MY JOURNAL

Monday, Novermber 8,1999  29 weeks and 2 days

Well this is my first journal entry, because until today I didn't a webpage to write my journals on....Well I am now 29 weeks and 2 days, everything seems great..Just to go back alittle..I found out the I was pregnant 9 days after my 18th birthday..(May 21st is my B-Day)..so i found out on May 30,1999 by taking an at home pregnancy test..At that point I was approximately almost 4 weeks pregnant...and I had no clue...I told my mother an hour after I found out when she got home..I was crying so she knew that something was up..I just straight out told her, she also cried but told me that she would always support me no matter what...Anyways..I found the first few months easy..but at time I was extremely upset...The baby's father doesn't believe me that it is his...I had a one time thing with him on April 31 and May 1,1999..anyways, he told me that "once the baby is born, he wants a paternity test"..actually up until  months he was okay with it (I guess)..It was when he came over in July and realize that I wasn't joking that he mentioned a paternity test..Since then he has repeatly gottne girls on the phone when I call to say that they are his girlfriends..and that htey are happy for me to stop bothering him..Anyways..stupid me I kept calling him..until finally he said "I dont care..I don't want to hear from you until she is born'..it was when he said this that really hurt me...I have basically decided to have nothing to do with him...I dont even want to call him from the hospital when she is born..Anyways to make it a short story...he basiclaly has been an *ss about the whoel pregnancy...I have made it by my parents support..they have bought her so much..Well On June 21, 1999 I had my first ultrasound( i can't post it b/c I don' have a scanner)...they told me that I was 8.5 weeks pregnant.....I had my second ultrasound on August 16,1999..They told me I was having a girl and she was very healthy..no problems...I started University on September 7,1999,,I am taking a progrma called Law& Socity...I want to become a lawyer..it is my first year...Well now it is November, Christmas it near...I have bought basically everything for the baby...I can't wait to see her beautiful face....Hopefully she looks like me..Anyways...My last doctors app was on Nov, 2,1999..the doctor told me she sounded healthly and that she is quite big..She says she is 2 weeks ahead of her time..Anyways...I guess I should go and study..I'll keep ya update....*kisses
Sharon!!!!!!!! and Marissa Joan Desiree(her name) EDD January 23,2000

Tuesday, November 16,1999     30 week and 2 days

Well this is journal entry#2..I went to the doctors today..The baby is very healthy and doing very good...He says that she is of normal size now..So this makes me happy..Anyways...Nothing new to report...I have 4 tests and 1 essay due this week..So I really am busy..and kinda stressed...

*kisses*
Sharon and Marissa

Thursday December 9.1999   33 weeks,4 days

Well this is Journal Entry#3..As you can tell I haven't written a journal entry in a LOOOOONG time..Mianly because I have been extremely busy with school...I have had 2 doctor appts since I last wrote(I think?)..Everything is going great...The baby is very healthlya dn doing perfectly..Although now the space is becoming limited...she seems to take advantage of that.....Well Yesterday night, I had my Sociology Exam and I had been studying hard...This is mainly why I haven't added anything really to my site in a while...Well now that exam is over I am off until Jan 4th,2000..which is nice since I need to get ahead..(since any day after Christmas she can be born).....Oh yea before I foget...My Women and the Law Tutorial class threw me a small baby shower on Dec 3,1999..I got a new diaper bag, filled with lots of stuff and I also got bibs for each of the days of the week...I cried when they surprised me with all this stuff..but it was great...I don't know when my family shower is we have decided to let Christmas past first!...Anyways..I should be going..need to get some more sleep..Later today we are getting Sierra's first Christmas tree(not that she can really cares!)..I will be going to the doctors on Tuesday December 14,1999..so I will write after my appointment...Ok..Bye

Love, Sharon and Sierra