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The patient
first discussed arrived late yesterday. The first
picture, taken at about 6 PM shows the site after removal
of the poultice.
As noted, it is bloodless and clean. The yellowish
material around the edges of the crater is poultice
powder that was difficult to remove without causing
unnecessary pain to the patient. So long as the site is
not jostled, it is not uncomfortable.
Her choice was to use more escharotic because she was
afraid that one round perhaps didn't get the entire
malignancy.
This was confirmed about an hour later when the second
picture was taken. It clearly shows that more morbid
material was percolating to the surface. We tried
anesthetizing the treatment
(with a topical cream) site so that a further application
of the
escharotic would not be painful. In fact, this method
proved intolerably painful. We removed the escharotic
almost immediately, applied another poultice, and made a
fresh escharotic this morning with heavy amounts of white
willow
bark. This proved to be entirely painless.
Due to the reaction last night to the escharotic, the
need for
crisis management was tremendous. The pain was a shock,
but the fear went deeper.
The fear, of course, was that there would be no way to
remove the tumor that was bearable. This translated into,
"I'm dying." We did a music therapy session
late at night, until well after midnight. First, there
was relaxation and a wonderful mixture of joy and
sadness. The patient is newly married, very much in love
with her husband who is devoted to her. That is the joy.
The sadness is that they both want more time to enjoy
each other
and their lives. She saw a year of conventional
treatments as stealing all their quality time. There was
endless juicing: purchasing vegetables; scrubbing
vegetables; juicing; drinking the juices; cleaning the
juicer; coffee enemas, and guilt if she missed a single
glass of juice or enema. Failure to conform to the
protocol meant death. When she started the work with me,
the first thing I did was give her back several hours
every day for herself by trimming the protocol. She looks
and feels more alive. This treatment is challenging, but
not nearly as time consuming as what she had been doing.
She had been in hospitals much of the year, in one case
for a full month. I got her back to her job where she can
feel like she is living, not dying. She likes her work,
but since she is a visible person, I won't say what it
is. However, there are other things she wants to do that
are more purposeful and creative. Treatment was robbing
her of the time these pursuits would require. She is
still juicing, but not the prescribed 13- 8 ounce glasses
a day. She is being more normal without being careless.
In the latter part of the music therapy, she saw choices
and the
ramifications of the choices, and she dialogued with her
soul about issues and directions.
This morning, she was steady, focused, calm, and
encouraged. What I am saying is that though there is here
a method for removing the tumor, there is much more to
the healing process than herbs and supplements.
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