Most people never take the time to sit back and analyze their life...who they are, what they believe in, and how they wish to better themselves. I have always believed that our actions of today will live on in eternity. I have no idea when my time will come, but until then I intend to leave my mark, both as hellraiser and humanitarian.

Some of us were brought into being to walk the world alone. Noone will ever see things through our eyes and we will always be different, no matter what we do to fit in. I am one of these lone fighters. For the longest time I fought this realization but I have found myself more at peace after accepting my fate.

It is not a bane by any means, no. For life's warriors are bestowed with the gifts to make a difference in many peoples' lives - whether it be by aiding them, caring for them, or changing the way they look at their own life. In return for being given these gifts though, I cannot ever find a moment of true satisfaction or happiness in my own life. For if I do, I know that I will become too content to continue to give of myself to others. It is the sacrifice I must make.

I admit that it saps of my strength to be burdened with this sadness, but I manage by drawing forth from the coldness and anger inside of me. It is what fuels me to be able to cross each of life's tests. Life is a war and I intend to be one of the survivors, by any means necessary. Only then can I truly believe that my life has had meaning.

• Extensive leadership capabilities due to high organization skills and the ability to gain the respect of my peers.
• Open, honest, and vocal about my beliefs, views, and principles.
• Aggressive and determined about every aspect of life; Won't back down from a challenge or fight, no matter what the odds against me.
• Courageous and willing to take a risk.
• Confidence that gives a comfortable assurance to those around me who heed my word or take my side.
• Kind-hearted, caring, and loyal to those close to me.
• Creative and inventive, with a sense of spontaneity to my actions.
• Intelligent, especially in the worldly sense, giving me the skills of effective communication, careful planning, and a quick wit.
• Deeply sensitive to the moods, feelings, and emotions of those around me; An ability which I liken to a sixth sense about those close to me.
• High morality, usually having clear boundaries between right and wrong.

• Short-tempered; Often leading to undesired conflicts with my own allies, as well as causing me to irrationally jump into situations headfirst without first thinking things through.
• Reserved and closed about my feelings and personal thoughts, except to a select few, for fear of being hurt.
• Since my two biggest fears in life are losing those I love and disappointing them, my greatest weakness may very well be those closest to me.
• Inability to disguise my emotions; I always 'wear them on my sleeve.'
• Very independent; Tendency to act as a loner due to mistrust of others.
• Overly sensitive, taking everything personally; Often viewing even simple humor as a personal attack.
• Revenge-motivated; Making it difficult to forgive and forget.
• Extremely stubborn nature; Finding it hard to listen to and understand others' viewpoints and feelings about an issue.
• Having a dark side that few know about; Often finding myself attracted to the very same things I lash out against.