In my disease, I had this terrible need to control everything and everyone in my path. Like the actor in the AA Big Book, I was forever arranging things the way I thought they should be, only to find that when I was done, I had ripped through the area like a tornado on the plains.

Often I would claim my actions were done out of a spirit of love. When I didn't get my way, I would announce to the world that I was not loved and would head for the solitude of my binge foods.

Today, as I work my program, I find that, by taking the Third Step, I am truly extending myself for not only my own growth, but for those around me as well. When I decide to turn my will and my life over to the God of my understanding, I don't have to be the Director of the World! As I once heard in a meeting, "The position of God is filled. They did not ask for resumes, they did not take applications, there was no ad in the classifieds. So what makes you think you can apply for the job?" By not extending myself into God's role, I am extending love.

One Day at a Time . . .
I pray that I may stay out of my Higher Power's way, and by doing so, extend myself for spiritual growth.

~ Mark Y. ~

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