bill demanded attention.

Bill: Come ‘ere. What’cha doin’ up here with my girl?

Cori: Elmore suggested I come along.

Bill grunted and seemed to look her over, studying her.

Bill: What’s the matter with y’face, girl?

Cori glanced at Deb, remembering their conversation in the kitchen. Deb nodded an affirmative--she could trust him.

Cori: Coupla guys thought they needed my money more than me.

Bill: How much ya lose, kid?

Cori: Uh, fifty. I put the rest of my paycheck in the bank. Not safe walkin' around with too much cash.

Bill looked at me.

Bill: Get it outta petty cash. And put 'er up in a hotel. Can't have 'er gettin the shit beat outta her so she can't come ta work.

Cori, for the second time that afternoon, wore a stunned look. Her eyes darted from Deb and back to Bill.

Cori: I . . . I can't . . . you can't . . .

Bill: Can't what?

She stared at this white-haired, emaciated man who still commanded quite a presence, and seemed to be trying to figure out how to say "you can’t do that." Instead, it mostly came out in truncated consonants.

Bill looked at Deb.

Bill: Whatsa matter with her?

Cori looked back to Deb.

Cori: He can't . . .

Deb: I've tried telling him that. He usually goes out and does it.

Her voice floated out of her, barely a sound.

Cori: Th . . . thank you.

Bill: You need somethin', you say so...

He groaned and shifted. Before I could ask if he was feeling okay, he continued.

Bill: What I need is one of those barbecue sandwiches from the Corner. I haven’t had anything t’eat in... Christ, what day is it, Punk?

Deb: It’s December 22nd and you’d better not be eating yet, you fuckwit. Kimble said your belly isn’t healed up quite yet and—

Bill ignored me, par usual when he wanted something and I was standing in his way.

Bill: Shit... it’s been about two and a half weeks... as I was sayin, Cori baby... get me one’a those sandwiches, maybe some onion rings ta go with it, and I’ll consider it repaid.

Deb: Damnit!

He winked at her and she blushed slightly. I was furious, but in that ‘good’ way. He was a hell of a lot more animated than yesterday, and looking better by the moment.

Bill: All right, then. Thanks, kiddo.

Cori: You’re welcome.

Bill turned to me, looking me up and down as if I hadn’t said a word.

Bill: Ya better get y’self home, girl. Ya look beat. And I’m not feelin’ so great myself.

With that, he started to nod off. That was my signal. I turned to Cori.

Deb: Let’s go get something to eat.

 

TO BE CONTINUED...

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