where does the time go? seems like just yesterday it was summer time and i was a lil broken hearted and kinda didn't want to get into a relationship and then out of nowhere a friend turned into more than just that. Ahhhh it's almost been a year and i have to say it's been the best of my life. : )

gord and i met through a lil raver website called lounge x. talked a little bit on icq and then met at a few parties and talked a bit but nothing ever really happened. just "hi"'s and "bye"'s and things like that.

i guess you could say that gord was my lounge x/rave crush. i saw him at apex project that happened in the beginning of august but sadly i thought he had a girlfriend and never asked if he did or anything cuz i thought i didn't have a chance. it turned out that he was single but i didn't find that out till later that month when we had started talking a lot more online.

we were both bored out of our minds one nite and decided to go to a movie together but were undecided on which one to go to. the final choice was the cell. he looked oh so cute when i saw him waiting outside for me. i sat there sooooo nervous in the movie theatre wanting to hold his hand but was too chicken to do anything since we were basically going to the movie as friends since we didn't know each other that well yet.

at a later time he invited me over to his place to watch a video again nervous as hell i tried to kinda give him the picture that i liked him and wanted to cuddle during the film but i wasn't getting any responses. : (

we fell asleep on the couch and in the morning i had to leave early cuz i had to work, so i gave him a hug as i went. it was a nice warm squishy hug that made me feel awesome inside and then without warning he leaned in and kissed me. not one of those i wanna taste what you had for dinner kinda kisses but a sweet fairy tale kinda kiss. i just tingled all the way home and wondered where that was going to leave if anywhere since i hadn't had much luck in that department at all really in the past.

( : we've been together ever since : )