Dear Karen,
One day you will find this page and hopefully, you will remember
who I am and who I was. I'm making this page because I know one day I will
have to leave. I have been with you, by your side, watching you get
better for over two years now. I was there when you first opened your eyes. Five days after that horrible accident.
I was there the first time you laughed, and for every miraclous step
you took on your way to recovering.
You might not remember everything that has happened,
But, I've been waiting for you to come home all this time. When your
brother moved you to Erie I followed you. I knew, in spite of Jack's
honorable attempts to keep you safe, that you would need somebody to
br there for you. For support, for understanding, for love...
I'm doing my best for you, and I am still here for you to this day. I
will always love you and you will always be my girl. No one could ever
change that. Remember when I promised you that if anything ever happened
to you that you would never be alone again? I still hold on to that. Even
though I may not be there as much physically, my heart is always there 24/7
Again, I know one day I will have to leave, I have Alexis and Taylor at home who need me as well. And I know you wouldn't want me to neglect them. When I leave Erie, I will leave with you in my heart, never to
leave. I will live my live for you and in memorandum of you.
Everything I have ever done has been for you or about you, this will never change. When I leave I will leave with you in my heart.
I love you Karen. You are the dream I've been chasing since I was a little boy
Remember, I told you that dream? my dream was that my girl, my woman, my wife would be smart, funny, and beautiful. You came along when I least expected
it. I never dreamed I would have to travel across the country to find you
But that where you were. And I did it twice.
I love you Karen. I will always love you.
My Boogaloo.
There's a place for us,
Somewhere a place for us.
Peace and quiet and open air.
Wait for us.
Somewhere,
there's a time for us,
Someday a time for us.
Time together with time to spare,
Time to look, time to care.
Someday!
Somewhere.
We'll find a new way of living,
We'll find a way of forgiving
Somewhere.
There's a place for us.
A time and place for us.
Hold my hand and we're half way there.
Hold my hand and I'll take you there
Somehow,
Someday,
Somewhere!
God Bless you Karen.
and remember
"If you get there before I do
Don't give on me
I'll be there when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Just you wait and see
And between now and then
'til I see you again
I'll be lovin you.
...Love, Me."
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