Between Love and
Obsession
by Gillian Leeds
Disclaimer: I do not own the characters of
Methos, Amanda, Joe or Duncan MacLeod (surprise, surprise). They belong to
the people at Rysher or some other large conglomerate who have more money
than God. Their use is not intended to infringe on any copyright, but done
in the spirit of good intention. These characters are far too wonderful
and interesting to simply be stored on a shelf as they are currently.
Let's hope they all see the light of day again soon.
Tara O'Neill, Bryn O'Neill and Stefan DeWinter are
mine. Please do not use or reference without consent or
acknowledgement.
All lyrics are used here without permission. I have
noted the artist rather than the writer. Again, no malice is
intended.
For anyone not in the know, 'Lord of the Dance' is
real. If you haven't seen it, find it and go. If you haven't heard the
music, find it and listen. My beloved Celtic music finally comes into its
own. Thank you, Michael Flatley!
Warning: 'Between Love and Obsession' contains
graphic sex, language, and violence. If you find any of these offensive,
please move on. Do not torment yourself.
Giving Credit: This story would never have been
without the support, friendship and words of wisdom of my betas. Jennifer
Campbell, who holds my hand, supplies me with missing Methos eps, and
without whom I would have continued to read this to the dog. Thanks little
sis! And Rowan Reid, my other 'sister'. Thanks babe...sorry I made you
cry! What started out as stilted e-mail has become friendships I treasure.
You guys are awesome and I am so thankful that you both are a part of my
life. Thanks for all your hard work. Any glaring mistakes or errors that
remain are truly my own.
Okay, on with the story. This was actually the first
thing I wrote, although I have written short pieces while working on this
one. Constructive feedback is, as always, greatly welcomed and
appreciated.
Timing of this is shortly before CaH and Rev 6:8.
The hours grow shorter as the days go by,
You never get to stop and open your eyes.
One day you're waiting for the sky to fall,
The next you're dazzled by the beauty of it all.
Lovers in a dangerous time,
Lovers in a dangerous time.
These fragile bodies of touch and taste,
This fragrant skin, this hair like lace.
Spirits open to the thrust of grace,
Never a breath you can afford to waste.
Lovers in a dangerous time,
Lovers in a dangerous time.
When you're lovers in a dangerous time,
You're made to feel as if your love's a crime.
Nothing worth having comes without some kind of fight,
Got to kick at the darkness 'till it bleeds daylight.
Barenaked Ladies ~Lovers in a Dangerous Time~
I:
The figure in the bed tossed and turned, muttering
softly in his sleep. The rain gently pattered against the window, and the
soft swish of cars outside the apartment seemed to add to his unsettling.
He murmured and rolled onto his back. Stillness. Then, suddenly, the man
gasped and jerked upright. Bathed in sweat, his eyes searched frantically
around the room, and his breath came in great gulps. As his heartbeat and
breathing returned to normal, Methos rubbed one hand over his 5,000-year-
old face and sighed. Her. He hadn't dreamed of her in months. Why now? He
stood and walked to the kitchen, knowing from experience that sleep would
now elude him for the remainder of the night. He opened the fridge,
grabbed a beer and moved to the window. Silently watching the rain he
wondered if he would ever get her face out of his mind.
The telephone cut through the morning's silence causing the loft's
occupant to stir.
"Hello?"
"Duncan?" The voice on the other end of the line was hesitant, as if
it weren't sure of having called the right number.
"Yeah, who's this?"
"Duncan, it's Tara. Tara O'Neill."
"Tara?" The man was fully awake now. Swinging his legs over the side
of the bed, Duncan MacLeod looked at the clock. 5:12 a.m.
"Duncan, I'm sorry. I know it's early and I know it's been a while
but...," the voice trailed off softly.
"Tara, what's wrong. Are you in trouble?"
"No, not me. I'm fine. It's Bryn. Duncan, someone is trying to kill
her." The woman's voice cracked with strain.
"Kill Bryn? Why? Tara, what's going on?"
"I can't explain over the phone. Can we meet tonight?"
"You're here, in town?"
"Yes, Bryn and I have been here for six months. We moved from London
in the fall."
And never thought to call until now, thought MacLeod.
"Duncan, I really need you." The desperation in her voice was obvious.
He sighed. At one time Tara O'Neill had meant the world to him, but it
had ended badly. She must have swallowed a lot of O'Neill pride to call
him after all this time. Something was very wrong.
"Sure." MacLeod quickly gave her directions to Joe's and arranged to
meet at 5:00, before the evening crowd began to arrive at the popular
place.
Setting the telephone down, MacLeod shook his head in amazement. Tara
O'Neill!
The rain continued for most of the day and the wind was beginning to
pick up as Methos locked the door of the Range Rover, pulled up the collar
of his coat, and ran for the entrance of the bar. When he hit the door, he
picked up the buzz, his eyes widening slightly. No problem, probably just
MacLeod. He walked into Joe's, shaking the rain off his coat.
"Tell me again why I live here?" he said to the gray-bearded man
polishing glasses behind the bar.
"I'd like to think it's because you enjoy the company," Joe replied,
handing Methos a beer.
"Don't flatter yourself." Methos turned to MacLeod. "You're here
early. What's up, no one need saving today?" He removed his coat, laying
it carefully across a chair; mindful of the weapon it concealed.
"I'm meeting someone, an old friend." MacLeod ignored the barb.
Methos eyed him warily. "How old exactly?"
MacLeod smiled. "Relax, not that old. She'd be about 32 or 33 now."
"She?" Methos asked expectantly. He shouldn't be surprised. MacLeod
always had women around him; he was like a magnet.
MacLeod nodded and took a drink. "Yeah, perhaps you've heard of her.
Tara O'Neill." He doubted that Methos would know her, but the name would
mean something to someone. His eyes lingered on the other man at the bar.
Joe's head jerked at the name. "Tara O'Neill? Here? Coming to see you?
You can't be serious?" he spluttered. "Where did she come from? And what
does she want with you?"
"That's what I'm here to find out."
"Would someone like to enlighten me as to just exactly who Tara
O'Neill is?" asked Methos, looking from one to the other.
MacLeod smiled to himself. "She's an old girlfriend. I've known her
about 12 years. She was a friend of mine and Tessa's before..." he stopped.
Methos shook his head slightly. All these years, and he still can't
bring himself to say it, poor bastard. Never, never will I let myself get
that involved again; it's not worth it.
"Hmm, anyway, she was a student of mine when I was first teaching at
the university. She was actually in architecture, but wanted an
interesting option course so she took 19th century history."
"How enlightening. Of course it's not quite the same without the
smell." Methos grimaced at the memory.
"After Tessa, we had a...relationship," continued MacLeod. "It lasted
about 8 months, until Joe here got involved."
"Now Mac, that's not fair. I never intended to come between the two of
you like that. You know I didn't. She asked me for help, and I helped
her," Joe protested.
"Yeah, helped her become a Watcher," MacLeod shot back.
"Tara O'Neill is a Watcher?" Methos asked.
"Was," answered Joe. "She dropped out about 3 years ago."
MacLeod frowned at him, obviously unaware that Tara was no longer a
Watcher. He was surprised; Watcher dropouts were few. Once the
organization was joined, departure was seldom an option.
"Yeah, but how did she go from being your girlfriend," Methos looked
at MacLeod, "to being a Watcher?"
MacLeod sighed. "She saw me die. We were out for a walk when a
drugstore was robbed. I got caught in the crossfire. She was there when I
came back. I had to tell her the whole story. O'Neills are stubborn." He
smiled at the memory. "She wouldn't give up until I told her everything.
Eventually, I told her about the Watchers and introduced her to Joe. What
I didn't know was that she already knew him. Things went downhill after
that." MacLeod shrugged and finished his drink.
Joe put down his bar towel and reached for MacLeod's glass. "I knew
Tara's father, Danny. We went to the Academy together. He was a great guy,
one of the best. Tara said she always knew something wasn't quite right
with her Dad's job. When she found out about immortals and Watchers and
realized that I had known her father, she put two and two together. She
wanted to follow in his footsteps. She couldn't go to Danny, he was sick
with cancer, so she came to me. All I did was point her in the right
direction," explained Joe.
"And made it impossible for us to continue the relationship," said
MacLeod.
"That was your choice," answered Joe, wiping the bar.
The door opened suddenly and into the darkened bar came a young woman,
in her early 30s, slim, with shoulder-length blonde hair, blunt cut. Under
a thin raincoat she wore a long chocolate coloured skirt and a heavy
sweater against the evening chill. Pausing momentarily, unsure if she had
the right place, she warily regarded the two men and the barman. Then,
spying MacLeod, she made her way toward them.
"Duncan!" Her face lit up at the recognition.
"Tara!"
The two embraced warmly. Methos looked at Joe. "All appears forgiven."
Joe shrugged and continued to wipe the glasses.
"Here, sit. What can I get you to drink?" MacLeod asked her.
"Oh, just orange juice will do." The woman removed her wet coat and
placed it on a chair.
Methos studied her closely. Something in her face looked vaguely
familiar. Idiot, after 5,000 years everyone looks familiar. Still,
there was something about her that nudged his memory, something he
couldn't quite put his finger on.
The woman looked over the bar at the man behind it. "Hello Joe," she
said flatly.
Joe looked up at her and smiled. "How are you Tara? Long time no see."
"Well as can be expected, considering." She didn't return his smile.
"I didn't realize this was still your place. How have you been?" Her tone
was guarded and somewhat unfriendly. Methos was left with the distinct
feeling that if she had known he was still the owner, she wouldn't have
come.
"You know how it is, can't complain and nobody listens if you do."
"Tara, this is Adam Pierson. Adam this is Tara O'Neill." MacLeod
indicated Methos.
"Pleased to meet you Adam." Tara smiled at him warmly.
Methos nodded at her. He studied her light blonde hair and blue eyes,
and wondered what it was about her that looked so damn familiar. Maybe he
should stick around for a bit.
MacLeod waited for Joe and Methos to move away and leave him and Tara
to talk. It didn't happen. Oh, well, if they want to get
involved... "So, tell me what's going on. You said on the phone that
someone is trying to kill Bryn?"
Tara eyed Adam nervously. MacLeod caught the look and explained. "He's
okay. He's...a Watcher." If Tara had been away from the Watchers for three
years, she wouldn't know it was a lie.
Her gaze turned cold.
Methos interrupted. "Perhaps we could start with telling me who Bryn
is?"
Tara mentally weighed the situation, her eyes moving from Joe to Adam,
debating just how much to say. Damn it. They can help too. "Bryn is
my younger sister," she explained. "A man. An immortal," she corrected,
"is trying to kill her and I want you," she looked at MacLeod, "to help me
stop him."
"Tara, you know I'll do all I can to help."
"You have to, Duncan. I don't have anyone else to turn to. There is no
one else who can help me." She looked at him with tears in her eyes.
MacLeod reached over and took her hand. "Perhaps you had better tell
me the whole thing."
Tara took a deep breath. "Okay." She closed her eyes, trying to
compose herself before beginning. "It started about 3 years ago. After I
became an official Watcher I was assigned an immortal who lived in London.
It was perfect. Bryn was very into her dancing and studying in London at
the time. Dad had just died and it gave her and I the opportunity to spend
some time together. I was assigned to watch Stefan DeWinter."
Methos sucked in his breath.
MacLeod looked at him. "You've met this guy?"
Methos shook his head, his face grave. "No, I've never had that
pleasure, but I've heard of him. Not a very nice chap by all accounts.
Likes to 'play' with young women, with young immortals too if he has the
chance."
"Yes, and that is exactly what he did with Bryn, 'played'," retorted
Tara. "They met by accident at a gallery opening. She was besotted with
him. Who can blame her, rich, good looking, oozing charm from every pore.
I tried to talk her out of seeing him, but she wouldn't listen."
"Ahh," replied MacLeod, "that famous O'Neill stubborn streak." It went
hand in hand with the O'Neill pride.
Tara smiled, "I guess so. Anyway, I couldn't make her stop seeing him.
Not without telling her what he was and what I was. I hoped that he would
just tire of her and move on."
"But he didn't," Methos supplied, his eyes not raising from their
steady gaze into the bar.
"No, he didn't. They became engaged. I was beside myself. I didn't
know what to do. Should I tell her? I..." Tara trailed off. "Then one
night Bryn came home. She was wild, crying and shaking. She said that she
had seen DeWinter kill someone. She had had suspicions that he was seeing
someone else, so she had followed him. She had seen him meet with a woman,
seen him pull out a gun and shoot her."
"Another DeWinter trait. Shoot your opponent, then take their head,"
added Methos. He slouched lower. This was a tale he had heard before.
Tara continued. "Luckily she didn't see the head part. She was
frightened and ran. She wanted to go to the police. Of course, I knew that
there wouldn't be any body, so I made her wait until morning. The next
day, when there was no report of anyone being killed, I convinced her that
it would be easy for a man of DeWinter's power to have the whole thing
hushed up. It was the perfect solution, without really telling her
anything. She would leave him, and he would be out of our lives. She went
to see him, broke off the engagement and returned the ring. She gave him
some excuse about the age difference and changing her mind." Tara paused,
staring off into the distance.
The men sat in silence, waiting for her to go on.
Tara brought her gaze back to her audience and continued. "But it
wasn't that easy. He tried to win her back, sending flowers, expensive
gifts. He called her day and night, begging her to come back to him. When
she wouldn't, things got ugly. He started to write obscene notes and leave
them everywhere. He whitewashed her car, slashed her tires. We went to the
police, but without actual proof that it was him, they were powerless. I
decided to ask for a new assignment so that we could get out of London. I
just wanted to go somewhere and start again, away from him."
Tara took a long drink. Her hand was shaking as she raised the glass
to her lips. "Someone else was assigned to DeWinter. It didn't take long
once I explained he was involved with my sister. A few weeks later I went
to meet with my contact, for my new assignment. While I was gone, DeWinter
broke into the apartment. Bryn was there alone. She'd injured her ankle
dancing and was staying home to rest it. He beat and tortured her for
three hours." Tears spilled down her face. "For three hours and your
people did NOTHING!" Tara looked accusingly at Joe.
"You knew about this?" MacLeod asked incredulously.
Joe nodded. "Stefan's new Watcher was one of my guys. He called and
asked what to do." His shoulders slumped. "The Watcher Code, Mac. Only
observe and record, do nothing to interfere." He looked pleadingly at
MacLeod.
"Look. Take a good look at what that animal did to her!" Tara reached
into her purse and withdrew photographs. She threw them onto the bar in
front of Joe. They were of something barely recognizable as human. The
face was a mass of swelling and bruising, eyes swollen shut, lip engorged.
The lower half of the face hung slack at a crooked angle, indicating the
jaw had been broken in at least one place. Patches of scalp showed where
the hair had been ripped out of the skull. The small section of the body
visible in the picture was covered in dried and fresh blood. This was no
ordinary beating, this was a desecration. Although he had seen worse in
his 5,000 years, Hell, I've done worse, Methos turned away, his
stomach lurching.
"He beat her to a bloody pulp. He broke both her arms, her leg, ribs
too numerous to mention. He sliced her Achilles tendons so she can never
dance again, not the way she used to. Your man sat outside and watched the
whole thing and never raised a finger to help and you condoned it," Tara
spat, her eyes narrowing.
"What could he do?" Joe raised his hands helplessly and avoided
looking at the photos.
"He could have called the police, anonymously if necessary. He could
have helped her." Tara's anguished reply echoed through the empty bar.
Methos agreed. He looked up at the Watcher. "He should have done
something, Joe. How could he just sit there and watch? What kind of human
being just sits there and allows someone to be beaten like that without
doing something? It was wrong, and you know it." He was surprised that he
felt so strongly about this. Even more so that he would verbalize what he
felt. He was well aware of the Watcher Oath; he even understood why it had
to be that way. But something about this made his skin crawl.
"Don't you of all people even begin to preach to me about standing up
for what's right and what's wrong!" Joe fixed an angry gaze on the
immortal. Methos looked away, his lips pressed together and his eyes
resentful.
"We helped put him away didn't we?" Joe turned back to Tara. "We gave
you the evidence you needed to convict him."
"Yes," replied Tara, "at least you did that."
"So, he went to jail?" queried MacLeod.
Tara nodded. "I knew it wouldn't be forever, but I prayed it would be
for long enough. Bryn spent months in the hospital recovering from her
injuries, trying to put her life back together. She has too, almost. She's
almost the same Bryn she was before she met that...that...monster. But
now..."
"But now what?" pushed MacLeod.
Tara lifted her eyes to meet his. "He's back. Stefan DeWinter is back
and he wants Bryn. And this time he really means to kill her."
"Are you sure? Perhaps you're just looking for things," MacLeod
suggested.
"Yes, I'm sure. It's become a game for him. He's left notes for Bryn
making his intentions very clear, telling her that he's going to kill her.
She hasn't seen any, I've managed to get to them first and keep them from
her. Last week, we had a car accident, just a minor one, but the mechanic
said that the brakes had been cut. Bryn doesn't know. I'm scared to tell
her. He was supposed to be dead - not really dead, just dead. Suicide--
three months ago. The bastard faked his own death, and now he's back and
he's going to finish what he started three years ago."
"By the time we heard and tried to do something about it, it was too
late. He was gone," Joe said quietly.
Tara turned raging eyes on the man. "You knew? You knew he was out and
that he would come for her? You knew she was in danger and once again you
sat and did nothing?"
"We didn't think he'd go after her again. We just thought he'd...move
on." Joe shrugged helplessly. He knew it wasn't an explanation, but rather
an excuse. The truth was someone *had* screwed up, and Bryn O'Neill might
end up paying for it with her life.
"Well he hasn't, and this time I'm going to do something about it,"
hissed Tara. "This time it doesn't end until Stefan DeWinter loses his
head. And since you're here, Joe, I want your help. To hell with your
Watcher Code. You owe me. You owe Bryn."
Three pairs of eyes looked at Joe inquiringly. He sighed and nodded
his head.
"I'll do what I can."
"You can start by seeing if you can find out where DeWinter is right
now," said MacLeod. He knew Joe was in a difficult position, his loyalty
to the Watchers being pitted against his past friendship with Tara's
father and his guilt over what had happened to Bryn.
"I'll make some calls, see what I can come up with," Joe replied.
"In the meantime, we have to do something about Bryn. She has to be
kept safe," continued MacLeod.
"I have to go and get her. She's at work. I told her we were meeting
you here at 8:00," said Tara, looking at her watch. "I thought I would
talk to you first, and we could decide what to do, what to tell her. She
trusts you. She'll listen to you. There was a time when she was younger
that I almost think she was a little in love with you."
MacLeod nodded.
Somebody told me, once in a lifetime
Destiny finds you and blows you away
Spins you in circles, pulls you in pieces
Bleeds you like Jesus and goes on its way
Amanda Marshall ~Love Lift Me~
II:
By 8:00 the bar was starting to fill. The band was on stage warming up
as Methos downed another beer. Suddenly, the hair on the back of his neck
stood up. They were about to have company, immortal company. His head
swiveled around discreetly, trying to get a better look at the people in
the bar, looking for anyone he recognized. Then he checked himself. The
feeling was slight, very slight, more of a niggling than an outright
sensation. Whoever it was, was pre-immortal. Some poor soul who would have
their world blown apart someday. Methos felt a twinge of pity for them.
At a table a few feet away from the bar, MacLeod had felt the meager
buzz too, but before he could turn around, a flash of red stopped in front
of him.
"Duncan? Oh my God. I can't believe it's really you. You haven't
changed a bit."
MacLeod stared down at Bryn O'Neill in amazement. The faint aura was
hers.
"What, have I changed that much?" She laughed at his startled
expression.
"Yeah, I guess so," MacLeod mumbled, off balance.
She laughed again, sitting down. "I mean it. You really haven't
changed. Not a bit. You must tell me your secret one day."
You'll know soon enough, thought MacLeod, studying her.
At 5'4", with curling hair the colour of polished copper, Bryn O'Neill
was a bundle of energy and always had been. MacLeod smiled to himself as
he remembered the pale, skinny 12-year-old that he had first met years
ago. At that time all her energy had been channeled into her dancing. She
had been good, very good, and he hadn't been surprised when, at twenty,
she had moved to London to continue her studies. It confused him that,
despite the times he had spent with her and Tara, he never before had an
inkling that she was immortal. Usually he knew, but with Bryn there had
been nothing, although there was barely more than that now. The immortal
sense he felt from her was weak at best. This was going to be more
difficult than he anticipated.
Back at the bar, Methos was still scanning the crowd for the source of
his discomfort. He noted the redhead now sat with MacLeod and Tara. The
younger sister, he thought, then stopped. No, it couldn't be. Mac
would have told him, warned him. But looking at MacLeod's face, Methos
knew his instinct was right and suspected that Scot was just as surprised
as he was.
MacLeod caught Methos' eye and read his thoughts. "I'll be right back.
What can I get you to drink?" He looked at Bryn.
"White wine, please."
MacLeod made his way over to the bar. Joe was behind it, mixing drinks.
Methos stood with his back to Joe, watching the band. "Well, well," he
murmured, "you didn't tell us the little one was immortal."
"I didn't know," MacLeod replied.
"What?" said Joe, looking up, "Bryn? Immortal? Can't be."
"You didn't know?" Methos snorted.
MacLeod shrugged. "I guess I didn't notice."
Methos looked at him. "I might be out of line here, MacLeod, but that
feeling you get in the back of the neck when another immortal is near?
It's there for a reason. It's considered important in helping ensure that
your head isn't severed from your body. You might want to take note of it
next time."
"Very funny," replied MacLeod.
"Just a piece of friendly advice, one *old* immortal to a younger one."
"Wait a minute here, guys. Bryn O'Neill? Immortal?" Joe looked at
MacLeod in amazement.
"Joe, you surprise me." Methos smiled. "I would have thought your
skepticism would have been seriously damaged years ago."
Joe glared at him. "I stayed with Danny and his wife. She was pregnant
with Bryn at the time."
"Pregnant with someone but not the fair Bryn I'll wager, at least not
that one." Methos nodded in the direction of the table. He looked over at
MacLeod again. "You can't protect her you know. Immortal or not. He'll get
to her. It might not be today; it might not be next week, but get her he
will. You can't protect her 24/7. And from all accounts he is a very
patient man. It's a waste of time."
"I'll do what I can," countered MacLeod.
"Yeah, and lose your head in the process. Boyscout! Chivalry gets you
so far. Then it gets you dead! You'll find that out the hard way one day."
"Well, when that happens you have my permission to say I told you so,"
MacLeod shot back, smiling tightly.
"We all die one day, MacLeod, even the pretty ones." Methos sighed,
turning back to the bar. "Obviously she doesn't know she's immortal?"
"Not a clue."
"What about the sister, Tara?"
"Nope."
Methos blew his breath out slowly. "I don't envy you this one my
friend."
At the table, Bryn was watching MacLeod at the bar. Her eyes lingered
on the tall man at the end in the jeans and heather-gray Henley. He's
gorgeous. Duncan always did have some interesting friends.
Tara caught her sister's glance, the type of glance she hadn't seen in
a long while. "What? You've got that smile on your face that means you're
up to something."
"Who? Me? I'm not up to anything." Bryn averted her eyes quickly.
"Yes, you are. Who are you eyeing up? Not Duncan!"
Bryn laughed. "God, no. That would be like ogling my brother. No.
Actually, I was kinda looking at the guy he was talking to."
Tara glanced back at the bar. "That's Joe Dawson. He was a friend of
Dad's, and I think he's a bit too old for you." She knew exactly who her
sister was talking about but continued to play the game.
"That's really Joe Dawson? I remember him. He used to come and stay at
the house sometimes. No, I'm not talking about him. I'm talking about the
other guy." Bryn stole a look across at the figure slumped somewhat
gracefully at the bar.
Tara studied Adam. "Yeah, he's all right I guess. If you like the
tall, brooding types with chiseled features." It was good to see Bryn
finally showing interest in someone. Since DeWinter, she had shied away
from any sort of social contact. Tara made a mental note to ask MacLeod
about his friend.
"Hmmm. I think I do like the tall brooding types with chiseled
features. In fact, I think I like them a lot! He's really cute," said
Bryn, rising. "I think MacLeod needs a hand with those drinks."
Tara stared open mouthed at her sister as Bryn walked over to the bar.
"Hey, did you get lost or something?" asked Bryn. She paused, looking
at the man behind the bar. "You're Joe Dawson. Tara pointed you out. You
used to stay at our house when I was a kid."
Joe looked up and nodded. "Bryn O'Neill. I haven't seen you since you
were about so high." He indicated a level of about four feet with his hand.
"With braces and pig tails, don't remind me." Bryn shook her head in
remembrance. "Boy, this really is like homecoming week." She turned in
MacLeod's direction, her eyes drifting to the man at the end of the bar.
Amused, he caught her glance.
"Oh, Bryn, this is Adam Pierson, a friend of mine. Adam this is Bryn
O'Neill, Tara's sister."
Bryn held out her hand. "Hello." She looked up at him politely, and
her breath caught in her throat. His eyes are beautiful. But he
looks...out of place some how.
Methos turned to acknowledge the introduction...and stopped. He
suddenly knew why Tara O'Neill had seemed so familiar. Though it was
impossible that the two women were blood related, Bryn being immortal,
their resemblance to each other was uncanny. Facially, they would easily
be tagged as sisters, but where Tara had straight blonde hair, Bryn's was
red and curly. The sounds of the bar seemed hollow in his ears, and
everything around him began to turn as he stared into the face that had
haunted his dreams for the past three years.
"Nice to meet you," he muttered, quickly releasing her hand and
turning away. His breath came in great gulps and he prayed no one noticed.
MacLeod frowned at his friend's rudeness.
Methos continued to stare at the bar, trying to convince himself that
this wasn't really happening. Damn it old man, get a grip. It's not
her, just someone who looks like her. You really have to get over this.
"Duncan, do you mind if I sit here and visit with Joe?" Bryn asked.
She had noticed the way Adam had looked at her. Perhaps this needed a
little exploring. It had been a long time since she had had anyone in her
life. There was a time, after the 'accident' that she doubted she would
ever have the courage or desire to meet anyone again. She had firmly
convinced herself that for her there would be no husband, no children. She
would never gain back the ability to trust someone that much, and besides
who would want her? Men wanted wives with smooth, soft skin, not scars
criss-crossed everywhere.
"No, fine. Tara and I have some catching up of our own to do." MacLeod
took the drinks and returned to the table.
"Bryn...that's a beautiful name." Methos tried hard to make the
comment sound as normal and off-hand as he could. He realized his bizarre
behavior had been noticed and didn't want her to think...well, he really
didn't know what he wanted her to think.
"Thank you. It's Welsh for..."
"Mountain." Methos smiled.
"You speak Welsh?" Bryn asked amazed.
"A bit." And Gaelic, and French, and Spanish, and German, Italian,
Russian, and a dozen other languages you've never heard of.
"Are you from Wales? From your accent I can tell that you're not from
around here."
Methos shook his head. "I'm from a lot of places."
"Tara tells me you're a dancer," Joe said, looking to distract Bryn's
attention from the immortal's background. He had seen the sparks between
the two of them and wasn't sure he liked where it was going, especially if
what MacLeod said was true.
"Yes. At least I used to be. I had an...accident a few years back. I
haven't danced much since." Bryn bit her lip. "I went back to school and
studied interior design. That's what I do now. But I do miss the dancing."
She smiled as happy memories flooded her mind. "I was in the original cast
of Lord of the Dance, I was...."
"Third girl from the end," Methos supplied before he could stop
himself. Hell, it is her.
"So, she managed to wangle an introduction did she?" Tara asked
MacLeod as he set her drink in front of her.
"Who? Bryn? She didn't need to be introduced to Joe, she already knew
him." He dropped into the chair beside her.
"Not Joe, Adam." Tara smiled. "She's thinks he's cute."
MacLeod turned to look at his friend. "I can think of a lot of words
to describe Adam. 'Cute' would not be one of them. 'Fraid she won't get
too far with him."
"It's good to see her enjoying herself. She rarely goes out. She's
okay with him isn't she?" After months of looking after her sister, Tara
was still having a hard time letting go.
"With Adam? Yeah, she's fine. He'll just make somewhat polite
conversation with her before he disappears off home like he always does.
Romance is not his thing. After tonight, she'll probably never run into
him again."
Bryn turned to Methos as Joe moved down the bar to serve some
customers. "What?" she demanded. "What did you say?"
"Nothing," Methos said miserably, not looking at her. Why had he said
anything? Why hadn't he just kept his mouth shut? He knew why. Hers was
the face he had searched for in crowds. The reason he had hung around
London airports, deliberately catching later flights in the hopes that she
just might be there too. When he closed his eyes at night, her face was
there. He had waited for this minute, never thinking it would occur. And
now it had.
"No, you said third girl from the end. How did you know that? How..?
Did you see the show or something?" Bryn looked at him, a touch of fear in
her eyes.
He nodded.
"But how would you remember... Oh, God, you saw me didn't you?" Bryn's
hand flew up to cover her face. "You were there the night I fell." The
explanation relieved her somewhat.
Again Methos nodded. He was there the night she fell. What he didn't
tell her was that by that time, he had seen her in the show every night
for almost four weeks.
Three years ago. London. It had begun innocently enough. He was still
a Watcher and, bored with research, he had headed out for a quiet drink
when he ran into a friend. The friend had a ticket to Lord of the Dance
and no interest in going. With little encouragement, he gave the ticket to
Methos and wished him a good night.
Surprisingly the evening out appealed to him. It had been years since
he had been to the theatre. And besides, the Irish music would remind him
of his 'younger' days.
He picked up the soft, fragile buzz as the lights went down. It hadn't
been there before, so it couldn't be anyone seated nearby. It had to be
someone on stage. Seven women began the opening number, and one of them
would be immortal one day. By process of elimination, the dancers moving
closer or further away from where he sat, he dismissed the first two.
Then his eyes fell on the third girl, and he felt the air rush out of
his lungs. It was her. With waist-length copper curls and seemingly
endless legs, she was beautiful. Methos watched her, fascinated. By the
end of the show, he couldn't have told anyone what he had seen. Only that
he had seen her.
The next day he bought another ticket. And the next day. And the next.
He soon discovered that she had Tuesdays and Fridays off, and on those
days sat in his apartment and brooded, counting the hours until the next
show. He told himself it was insane, obsessional, he didn't even know her
name for Christ's sake! The programme simply listed all the dancers in
alphabetical order.
After debating with himself for days, he finally screwed up the
courage to call the publicist named in the programme. He told the woman a
convoluted tale of his being a casting agent looking for a dancer, a
dancer with a specific look. The woman had sternly told him to put it in
writing, hanging up the phone before he could ask anything more.
Waiting backstage was equally useless. She had been surrounded by
friends the few times that he had glimpsed her leaving. Methos had melted
into the shadows miserably, wondering what kind of an idiot he was. He was
acting more like a love-struck sixteen-year-old than someone who had been
alive for centuries. He had questioned absently if he had ever actually
been sixteen. But then he remembered that he had.
Not knowing what else to do, he had simply continued to attend the
show, hoping for a miracle. Every night he went, he promised himself it
would be the last time. But it never was. Finally the miracle presented
itself. He stood in the rain for an hour and paid two hundred pounds for a
ticket that would get him into the show and to a cocktail reception with
the cast afterward. It was now or never, he told himself.
That was the night she fell. The sixth number, a quick timestep that
she had performed flawlessly every evening until now. Her foot caught on
the costume piece that she had discarded at the beginning of the dance.
The crowd gasped audibly as she went crashing down on one knee, her face a
mixture of pain and horror. She recovered quickly and completed the dance
in perfect sequence with her castmates, but Methos could see the agony in
her eyes.
She danced no more that night; another girl took her place. Afterward,
at the reception, Methos made polite conversation for two hours before
finally admitting to himself that she wasn't coming. He had lain awake all
night, his disappointment hanging over him like a dark cloud.
She didn't dance the next day. Nor the next. And after a week Methos
had to face the fact that she was gone. Injured or banished, he knew not
which, nor cared. He only knew that she was out of his life and he had no
way to find her again. That was when the dreams began.
And now, three years later, she sat beside him, on a stool, in Joe's
bar. Her hair was shorter, just past her shoulders. Her face was pale, as
if she didn't go out much, and her eyes had dark smudges beneath them that
told of too little sleep, but it was her. Alive. Breathing. And still pre-
immortal. Methos breathed slowly, willing his heart to slow down, sure
that everyone could hear it.
"I'm so embarrassed. The only night I *ever* fell and I have to meet
someone who not only saw it, but remembers it. Remembers me!" Bryn blushed.
Methos shrugged. "It happens". Oh, that was brilliant! Very
comforting!
She laughed and shook her head. "Not to me it doesn't. Or at least it
didn't until that night. That was the last night I danced you know." She
smiled sadly.
"You had your accident after that?" The word 'accident' caught in his
throat. He remembered the pictures Tara had tossed on the bar earlier.
Stefan DeWinter is no accident. He's a bastard and a dead man if he
ever crosses paths with me, Methos promised her silently.
"Yes, I did," Bryn replied, looking away. Time to change the subject.
"What do you do?" she asked of him, taking a drink of her wine.
"I'm a student, grad student." The cover he had used as a Watcher was
one he often fell back on when faced with questions he didn't want to
answer.
"Studying what? No, don't tell me, let me guess." She closed her eyes
as if in deep thought. "Something to do with history."
He looked at her, surprised that she had had known. "Mac told you."
"No, I guessed. You don't look the type to be studying poli sci. I
think you have an old soul," Bryn replied.
Green eyes met gray ones and held for a brief moment, then an awkward
silence descended upon them. Methos vainly racked his brain for something
to say. Anything. But it was no use. He couldn't string two thoughts
together. 5,000 years old, survivor of numerous wars and battles, able to
defend himself more than aptly against any immortal, and this small, elfin
woman had rendered him stupid and speechless.
"Well, I should be getting back to the table I guess. Duncan and I
have a lot to catch up on." Taking his silence as disinterest, she slid
down from the stool reluctantly. "It was nice meeting you Adam." She shook
her head. I should have known better. A guy like this would *never* be
interested in someone like me. "Joe, good to see you. I'll drop in
again some time." Bryn turned and walked back to the table.
"She looks great," commented Joe. "Who ever took care of her after the
'accident' did a wonderful job. She's very pretty."
"She's beautiful," murmured Methos, his gaze following her across the
floor.
Joe looked at him sharply, decided he must have misheard, and moved
back down the bar.
Tara, MacLeod and Bryn traded stories and memories for the rest of the
evening. Methos watched them, an odd feeling in his stomach that
intensified as he watched Bryn and MacLeod laughing together. He realized
he was jealous that the man had Bryn's attention. I'm jealous over
someone I just met. How sane am I? He shook his head, and downed the
rest of the beer. Time to go.
"Catch ya later Joe. I'm gone."
"See ya. Take care."
Methos stretched, grabbed his coat from behind the bar, and started
for the door. He paused momentarily, then turned back to the table where
Bryn sat with MacLeod and Tara. Part of him didn't want to leave.
Suppose it wouldn't hurt to display some manners. Methos wandered
back toward the table, trying to convince himself that was all this was.
"I'm heading out. It was nice to meet you both." He avoided Bryn's
eyes and stared at Tara.
Bryn looked up at him, wondering if he were married, had a girlfriend,
would like a girlfriend, a housemaid, a slave, any of the above. "We
should be going too," she said with a sigh. "I have a client to see early
tomorrow, and I can't be late." She rose, looking at Tara expectantly.
"Ahm, there was something I..." Tara looked at MacLeod. With the
exception of a few meaningful looks, they hadn't had a chance to discuss
what they were going to do about Stefan DeWinter.
"I can take the car. Duncan can drop you off later," Bryn suggested.
"No, that's fine. Duncan and I can talk some other time." Tara began
to gather her things. She didn't want Bryn going home alone, not when
Stefan DeWinter was out there.
"I can drop her off." Methos wasn't sure whether he had actually said
the words, or simply thought them, until he registered MacLeod's look of
surprise.
"You don't have to you know. I can catch a cab or something." Bryn was
undecided whether she wanted him to drive her home or not. Being with a
stranger in a crowded bar was one thing, being alone in a vehicle with
them was another.
"No, it's no problem. I can take you home," Methos replied, not
meeting her gaze. He couldn't think straight when she looked at him; any
intelligence he may have once possessed seemed to fly out the window. Why
he had volunteered to take her home was beyond him. Liar, you know
why.
"Okay, thanks." She smiled up at him, then bent down and kissed
MacLeod's cheek. "It was lovely to see you again. I've missed you."
"I've missed you too. Good night." He ruffled her hair.
Methos clenched his teeth and turned for the door. No matter how
stupid the feeling was, the fact remained that it hurt to see how familiar
MacLeod was with her.
You've got ways to take hold of my thoughts
Overriding my senses
Lock your sights dead in line with my heart,
Share your power
You stir my soul
And whet my hunger
And weave that spell that pulls me under
Lawrence Gowan ~Moonlight Desires~
III:
Outside the rain had stopped, leaving puddles everywhere. They walked
silently toward the parking lot. Methos watched her under his eyelashes,
noting the graceful way she moved. He opened the driver's door and got in,
tossing his coat to the back. Then he slid over to unlock the passenger
door for Bryn, asking where they where going.
She gave him directions, watching him nod his understanding of where
they were headed.
"You really don't have to do this you know. If it's out of your way I
can take a cab or a bus or something." Part of her hoped he'd say yes,
part no.
Yeah, and I'd answer to MacLeod tomorrow when he found out about
it, thought Methos. He knew that in reality, MacLeod's reaction had
nothing to do with it. He wanted to take her home, wanted to be with her.
"No, it's not out of my way."
Bryn smiled to herself. She breathed deeply, taking in his smell of
sandalwood and musk. Relax, she told herself. He's a friend of
Duncan's.
Methos pulled onto the road, turning the radio on with one hand as he
went. At first the conversation was stilted, as both struggled to overcome
their shyness and find a common interest to discuss. After awhile the
awkwardness left, and they chattered on easily. Methos found himself
discussing the truth or myth of Arthurian legends, the recent crisis in
Iraq and the latest plotline of "ER", of which he had never heard, much to
Bryn's disbelief.
They drove through the city to its very outskirts, the neighborhoods
becoming more secluded the farther they went. This was a very old area of
town, still heavily wooded. The houses were often large, set in oversized
properties of one or two acres. Each was situated in such a way that from
any one of them, even though you were still within city limits, you'd be
hard pressed to see the home of your neighbor, or the streetlights that
lined the road.
It wasn't until Methos turned onto the adjoining street to Bryn's home
that he realized he was being followed. No buzz, so it couldn't be
DeWinter, or any other head hunting immortal for that matter. Who the hell
else would follow him?
"Damn," Bryn muttered.
"What?"
"I forgot about the road construction. We live in that little crescent
up there, we back onto the river, but the road is closed. This is as far
as you can go." She pointed to a spot a bit farther up the road. "If you
just drop me off there I can walk the rest of the way."
"Not on your life. MacLeod would have my head. I'll walk you the rest
of the way."
She laughed at his words, certainly not taking them seriously. "All
right, if you insist."
Methos parked the Range Rover. The vehicle following him drove past,
turned and drove back down the street. He turned to Bryn. "Stay right
there." He got out and locked the door. Opening her door, he helped her
onto the uneven sidewalk. He hesitated a moment, then opened the back
door, removed his long coat and put it on. Better safe than sorry. They
began to walk up the road toward the crescent.
"Quiet neighborhood," remarked Methos, looking over his shoulder to
see if anyone followed. The street was empty.
"Yeah, that's what we like about it. Old too. I grew up in this house.
It belonged to my parents. And to my paternal grandparents before them.
It's over a hundred years old." Bryn spoke with pride. "I love it here.
It's where I want to raise my children."
Methos smiled tightly. Oh Bryn, who will be the one to tell you
that there won't be any children. Another thought came tripping over
the heels of his first one. The sudden awareness that he wanted to be the
one to tell her, to hold her while she cried the tears he knew would fall.
He hurriedly pushed the thought aside.
The streetlights only went a portion of the way up the street. They
left the pool of light of the last one and made their way in the moonlight.
It was Methos' warrior instinct, rather than his immortal one, that
caused him to grab Bryn with one hand and toss her, none too gently, into
the bushes that grew beside the road. In a fluid motion he grabbed the
Ivanhoe from beneath his coat a fraction of a second before two men rushed
out in front of them. One carried a machete, the other a switchblade. He
heard Bryn gasp as she saw the sword glitter in the moonlight.
"This doesn't have to get messy." The shorter fellow eyed the sword
nervously. It was a complication they hadn't planned on.
"I have no intention of it getting messy. At least not for me," Methos
said evenly. "I'm not entirely sure what your intentions are, but if this
is a game of rock, paper...blades... I think I just won."
"We just want her." The taller one nodded in Bryn's direction. "This
doesn't have to involve you."
"No, you're wrong. It does involve me. She already has a date. I
suggest you look elsewhere."
The two men glanced at each other. The man who hired them said it
would be easy, that the girl would be alone. He certainly hadn't mentioned
anything about a man with a sword.
"Now, be good little thugs and run off before someone gets hurt, quite
probably you, all right." Methos was annoyed. It was bad enough that he
had to occasionally fight immortals, now mortals were appearing before him
wielding sharp implements too.
Suddenly, all he saw was the flicker of a blade as it flew toward him.
He dodged to the left slightly but not quite fast enough as the knife
caught him across the upper arm, slicing through the coat, the sweater
underneath and his skin. He felt the blood begin to flow.
"I see you're not very good at following directions," he hissed,
raising the sword. He swung at the two men, catching one across the
shoulder as he turned to run. The man screamed but managed to stay on his
feet and keep running.
Methos, mentally wondering if this were a set up to clear him from the
scene, let them go. Chasing them would do no good. He looked at his arm
where the blood lay cold and sticky on his coat, but no wound was left.
This will take some explaining. He turned back to Bryn.
"You okay?"
Silence.
"Bryn? Bryn, are you okay? They're gone." His eyes searched the bushes
where he had pushed her. He couldn't sense her anymore.
Clouds moved past the moon, flooding the street with light.
"Bryn, mo chroi, where are you?" The Gaelic endearment slipped off his
tongue without thought.
She was gone. Cursing in a language not heard in more than 2,000
years, Methos took a deep breath. Damn it! He'd scared her. Well, who
wouldn't be scared if two men jumped out at you and the person with you,
whom you had just met, pulled a three-foot sword from under his coat,
he mused.
He looked around him, down the street toward the Range Rover and up
toward the houses at the end of the crescent. If I wanted to run and
hide from someone or something, where would I go?
He started for the trees.
Bryn ran as soon as she saw the sword. What the hell was Adam doing
with a sword? She didn't doubt that he could handle the two thugs, but
she felt it prudent to take shelter. You never knew when someone would
bring a gun to a knife fight.
She cut across the grass and headed for the trees, meaning to skirt
around the few houses at the top of the crescent and enter her home at the
back. From there she would call the police. It was quiet, and leaves and
branches snapped under her feet as she went.
Suddenly, she heard someone behind her. Oh, no, they're coming!
She looked around for a different escape route. Her eyes landed on a small
shed. She moved as quietly as she could toward it.
Where the hell did she go? It was beginning to rain, and Methos
was in no mood to play hide and seek in the dark, not even with her. He
needed to get inside and call MacLeod. He had no doubt that the two men he
had chased off had been sent by Stefan DeWinter. DeWinter sounded the type
who liked to use outside help. Why get your hands dirty when you can pay
someone else to do it?
He stopped and tried to sense Bryn. Nothing at first, then ever so
slightly he began to feel her. He walked a bit farther, stepped out from
behind a large tree, and was just about to call her name when an inner
voice screamed 'down'. He dropped to his knees, hearing a loud 'thunk'
somewhere above him.
"Oh, my God, Adam! Are you okay? Oh, God I nearly killed you." Bryn
threw herself down beside him, grasping him by the shoulders.
Methos started at her nearness and her touch. Looking up he noted an
axe imbedded deeply in the tree, about where his neck would have been if
he hadn't dropped.
5,000 years old and the closest call I've had in ages is a near
immortal who doesn't have a bloody clue what she's doing ...wouldn't that
have been a joke. Despite himself he smiled, realizing that if he had
to give his head up to anyone, he would rather it be to her.
He looked at her. "It's okay, they're gone. Where did you go?"
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to leave you behind, it's just that...I
ran." Bryn smiled weakly. "Survival instinct kicked in I guess."
That instinct might save your head one day, thought Methos.
"What the hell was that all about? And why do you have a sword?" she
demanded.
Just what Methos didn't want -- questions. "I'll tell you later.
Right now I just want to get inside, in case they come back." He helped
her up.
His statement had the desired effect. Bryn momentarily put aside the
questions in her mind and focused on getting to the house. Taking her
hand, they made their way through the trees, skirting the gardens until
she indicated that they were behind the house. Coming around the front,
Bryn pulled a set of keys from her pocket.
"You'll come in, won't you?" She gazed at him. He could see she had
been badly frightened.
"Yeah, I want to call MacLeod and have him bring Tara home in case
those guys are still out there." Methos knew they were long gone, but
needed to alert MacLeod that DeWinter had made another attempt for Bryn.
"Here, let me." He took the keys from her shaking hands, inserted one
into the door and turned it. Pushing Bryn inside before him, he scanned
the street one last time before shutting the door.
"Kronos!" Bryn's voice cut through the stillness of the house.
In an instant, Methos whirled and had the sword out, his breath
catching in his throat. Kronos! No, it couldn't be. Not here. Not
now.
"Hey, don't!" Bryn protested, dropping to her knees.
Methos looked down into a pair of large, expressive brown eyes,
attached to an equally expressive face and finished off with a large black
tail that waved happily. The big, shaggy black dog calmly regarded him and
the weapon.
"Kronos?" His voice cracked.
"Yes, my dog. Tara gave him to me for prot...company." Bryn corrected
herself quickly.
"Interesting name."
"Yes, I read it in a book somewhere. I thought it sounded gentle."
Gentle? Oh, sweetheart you have absolutely no idea. Methos
shook his head at the thought.
Bryn eyed the sword warily. "What is it with you and that thing? Why
do you carry a sword?"
His mind sought frantically for a logical explanation. "It's part of
my studies. Part of my work." Not a total lie.
"But why did you have it under your coat?" She raised an eyebrow
questioningly.
Methos sighed. "I...I didn't want to leave it in the Rover. I was
afraid it would be stolen." The lie sounded lame even to his ears. One day
she would have to be told what she was and what would happen to her, but
now was not the time. Besides, MacLeod was better at these things than he
was.
Bryn eyed him suspiciously, not sure whether to believe him or not.
"I'd feel a whole lot better if you'd just put it away somewhere."
Methos followed her gaze to his sword. "Err...here okay?" He thrust it
unceremoniously into the umbrella stand in the hallway.
It was then she noticed the blood on his arm. "You're hurt. They
stabbed you. Here let me take a look."
"NO." The force of his voice stopped her in her tracks. "It's fine.
Just a scratch." Wonderful, more questions!
"But all that blood, it must be deep. You might need stitches."
"I'm fine, really. It looks worse than it is." His tone told her the
subject was better left alone.
Bryn shrugged. Fine, if he wants to play super hero, let him.
Methos knew that once she got over the initial shock of the
confrontation, Bryn would start to ask questions again. Questions he
didn't really want to answer. He had to get MacLeod and Tara here, fast.
"I need to use the phone. To call Duncan," he said.
"Sure, no problem. It's in the kitchen. I'll make us some tea." She
moved down the hall. "This way."
He followed her. Tea would keep her busy.
"It's right there." Bryn nodded toward a pine rolltop desk in the
corner of the kitchen, and moved to the stove.
He dialed the bar.
"Joe? It's Adam. Is Mac still there?"
"Sure, he was just leaving. Problems?"
"Yeah, but nothing I couldn't handle. Let me speak to him will ya."
"Hey Mac, it's for you," Joe yelled at the departing couple.
MacLeod turned back to the bar. Tara followed, concern on her face.
"It's Adam. Something's gone down." Joe handed the phone over.
"What happened? Where's Bryn? Is she okay?" MacLeod gripped the phone.
"She's fine. So am I in case you were worried. We ran into a bit of a
problem at the house."
"DeWinter?" MacLeod's eyes met Tara's.
"No, but I think he may have sent them. I took care of it." Methos
lowered his voice. "Unfortunately taking care of it included a sword. Bryn
saw it. So far she hasn't said much, but pretty soon she's going to have
questions. A lot of them. I think you should get over here and fast."
"Yeah, we're on our way." MacLeod moved to hang up.
"And MacLeod.."
"Yeah?"
"She's going to have to be told." Methos hung up the phone and turned
to Bryn.
"Mac and your sister will be here soon."
"The tea will be ready in a minute," she replied, hugging herself. The
reality of what had happened earlier was starting to settle in.
"You really should get out of those wet clothes." If he could keep her
busy, perhaps he could postpone the questions, at least until MacLeod got
there.
"Yeah, I'm freezing." She hugged herself tighter. "I'll just go
upstairs and change." She moved to the base of the staircase and looked
up. Methos saw her bite her lip.
"Would you like me to come with you?" he asked gently.
"Please." Bryn looked at him with relief.
Taking her hand, he climbed the staircase in front of her.
"I don't think that there is anyone here, really. It's pretty silly of
me, but I just...," her voice trailed off.
"You don't have to explain." Not to me, not ever.
He followed her down the hall and into a bedroom. She switched on the
bedside lamp, bathing the room in soft light. The room was painted a pale
yellow with stenciled roses just below the ceiling. A rose coloured duvet
covered the bed. It was warm and inviting, completely different from his
bedroom, which, despite his having been in the apartment two years, still
looked like he had just moved in. He looked around appreciatively.
Bryn pulled a black sweatshirt from a dresser drawer and leggings from
the wardrobe.
"I never thanked you." She turned back to Methos.
"What for?"
"What you did back there. Taking care of me. Not too many people would
have stuck around like that."
Their eyes met and held. Her eyes, they reminded him of the Irish Sea
in a storm...gray and silver. He reached out and gently rubbed his
knuckles over her cheek, extending his fingers into her hair in a loving
caress. "You're welcome. Any time."
They continued to stare at each other for a brief moment.
The soft scent of sandalwood broke through and touched Bryn's senses.
This is moving way too fast. I just met this guy. What's wrong with
me? She pulled away. "I'd better go and change, before I catch my
death."
With regret, Methos withdrew his hand. He followed her into the
hallway and watched her pad into the bathroom at the end.
Leaning against the wall, he put his head back and closed his eyes.
How long since he had felt these stirrings? Decades? Centuries? Never?
Yes, there had been others, too numerous to mention. But had it ever felt
like this? At his side, his fingers absently moved in remembrance of the
silky corkscrew curl they had so recently held. He smiled to himself.
MacLeod would be proud of him. He had saved someone, thought of them first
instead of himself for a change. But he knew he hadn't done it for
MacLeod. He had done it for her. He jerked his head away from the wall,
eyes wide from the thoughts running through his mind.
Don't be stupid. You've only known her four hours, he counseled
himself. But then why do I feel like I've been waiting for her my whole
life?
The bathroom door opened, and Bryn emerged in clean, dry clothes. He
took her hand and they made their way downstairs where the kettle whistled.
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