Journal

ø 5.5.01 -- Birthday Countdown 6 days

I don't think I have updated this in awhile. In fact I know I haven't boo.
Anyhow 6 days till my birthday and I still act, look, and talk like I was
going on 15 instead of 18. What a load of crap.

My dad asked me today "what is the difference between being 18 and 17?
My reply to that was "I think I will go get a toungue ring like my brother's
girlfriend" I decided to be a smart ass and use her having a toungue ring to
try to get him in trouble some way. My dad's reply was "you do and I will have
it removed. blah to him anyways. So I decided mayeb I will get a tattoo. hehe
cause he is cheap and I know that is one thing he won't make me get removed
since it costs a lot of money to do so.

School sucks once more. I think I have given up. I did really good the entire
year and now I have just went "oh well" IU am still getting a B+ in Chemistry
which I am mucho proud of since thats sapposed to be a hard class or something.
As usualy I am flunking Algebra 2 haha.

*sigh* I have been babystting a lot. Those girls crack me up. They had a
hamster in which they named "elephant" well the littlest squoze it to death
and they ended up getting a new one...well this one bites. lol. The one
wanted to play with it and I reached my hand in the cage to get it out and
it latched on my finger and I ended up flinging it clear across the room with
Kaitlyn lauging her ass off at my misfortune. I bet she knew it was going to
do that too. Kids are evil. Least I am making money.

Lemme see what other news from today...oh yea. I lost a contact so I am
currently walking around with one turquois one in and then one eye brown.
I bet I look real sexy "rolls eyes* more like a lamer I bet. lol. I want summer
NOW. This week is going to be very busy with prom (whoopie) and my
birthday (double whoopie) and mother's day (I don't like my mom). So yay I
will be made to actually do something but sit around =( Track ends Tuesday
as well. I'm thrilled.

ø 3.17.01 -- St. Patrick's Day

I am tired. Yesterday I went back to Toledo for another High School
tournament game for the good old Delphos St. John's BlueJays. They
won...so that means I have no school this coming Friday so we can
go down to Columbus and watch them down at State. Everyone is
so excited. The boys basketball team hasn't been down to state since
1949 when they won the State title and my grandpa was playing. I
hope they do a good job. Coach Norris deserves this one and so does
all the guys who have been working their asses off at practice at
6 in the morning before school and then right after school.

Today is St. Patrick's Day. The day I dread the most. When everyone
goes out and gets drunk and what not. I really worry about people.
Especially the people I truly care about. I have no tolerance for my
friends or anyone that I care about who complains they are in a
hangover or tells me they have been drinking. It crushes my heart.
And like...most of the people I know who now do occassionally
drink...never used to and were always against it. It's scary how people
change so much. I feel like I am the only one who hasn't changed
much at all. I do not smoke...do not drink for the life of me...do not
go to many parties where there is heavy drinking and drugs going on.

I HATE hearing about people drinking. IT crushes me. *sigh* whether it
be with friends online or in real life...it really bothers me. Maybe I care
too much about people. Plus what really pisses me off is people who
used to be against drinking and say stupid shit like "the people I hang
out with doesn't affect me if they drink...peer pressure isn't an issue"
HA! Thats such a lie. No one I hang out with smokes nor drinks..at all.
They are good people...but I know that if I hung out with people who
partied all the time and were really loud and drank all the time...I
would end up just like they are.

So...no...I am not going out tonight and partying for some pointless
holiday for the Irish and I definetly won't be drinking. I will most
likely sit at home while all my friends both online and here...are out
getting drunk and ruining their brain cells and my respect for them.

Good day.

ø 3.15.01 -- Beware the Ides of March!

I don't like school...in fact...I hate it. Tomorrow is the end of the 3rd
quarter of my Junior year. One more quarter and I will be a Senior. yay.
I'm not excited. I wasn't even excited when I got my driver's lisence.
I'm not easy to please I guess =P

I have a real problem with pointless holidays. Yesterday was "National Pi
Day" (you know...that stupid symbol in Math equations that has no real
value behind 3.14....or something) Anyways...my school thought they
would be humorous and make pizza in a circle to celebrate National Pi Day.
It was disgusting.

I think my diet is getting bad. I do not eat anything all day and then for the
last week I have eaten fast food for supper. That's terrible but I can never
find time for a decent supper at home. Lemme see...last Friday we all got
Pizza Hut after the guys basketball game...Saturday I had Arby's with Carie,
Sunday I ate at Ponderosa with my family, Monday...I forget lol, Tuesday
we stopped at Burger King in Toledo, Wednesday I had Chinese, oh yea...
Monday I had a sub from subway...and today I wprobably won't have anything
since listing all I ate here grossed me out. Am I destined to be a fat guest on
Jerry Springer who is fighting with some other fat lady over some skinny assed
guy who is missing 7 teeth and most of his hair? Now thats comedy...