FINE DISTURBANCES; ON THE BORDER |
United States Border Patrol operations above the Texas stretch of the Rio
Grande often begin with a single tracker on foot, staring at the earth. In the
Border Patrol, tracking is called cutting sign. "Cutting" is looking;
"sign" is evidence. No technology is involved. Trackers look for
tread designs printed in the soil and any incidental turbulence from a footfall
or moving body. They notice the scuff insignia of milling hesitation at a fence
and the sudden absence of spiderwebs between mesquite branches and the
lugubrious residue of leaked moisture at the base of broken cactus spines. (The
dry time is a stopwatch.) The best trackers know whether scatterings of
limestone pebbles have come off human feet or deer hooves. They particularly
value shininess--a foot compresses the earth in one direction, which makes it
shine, and wind quickly unsettles this uniformity, so high-shining groups are
irresistible.
Low-light cameras and night-vision goggles and thermal-imaging scopes and
seismic sensors are useful along the river, but in the brushland north of it
pretty much the only thing to do is follow illegal immigrants on foot. Nearly
every southern Border Patrol station maintains a network of footprint traps
called drags--twelve-foot-wide swaths of dirt that are combed every day with
bolted-together tractor tires ball-hitched to the back of an S.U.V. Agents
monitor drags endlessly and follow foreign prints into the brush.
One morning just after dawn, I was out with an agent named Mike McCarson. He
was driving a customized Ford F-250 down a ranch road, cutting a drag that ran
alongside it. The Rio Grande was close; the sky was unusually congested. The
drag and the ranch road extended out of sight through mesquite and prickly-pear
cactus and purple sage and huisache and whitethorn, all semi-aridly dwarfish:
the horizon was visible everywhere. Driving about eight m.p.h., McCarson leaned
out the window a bit, his hinged sideview mirror folded flush with the door.
McCarson is forty-three; he has been tracking illegal immigrants for
eighteen years. He works out of the Border Patrol's Brackettville station,
which is about twenty miles northeast of the Rio Grande and thirty miles east
of the town of Del Rio. Brackettville's hundred and twenty agents are responsible
for a twenty-five-hundred-square-mile rectangle of mesquite flat and limestone
breaks. No more than forty agents are ever in the field at once--one per ninety
square miles.
Federal guidelines recommend that undocumented aliens be apprehended at
least five times before they're charged with illegal entry and held for trial,
but Brackettville's agents rarely detain people unless they've been caught more
than fifteen times. On any given trip, an illegal immigrant's odds of eluding
Brackettville's defenses are extremely good. Immigrants can angle in from
anywhere along a fifty-mile stretch of the Rio Grande, and overpowering numbers
of people often cross the river simultaneously. Brackettville doesn't have the
personnel to track more than five groups at once.
"It's just the luck of the draw which ones we chase," McCarson
told me as we drove. "We generally don't even work groups as small as
three, four people, or groups that happen to have crossed real early the night
before."
I spent many days with McCarson, cutting drags and trails and meandering
through mesquite in the F-250. He is a big, sauntering, freewheelingly mouthy
guy who says "tars" for "towers" and "boo-coo"
for "beaucoup," a word he uses a lot, sometimes as a noun
("There's boo-coos of trails through there"). McCarson instinctively
registers the happenstance, ambient comedy of ordinary life, sometimes with a
falsetto, arc-of-joy cackle. He likes to stop for lunch on hillsides and in old
Seminole cemeteries, and he can be precipitately melodramatic. ("Now, the
seasoned journeyman agent will see the totality of circumstances in his area
and know precisely what's normal activity and what's not.") McCarson is
married but doesn't have kids, which may partly explain his widely entrepreneurial
imagination: he owns a scuba business on Lake Amistad; he's a partner in a San
Angelo real-estate venture; he's a successful self-taught stock picker.
On the drag, we were seeing a lot of overlapping cloven-hoof sign, like
combinations of the alphabet's last four letters. Agents have found sign of
people crawling across drags on their hands and knees (long, chutelike
impressions), and sign of people tiptoeing across drags (shoe-tip
abbreviations), and sign of people walking across drags backward in socks (blunted
images, kicked soil revealing the true direction of travel). Someone once
walked across a drag on his hands (profound, torqued handprints); the man was
followed from the drag to a railroad siding, where the prints transformed
themselves into elongate gouges in the embankment stones: running hard, he'd
jumped a freight. Sometimes, illegal immigrants will survey drags until they
find a particularly rocky stretch and cross there, stepping only on stable
rocks, as if they were fording a stream. If unyielding terrain frames the
rocks, they leave almost no sign.
Ideally, a tracker will find fresh prints on a drag, follow them until he
can establish a line of travel, and radio in the group's drag coordinates, its
heading, and its tread profile. Then another agent will cut the group on a drag
some miles north or northeast--all the sheltering towns and safe houses and
freight tracks and pickup points lie that way--and either catch it or radio in
a revised line, allowing a third agent to leap up to the group. In practice,
it's often impossible to categorically identify a group, establish a line, or
get a forward cut.
Because the surest way to identify a group is by its distinct assembly of
tread patterns, trackers use a lexicon of soles: super chevron, racetrack, wishbone
eight ball, propeller, Tetris, basket weave, Kmart
special, rifle sights, Flintstones, hourglass, running W, matchstick. When I
was out with McCarson, the radio regularly issued sole descriptions: a
"diamond-within-a-diamond heel with an instep logo," an "island
running W with a slash in the middle and a fine line," a "beetle
pincer in the toe." The increasing complexity of sneaker-sole designs
frequently creates neologisms. Regions, and sometimes stations, have their own
dialects: a sole dominated by lugs in the shape of a Z is a "zebar"
in Brackettville and a "zorro" in Del Rio.
We cut a blank stretch for a while. "It's gonna be a little
quiet," McCarson said. "We haven't had much moon." The moon is a
prime instrument of navigation, because it illuminates without stark exposure.
(Illegal immigrants also use the sun, stars, and diverse landmarks.) A few
minutes later, McCarson stopped the truck. "Well, we got some
crossers," he said.
The prints were shallow and had been scrambled by superimposition; it took
McCarson about thirty seconds to disentangle the tread designs and stride
lengths and foot sizes. I couldn't find a discrete print. "Group of
five," he said: running W, matchstick, heavy-lug boot, fine wire mesh,
star-in-the-heel waffle. "They were here last night. They're fresh, but
they're not smokin'-hot fresh. When the ground is retaining moisture like this,
and you don't have much wind, the sign can hold its shape for a long time. But
I see a little better color in our prints than in theirs." Foot pressure,
concentrating moisture in the soil, darkens prints; the clock of evaporation
steadily lightens them. I couldn't see any color difference. "They could
be anytime last night," McCarson said. "And we've had the correct
amount of moisture over the correct amount of time to make the ground about
like concrete, so they're not leavin' much sign."
If drag prints aren't decisive, trackers examine a group's sign along the
first stretch of trail, wary of the corrosive or stabilizing effects of weather
and terrain--hilltop wind withers prints; damp arroyos embalm them--and
noticing things like insect crossings and preservative soil composition and
raindrop cratering. Every left-behind object is a potential timekeeper. There
are rare, unambiguous tokens: jettisoned cans of beans that ants haven't yet
noticed, sunlit Kleenex still clammy with mucus, fresh bread crusts on a hot,
clear day. But most often agents encounter noncommittal objects--desiccated
bread crusts in full sun which could be two or ten hours old.
Swinging the shepherd's cane he uses as a tracking aid, McCarson started
cutting. Just beyond the drag was a strip of mesquite scrub, and then freight
tracks on a high gravel embankment. In the scrub, the prints disappeared
abruptly, as if the group had been choppered out. But McCarson read a carnival
of sign through the scrub and followed a sequential displacement of gravel up
the embankment. He pointed to a railroad tie and kept going. Possessed by the
live trail, he couldn't pause to explain.
I sat down and studied the tie. It looked like every other tie. I began
shifting position relative to the obfuscated sun. Eventually, three stacked Ws
of discoloration, collectively the size of a half-dollar, shimmied into view.
On the other side of the tracks, McCarson was standing in front of a fence,
methodically locating the crossing point with his cane. Beyond the fence, the
mesquite gave way to scrofulous pastureland. The wind picked up and a
stop-start drizzle began. Any moderately heavy rain melts sign, toughens
vegetation, and hardens the arid earth. McCarson walked along the edge of the
scattershot grasses for a while, hesitant, and then accelerated.
He was mainly scrutinizing stalks of buffalo grass and curly mesquite grass
and king ranch bluestem. The group had pressed the grasses forward. Now at a
vestigial angle, the stalks reflected the light more directly, like opened
compact mirrors, whitening it. McCarson described this effect later; for the
moment, my experience remained completely secondhand--even after he had
amplified the sign by walking right over it, my glances fell nowhere.
I could see that moisture had strengthened and limbered up the grasses:
instead of breaking and lying inert after receiving their foot-blows, which
makes for the brightest reflection, they had been rebounding in slow motion for
many hours, and had nearly regained their posture, although adhering rain
droplets now pulled them down like sinkers and a jittery wind ceaselessly
repositioned them. Under the dingy, dropped-down clouds, the reflective power
of the grass was negligible, and the rainy light shrank the color differences.
The mesquite thickened; the grasses faded out; the static of drizzle
hardened the ground and corroded the sign. "This is some tough
cuttin'," McCarson said, neutrally. The terrain was too stingy for prints,
but the walkers had scored the earth with the soles of their shoes, and
McCarson was following the scuff marks, which were often the size of fingernail
clippings and about as much lighter than the surrounding earth as a No. 2
pencil is lighter than a No. 1.
In cow shit or ant-processed dirt or hoof-crushed earth, McCarson found
fractional footprints. Largely dismantled by drizzle and generally separated by
a quarter mile, they were about the size of suit buttons. For retracing
purposes, he marked them by scraping a line in the adjacent dirt with his cane.
He kept moving and held the silence of his concentration, but there was
satisfaction in the absoluteness of the stroke and the granular conclusive
sound itself: shhhick!
The ground was still hardening; the rain-erosion got worse. McCarson slowed,
occasionally bending down a little and poking something diagnostically with his
cane, but he never crouched and almost never came to a full stop.
"Well, we're just suckin' on the hind teat on this one," he said.
A minute later he said, "Oh, by God, that's them!" and accelerated
down an alley of spectral sign. Five minutes later, he slowed again. "The
odds of following these five are pretty slim in these ground conditions,"
he said. "We're losin' so much time just tryin' to stay on the sign, we
won't really catch 'em unless we take a risk."
So we held their line and walked fast down numberless, seemingly
uninstructive trails. McCarson's trail choices appeared to be random, but he
was sensing the path of least resistance, relating it to the group's
hypothetical line of travel and behavioral tendencies, and occasionally seeing
candidate sign. A few times, where the ground turned permissive, we swept
perpendicularly back and forth, hoping for trapped sign. After fifteen minutes,
McCarson said he was beginning to doubt the trueness of the line.
We walked windingly for maybe a mile. Suddenly McCarson stopped, reached
down, and picked something up. All the quick walking had reminded me that we
were operating in undifferentiated wilderness the size of two Rhode Islands.
McCarson stood and opened his palm. In it was an aspirin-size mud clot
distinguished by a sole-honed ridge with a strict curvature. He handed it to me
and kept going. A ludicrously deteriorated trail of disturbance had nonetheless
held its integrity, in McCarson's eyes, for about five miles. The clot seemed
talismanic. But we never got a forward cut, the weather didn't improve, and the
trail died.
"We never know who we're gonna catch," McCarson told me on the way
back to the station. "The weather plays a tremendous role. You get into
drought conditions and you can run groups until you lose daylight and never
stall out. A hard rain and you lose all your sign. It's just shithouse luck if
we catch 'em.
"Our real effectiveness is in actin' as a screenin' mechanism--we're a
deterrent, which is not something you can really see out in the field, and some
agents that might not love tracking get really hung up on that. They can't get
over it, and they turn into sorry, disgruntled agents. What this job boils down
to is desire--you started with a hundred sets of tracks on your drags, and
you're trying to get ten. It's not a factory job--there's no boss, you're not
stamping out x number of product. What determines that you should try to catch
those ten when ninety are already gone? I know what you really wanna ask, which
you haven't asked it yet, is how many get away. Well, they all get away. That's
the answer. Eventually, they all get away."
McCarson grew up working on his grandfather's ranch, outside Comstock, which
is about fifty miles northwest of Brackettville. The ranch didn't keep him
entirely busy; as soon as he was old enough, he began hiring himself out to
bigger local ranches, where he worked through the daylight hours and then
traded money at cards and dice in bunkhouses until he could spend it in town on
his day off. He never felt a desire to leave southwest Texas. He studied
government at Angelo
State University, but by the time he graduated livestock-raising in the
region had lost most of its commercial viability.
McCarson had always liked the gunslinging look of Comstock's Border Patrol
agents, and noticed that they often worked without supervision. "That's
what really did it," McCarson told me. "Because I liked to hunt and
fish, and it looked more like huntin' and fishin' than workin'--they'd give you
a vehicle and you were on your own."
When he began tracking, he saw immediately that his hunting skills were
almost useless for following people. Border Patrol trainees learn to track
informally and opportunistically, tailing journeymen on live trails and asking
questions as circumstances permit. McCarson augmented the process by walking
exhausted, still-legible trails whenever he could, as far as he could, which is
generally encouraged but not frequently undertaken because agents have to do it
on their own time.
"Everything you need to know about tracking I can explain in about two
sentences," he told me. "You're evaluating the ground for the
difference between the disturbance made by humans and the disturbance made by
any other force. After that, it's all practice. It's all just looking."
A planetary difference in vision separates great trackers from ordinary
trackers. At Brackettville, McCarson and about a dozen other trackers occupy a
paramount plane. "There's just a certain level you get to, where you can't
say who's better," McCarson says. "And I can't even tell you what
that level is as far as particular sign--it's just, if there's something there,
we'll see it."
One slow day, after driving the length of a blank drag, McCarson gave me a
concentrated lesson. We parked at the edge of a ranch road. In the adjacent
dirt, day-old prints held faintly for a while and then disappeared into
mesquite. McCarson checked the angle of the sign and pointed at the horizon,
toward the group's destination. Then he pointed at a deer trail. "I can
see all kinda sign through there," he said, and strolled off to make a
cell-phone call.
But there was nothing to see: vacant inflexible earth, sparse
mesquite-branch detritus, mesquite leaves in inconsistent profusion, various
and occasional flat square-inch plants--beggar's-lice, horehound, hedge
parsley--and rare tufts of short grasses. All color fell along a drastically
shortened mustard-olive-ash continuum. The longer I went without seeing
anything, the harder I looked at tiny things close by, and the more obdurately
flawless they seemed.
McCarson ambled back. "You wanna see more but you ain't," he said.
"That's the maximum the earth's gonna give you." He aimed his cane at
some beggar's-lice. I got close and saw that several stalks had been nudged
forward and now leaned at a slight angle, maybe thirty degrees from their
natural posture. McCarson pointed to two seedpods the size of ball bearings
which had exploded under downward pressure. He pointed to a half-inch mesquite
twig that listed a little; its bark at the contact point was a fine-particulate
smear. He pointed to a piece of ground the size of a playing card: half the
stalks in a tuft of buffalo grass were stabbing ardently forward, and the
adjoining earth had also been compressed--once spherical granules and clods of
soil urged down toward two dimensions--and this compression was continuous and
equivalent in degree through the two mediums of grass and earth.
These pygmy symbols were all within six feet, but they were isolated,
camouflaged, and enclosed by a lot of pristine terrain--they didn't relate to
one another directionally. McCarson waited for a moment while my eyes struggled
to absorb them, and then strolled off. My eyes didn't absorb anything. I was
afraid to move and contaminate the sign: I'd been immobilized by tininess. From
somewhere in the brush, McCarson said into his cell phone, "Did those
spearguns come in yet?"
After a while, he came back and pointed to a small area in a patch of
mesquite leaves, which are very thin. I couldn't see anything; the leaves
appeared to be flush with the ground. Then I got to within a few inches and
noticed that they hovered microns above it, as if they'd been levitated by some
exceptionally weak force--static electricity raising arm hairs or surface tension
holding water above a glass rim. McCarson's area--he kept his cane trained on
it--was composed of undamaged leaves that were truly flush with or partially
embedded in the earth. The compacted region was a few inches long and about the
width of a shoe sole.
"See those dingleberry bushes?" McCarson said. They were the size
of Ping-Pong balls, and from a distance I couldn't tell that they'd been
crushed: in two dimensions, they retained their fundamental color and some
unbroken seeds and a remnant network infrastructure, the way road-killed toads
can look like living toads minus a dimension. Up close, I saw fine
fragmentation and a uniformity of flattening--a broad pad of compression--that
only a shoe, not an angular hoof or a puncturing paw, could have made.
Sign cutting is overwhelmingly hushed and uneventful, but the screen of the
ground shows action. Trackers find bits of skin and sock on the fishhook spines
of horse-crippler cactus and watch the stride transformation and inexorable
decline in mobility as the injury worsens. They watch as groups exhaust
themselves and start resting more frequently, and as disoriented or fractious
groups splinter. The day after a moonless night, the ground shows walkers
equivocally chafing their way through mesquite thickets.
Agents watch as weak people stop so that everyone else can go on, and as
they later stand up and try to keep going or give up and try to get caught.
Very occasionally, in summer, the ground leads Brackettville agents to corpses.
Death in the brush is notable for the attempts that dying people make to
undress: a dehydrated, overheated body swells as death approaches, so the dying
remove their shirts and shoes and socks, and unbuckle their belts. They seem to
find comfort in order, folding items of clothing and arranging their
belongings. They prefer to die under the boughs of trees, on their backs.
After a few nights sleeping in the brush, people emanate an odor of campfire
smoke and sweat that can float for hours over an abandoned campsite. In wetter
weather, the smell of canned sardines persists for a day. Cutting trails,
agents step over shit and piss and blood and spit. They find handkerchiefs,
pocket Bibles, bottles of Pert Plus, and photographs of daughters with notes on
the back ("Te extrano. Regresa a casa pronto. Te Amo, Isela"). They
find message-board graffiti on water tanks ("23/2/03 Por Aqui Paso Costa
Chelo Felipe L. Miguel"), and the roasted remains of emus, doves,
jackrabbits, and javelinas. The great majority of illegal immigrants are adult
men, but sometimes agents find diapers and tampons and tiny shoes.
As trackers move through diffuse fields of abandoned objects, fixing the age
of the sign, they assure themselves that they're walking through a group's
recent past. They want to walk right into its present. They want the sign to
turn into its authors. On live trails, the metamorphosis feels imminent,
because it always could be. Groups stop unpredictably; if your group lays up at
the right time, you'll find yourself disconcertingly deep in a marginal trail
yet two minutes from an arroyo filled with snoring. The people you're chasing
might appear on the other side of every rise you crest.
Because sign is so shifty and strongly insinuating, it's hard to avoid
equating the trail with the people it evokes. Trackers say they're
"running" or "chasing" a trail; they say they just
"caught" a trail; they say, "That trail got away." The
language of tracking treats the sign at the leading edge of a trail as the group
itself. After cutting a trail's frontier, trackers say things like
"They're in this pasture," or "They're right there trying to
find a good spot to jump the fence," or, simply, "They're here."
When you start to see sign, everything unrelated to the trail vacates your
mind. Sign cutting is a vigil with no clear object: the sign mediums
continuously reconstitute themselves. You often find valuable dominant
indicators, but you have to will yourself to remain receptively nonpartisan;
otherwise you'll steadily grow blind to divergent marks, and terrain changes
will instantly cloak the trail.
Eventually, the microworld entrances: every plant has distinct attitudes and
behaviors beyond the obvious--the way it holds its berries, carries and orients
and discards its leaves, shrivels and responds to wind, bends with the weight
of raindrops. Soil classes reorganize themselves uniquely after a rain. Rocks
erode and array themselves in singular patterns. And color and form at that
scale are infinitely variable: a cluster of scrub-oak leaves is a thousand shades.
But every medium has, beneath its variability, a composite architecture and
a native range of hues, and this is what you have to see, because divergence
from it is sign. If you remain rigidly zoomed in, you pick up the endless
variations and they hypnotize you and veil the composite. You can't memorize
precise schemes of coloration and structure--although the best trackers hold in
their heads very good approximations of the hybrid aesthetics of scores of
terrain types--but you can learn to see how particular facets of unadulterated
landscape acquire a range of colors and shapes over time, so that when you look
at a pasture or stream bank or anthill you grasp its physical essence and all
its natural deviations, and interloping shapes and colors quickly declare
themselves to you. When rain liquefies the ground beneath branch litter, the
twigs sink and the liquid soil adheres to the million unique contours of wood
and bark and stiffens into a perfect seal. Later, running the trail after the
ground has hardened almost beyond compressibility, you'll unconsciously seek
out broken seals: millimetre-wide earthworks of shattered crust.
After about an hour and a hundred confirmed sightings, the trail's
autonomous sign began to cohere. First it was a stirring paraphrase of recent
movement, and then an expression of willfulness pressed into the ground: the
overarching intent of a journey. This filled me with an almost violent
exultation whose energy was instantly focussed on the next span of information.
I couldn't help experiencing sympathetic sensations: I'd see a sneaker-cracked
branch and feel it breaking underfoot; I'd see a recently embedded rock and
feel my sole bending over it.
McCarson gradually taught me to look for the identifying rhythm of the
trail. Group size and behavior correspond to a certain frequency of potential
sign; the potential is realized according to the receptivity of the terrain. If
two people walk fast and abreast of each other over hard ground while
concealing their sign, they'll leave transparent traces; if fifteen people
ingenuously plod single-file over impressionable earth, they'll basically plow
a new road. Our linear group of five was mainly concerned with speed; they
didn't brush out on drags or attempt to walk along the hard edges of animal
trails; they didn't bother to avoid print-trapping sandy soil. They didn't
stop, and they left nothing behind. Without quite realizing it, I began to
think of them as professionals, moving wordlessly in a kind of improvisational
accord.
Ultimately, I began to see disturbance before I'd identified any evidence. A
piece of ground would appear oddly distressed, but I couldn't point to any
explicit transformation. Even up close, I couldn't really tell, so I didn't say
anything. But I kept seeing a kind of sorcerous disturbance. It didn't seem
entirely related to vision--it was more like a perceptual unquiet. After a
while, I pointed to a little region that seemed to exude unease and asked
McCarson if it was sign. "Yup," he said. "Really?" I said.
"Really?" "Yup," McCarson said.
McCarson experienced this phenomenon at several additional orders of
subtlety. In recalcitrant terrain, after a long absence of sign, he'd say,
"There's somethin' gone wrong there." I'd ask what, and he'd say,
"I don't know--just disturbance." But he knew it was human
disturbance, and his divinations almost always led to clearer sign. Once, we
were cutting a cattle trail--grazing cows had ripped up the sign, which had
been laid down with extreme faintness--and McCarson pointed to a spot and said,
"I'm likin' the way this looks here. I'm likin' everything about
this." He perceived some human quality in a series of superficial
pressings no wider than toadstools, set amid many hoof-compressions of
powerfully similar sizes and colors and depths. I could see no aberration at
all, from five inches or five feet: it was a cow path. But McCarson liked some
physical attribute, and the relative arrangement and general positioning of the
impressions. Maybe he could have stood there and parsed the factors--probably,
although you never stop on live trails--but he wouldn't have had any words to
describe them, because there are no words.
A few days later, some agents were chasing a group of twelve who had crossed
the river well after midnight. They had incised their tread marks on many
powdered-up roads and drags--the chief identifier was "a motion wave with
lugs around it in a horseshoe in the heel"--and tracking conditions in the
brush were good, so at all points the line of travel was easy to establish and
forward cuts came quickly.
As McCarson drove fast down ranch roads in quest of cuts, the radio
transmitted updates: "I got 'em here at this deer blind--they got a real
good shine on 'em." "They're crossing another road right here--hold
on, there's some fresh toilet paper." "I got 'em laid up here in a
real new jacal"--a branch shelter that illegal immigrants sometimes
make--"and I got their campfire, still real warm." Around the fire
were slick peach pits and cans with sardine juice in them--a scene so vibrant
it was like seeing the group disappear around a corner. "This is lookin'
like one of those rare storybook-endin' trails," McCarson said. "Just
click-click-click-click."
Two cuts later, we were at the trail's apex, where six Border Patrol S.U.V.s
and about ten agents had converged. The sign described a sudden dispersal into
opaque brush: the group had heard its pursuers and taken off. The agents were
staring contentedly into meshes of mesquite. A green-and-gold Border Patrol
helicopter appeared and dropped to about twelve feet above the thicket,
raucously rotor-washing everything; it nosed around the mesquite for about
three minutes, and then the pilot's voice came stereophonically out of
everyone's radio, saying the group was thirty yards away, prone beneath an
absurdly undersized camouflage tarp. The junior agents surrounded the hiding
place and yelled instructions; twelve depleted men crawled out. The agents told
them to sit in a row, perfunctorily searched them, and began discussing
transportation arrangements. The captives were all young men; without speaking,
they moved from vigilance to dejection to resignation. They received permission
to eat, and pulled out Cokes and canned corn and tuna and slices of Wonder
Bread and plastic jugs of biologically tinted water.
When I was in southwest Texas, I watched Brackettville agents catch
twenty-six people in five groups--all, except this one, by sensor or routine
observation or accident. Every capture was quiet: no running, no resistance. In
eighteen years, McCarson has drawn his gun two times. He has never fired it.
The captured groups were representative: no one had drugs or warrants or enough
previous captures to justify detention and criminal charges. The illegal
immigrants were all adult men seeking work, tired and disinclined to flee: the
chances of escaping after visual contact are slim, and the turnaround time is
fast--the Del Rio sector runs a daily shuttle back to Ciudad Acuna. After the
capture and pat-down, agents and immigrants, in a momentary common languor,
stood around and talked sparingly about the weather or the river level or
noteworthy episodes from the immigrants' voyage.
"We just got lost," an older man with a bronchial cough told me
one cold dawn, after he and his four underdressed companions, loitering at a
highway intersection, had been searched and ushered into a Border Patrol S.U.V.
"The stars--the stars were our map at night, but look at the clouds. Look
at the sky." It was impervious, and had been for the past two nights.
Once, I lay on my stomach in a mesquite thicket, waiting with two agents for
a group of four that had tripped a sensor. The agents yelled and leaped forward
only when the men were within ten feet; the group seized up and went
submissively slack in a single motion. After the pat-down, one man began
ruefully emptying from his pockets a collection of pretty rocks; for some
reason, the agents and I looked away. Walking back to the truck, the men began
heedlessly climbing a barbed-wire fence; one of the agents gave them a patient
lesson in how to scale it. Another time, a guy whose group had been spotted
from the air sociably handed an agent a big rattle and said he'd killed a
six-foot snake. The agent examined the rattle deferentially, shook it, said,
"That's a big snake," returned the rattle, walked the group of men to
his truck, and locked them in the back.
Now McCarson and a few other senior agents were leaning against an S.U.V.,
watching the junior agents, who were watching the detainees finish their food.
I was thinking that as trackers follow illegal immigrants, often right at the
mesmerizing limit of what they can detect, they're mustering up the emotions
and sensations of mercurial imaginary travellers, and then the imaginary is
suddenly, alienatingly replaced by the real: men physically homogenized by days
in the brush, all with the same propulsive need. It's a need no Border Patrol
tracker will ever be able to identify with. Before the twelve men finished
eating, McCarson walked back to his truck and radioed Brackettville to see if
anything else was pending.