March 3, 2000
Skip skip skip to ma lou! I'm really starting to jam to those kids songs. The're oldies but goodies! LOL as you can see I am in a most excellent mood! I lost 1.6 lbs these past two weeks. Now that may seem like very little, but you have to keep in mind that I was not exercising for 10 days and I ate horribly. Girls Scout Cookies came in and well so did my craving for them. I'm so pumped that I even wrote down everthing I've eaten today! That's a triumph for me too! I was horrible at keeping track of what I ate. Now I just have to stay focused and motivated. My mood has been so crappy these last few weeks! I must focus on the positive. I'm starting to meditate again. I love putting on a cd with soft techno synthosizer type music. Sometimes I put on the rain storm cd.
Another thing I have to keep working on is patience. I have paper thin patience. With myself that is. My level increase 200% with Maddie. Oh, I forgot to tell ya that I've scheduled an appointment with a modeling agency. I've been told by so many people that she could be the next gerber baby that I thought I would check it out. None of this beauty pagent thing, but there is good money in modeling and when it's her time to go to college I"m sure we'll appreciate any thing we can get.
I have to work tonight. Let's hope it's better then yesterday. Mood wise that is. I don't have to close, but since I'm not going in until 5:30pm I'll still be one of the last out. Typically it is slow on Fridays because everyone stuffs themselves at the happy hour...sigh can't complain. I choose the shift. Tah~