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MICHELLE - 12/10/00 03:11:40
My Email:michellefuhr@msn.com
From (City/State/Country):: Waverly, Iowa
Name of Child:: Baby Fuhr
Date of Birth:: 12/6/00
Date of Death:: 12/6/00
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
Thank you so much for putting this web site together. We just gave birth to our 19 week boy. I was on tegretol medicine for seizure control and we are searching for information about how much the medicine had to do with our son's anencephaly. We would appreciate any information anyone might have. Thanks!

kris &frank ham - 12/03/00 02:18:47
My Email:royham@bellsouth.net
From (City/State/Country):: new orleans la
Name of Child:: stephanie
Date of Birth:: 101800
Date of Death:: 101800
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

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Dale & Julie Timberlake - 11/20/00 20:09:44
My Email:amybham@.net
From (City/State/Country):: Trenton, TN
Date of Birth:: due Feb. 4, 2001
Cause of Death:: anecephaly

Comments:
My baby was diagnoised with anecephaly on Memorial day weekend. I was devastated to find that my baby was not perfect. I have been full of lots of questions and fears. Every time she moves it makes it hard to believe that anything is wrong. I decided o care her full term, I was not sure that I could live with not knowing for sure that they weren't wrong. I think that one of the hardest things about this is going to be telling my little girl whom is 4 1/2. She is so excited that she is going to be a ig sister, and I just don't know how I will tell her that the baby just won't be coming home with us. My doctor wants to put me in the hospital the 1st week of Jan. to induce my labor. I will then be 36 weeks. I'm scared, I don't want to lose this baby The love that I feel is unimaginable. something like this makes you feel as if no one could possibly understand, but after reading your sight I know that I am not alone. It breaks my heart to no end to read the pain that this defect has caused so many Thanks for making me understand that I am not alone and that my carrying this baby is the right thing to do.

Laura Birdwhistell - 11/16/00 00:41:11
My Email:LauraMBird@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Lawrenceburg, KY
Name of Child:: Lindsay Anne Birdwhistell
Date of Birth:: Feb. 20, 1987
Date of Death:: Feb. 20, 1987
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
I'm not the child's mother, but her older sister. I was only five when she was born, but it has had a lasting impact on my life. I am a freshman in college and writing a research/influence paper on Lindsay and anencephaly. I have found you Anencephaly wareness page very useful and enjoyed reading the stories of the other "angels". It breaks my heart when I think of these children, and look forward to the day when I see Lindsay in heaven.

- 11/03/00 00:18:54
Name of Child:: Jessica
Date of Birth:: 12-28-98
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
Just wanted to say we Love you and Miss you so much! Love, Your Sisters and Brothers

Grainne & Sean McDonald - 10/04/00 20:18:37
My Email:grainnemcdonald@ireland.com
From (City/State/Country):: Ireland
Name of Child:: Jack
Date of Birth:: 8th December 1999
Date of Death:: 8th December 1999
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

Comments:
Thank you for your webpage. Coming up to the anniversary of Jack being diagnosed with anencephaly is very difficult - its comforting to read others stories and know we're not alone.

Brandon Hyatt - 10/03/00 00:09:44
My Email:Abhyatt@cs.com
From (City/State/Country):: LaPorte/Tx/USA
Name of Child:: Shannon Alysse
Date of Birth:: 08/30/99
Date of Death:: 09/01/99
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

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Phyllis - 09/29/00 03:56:21
My Email:Phyls2kids@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Lindenhurst NY
Name of Child:: Zachery
Date of Birth:: 5/21/99

Comments:
I long for all you parents with this dreadful disease. My son was born with a spinal/brain tumor called Anaplastic Oligodendroglioma/GLioblastoma Multiforme IV.Hes fighting his battle with this cancer everyday with chemo and radiation next year. I pray ev ryday he will be cured and he is fighting it everway his 16month old body can. So far since surgery and chemo that began this January no further growth from the 5% still left. Your poem is beautiful and I have kept it incase I should someday need it. God Bless your angel.

Steve & Vessy Tsimopoulos - 09/16/00 14:57:05
From (City/State/Country):: Parafield Gardens, South Australia
Name of Child:: MARIA
Date of Birth:: 21 January 1997
Date of Death:: 21 January 1997
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
After more than 3 years, I have just come across your site, how hard it was and still is. Our angel Maria was our fourth child and our first and only daugter. We were devestated when we lost her and even now 3 years plus the pain is still intense. We have since had two more wonderful sons. We always wanted 6 children and now we have them. Our 5 boys and precious daughter are our life, and even if Maria is not down here with us she is always by our side. She is never to far away, because she is in our heart to stay. Thankyou for your great site I think it's the greatest.

JOHNNY AND NICOLE BEANE - 09/09/00 07:06:06
My Email:TFPARSONS@AOL
From (City/State/Country):: CHARLESTON WV USA
Name of Child:: JOCIE NICOLE BEANE
Date of Birth:: 08232000
Date of Death:: 08232000
Cause of Death:: ANENCEPHALY

Comments:
WE FOUND ABOUT OUR DAUGHTERS CONDITION ON 08132000 AT 35WEEKS AND HAD HER 08232000. YOUR WEBSITE WAS A BIG HELP TO US. WE DIDNT KNOW ANYTHING TILL WE FOUND THIS. OUR DR WAS NO HELP BUT YOU GUYS WERE. WE ONLY HAD 10 DAYS TO FIND OUT ABOUT SOMETHING WE HAD EVER HEARD OF. THANK YOU! HOPEFULLY WE CAN GET TO WHERE WE CAN DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS ALSO, RIGHT NOW IT'S STILL TOO DIFFICULT.

angie - 09/07/00 01:31:34
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/s_closky/index.html
My Email:s_closky@yahoo.com
From (City/State/Country):: N.C.
Name of Child:: Angela Dawn
Date of Birth:: 9-21-99
Date of Death:: 9-24-99
Cause of Death:: SIDS

Comments:
Thanks so much for sharing your angel and all the information with us all.I have a club it is at http://clubs.yahoo.com/clubs/sidsandthelossofachild It is for families and friends that has lost a child for any reason Everyone is welcomed.Please take a loo at the club and join if you wish.Thanks and ((^i^ ANGEL HUGS ^i^))Angie

Salena and Charlie Gray - 09/04/00 23:35:53
My Email:salgray@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Beacon, New York
Name of Child:: William Charles Gray
Date of Birth:: 9/1/00
Date of Death:: 9/1/00
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

Comments:
This has rocked us. On 8/31/00, we found out our baby had a birth defect. On 9/1/00, I gave birth to our son and on 9/1/00, our son died. We were in a fog. I didn't know that I could choose to carry our son to term. I just followed along in a haze. n 8/28/00, the doctor called us to say that we were at risk for spina bifida. They arranged for an ultrasound on 8/31/00. During those two days we tried to cope with the thought that our first child would not be perfect. Then we found out that our chil would not be alive. We have had two miscarriages this past year and when we got pregnant with William, we were worried but optimistic. We were concerned about another miscarriage. It never entered our mind that our son could have a birth defect. Afte the first three months, it never entered our minds that we could lose our son. I am grateful for your site as well as other like yours. We are feeling hopeless and doomed. I am looking for every little bit of hope I can find. Salena

Kevin & Jessica Wenzel - 09/04/00 19:51:29
My Email:kjwenzel@pitnet.net
From (City/State/Country):: Hilbert, WI, USA
Name of Child:: Kendra Ann Wenzel
Date of Birth:: 8-16-2000
Date of Death:: 8-16-2000
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

Comments:
Your web site is very beautiful and informational Thank you very much, you've helped us a lot

Jody - 09/04/00 08:42:42
My Email:jodyallan98@yahoo.com
From (City/State/Country):: Eugene, OR USA
Name of Child:: Stephanie Lee
Date of Birth:: February 13, 1992
Date of Death:: February 13, 1992
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

Comments:
I was 18 years old, living with my 2 healthy children and my fiance of 4 years. We had planned on having 3 children, even though we were very young. We were excited when we found out that I was pregnant for the third time and didn't expect anything to go rong with the pregnancy. I had a blood test when I was 4 months pregnant. It was the Alpha-Fetal Protein test. It came back abnormal. The doctor called and says that sometimes this happens, not to be alarmed, but to come in for a follow-up ultrasound. During the ultrasound, the t chnologist turned the screen away from us and would not let us see the baby. No one would tell us anything. I was sent to a specialist which broke the terrible news to us that our baby indeed had a neural tube defect, anencephaly. We were very much in den al and prayed for a miracle, and carried the baby to term. The doctor tried to talk me into termination several times, all of which I refused. I was going to college full time during the time. One day I came home from school having contractions. I went in o the hospital at 8 1/2 months pregnant. I was beginning to dialate, but needed to have the gel put inside to help the labor along. I was very upset and didn't want to have the baby. I thought that as long as I could keep her inside of me, I could keep he alive. She was very active and I felt she already had a personality. After a very painful and long labor, Stephanie Lee was born. To this day, I swear that I heard a cry when she was born, however, everyone who was present at her birth says that she was orn still. I still remember holding her in my arms, not wanting to ever let her go. Her precious little fingers. She was perfect. I got to hold her twice before the funeral parlor took my precious baby away. I miss my little girl and think about her all o the time. I had another baby 16 months after her death and since have had 2 other healthy baby girls. I wish that the internet was around when I had Stephanie. There were very little resources around. I think that your website is helping me grieve over m baby girl, even after all of this time.

DAN AND LISA HARRIS - 08/19/00 19:18:00
My Email:BLADESTREAM@CS.COM
From (City/State/Country):: NEW CASTLE,PA USA
Name of Child:: CASSIDY MARIE HARRIS
Date of Birth:: JAN 25 2000
Date of Death:: JAN 26 2000
Cause of Death:: ANENCEPHALY

Comments:
WE WOULD LIKE TO HEAR FROM MORE PEOPLE WHO HAVE GONE THROUGH THIS EXPERIENCE. WE ARE HAVING A ROUGH TIME WITH THIS. WE REALLY THINK YOUR SITE IS VERY BEAUTIFUL!

Angela Smith - 08/11/00 18:40:05
My Email:angelamsmith@netzero.net
From (City/State/Country):: Marietta, GA, U.S.A.
Name of Child:: Crystal Marie
Date of Birth:: 2-2-79
Date of Death:: 2-2-79
Cause of Death:: anencaphaly

Comments:
I was never allowed to see my baby because I was 15 at the time. I don't think I have ever gone through the grief process correctly. After reading your story, I can't seem to stop crying. I feel for you and your family. Thank you for the information y u have provided. I do have one question....if I do have a little girl eventually, is there a possibility that I will pass this on to her...will she have a chance of having a baby with anencaphaly? That is the only question your web site did not answer. Thank you again for posting the information. God Bless You! Angela Smith

Victoria - 08/10/00 02:59:24
From (City/State/Country):: Daphne,AL
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

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Victoria - 08/10/00 02:48:13
My Email:DOCHIRO@111.AOL.com
From (City/State/Country):: Daphne, AL
Name of Child:: Alexander Ryan
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
I was 5 months pregnant, going for my routine US when my baby was given the dx. The most aweful thing i have ever experienced in my life. The due date of our boy was July 31st. Some days are good, some days are very bad. Trying to cope, and looking to talk with someone who had similar dx.

Jill and Tony Musco - 08/07/00 13:28:55
My Email:Hefgern@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: warwick/R.I./USA
Name of Child:: Lillianna Kathleen Musco
Date of Birth:: 4/4/99 Easter Day
Date of Death:: 4/4/99
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
thankyou so much to be given this opportunity to sign this beautiful guestbook. Please any mommys who have gone through this experience e-mail.

Jill and Tony Musco - 08/07/00 13:14:31
My URL:http://aol.com
My Email:hefgern@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Warwick/R.I./USA
Name of Child:: Lillianna Kathleen Musco
Date of Birth:: 4//4/99 easter day
Date of Death:: 4/4/99
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

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Lee-ann Pauley - 07/29/00 03:01:41
My URL:http://angelcameronpauley.Homestead.com
My Email:Pauley12@xtra.co.nz
From (City/State/Country):: New Zealand
Name of Child:: Cameron Andrew Pauley
Date of Birth:: 1/4/00
Date of Death:: 1/4/00
Cause of Death:: Placental Apruption

Comments:
What a beautiful site. Thanks for the candles, what a great idea.

Michelle Davis - 07/27/00 04:19:27
My URL:http://www.angelfire.com/ma3/chgdavis
My Email:mdavis76119@yahoo.com
From (City/State/Country):: Texas
Name of Child:: Christopher
Date of Birth:: May 19, 2000
Date of Death:: May 19, 2000
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
Thank for you for your heart warming story. I just started my page..it helps some. We also belong to MEND support group. We lost Christopher before he ever had a chance.

mike & Janelle - 07/23/00 01:52:46
My Email:Mtumeo@columbus.rr.com
From (City/State/Country):: ohio
Name of Child:: ????
Date of Birth:: dec 25 2000
Date of Death:: ???

Comments:
We just found out that we are facing the same problem. In 14 day we will find for sure the sonicgram show a enlarge head and neck and the ammio has blood in it. Thank you for your imformation on this subject.

Tyson Garner(Felicia) - 07/21/00 17:42:02
My Email:tga1031028@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Dallas,Texas
Name of Child:: Kayron L.Garner
Date of Birth:: 03/27/92
Date of Death:: 11/30/95
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

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Jane - 07/21/00 00:44:49

Comments:
I thank you with all of my heart that you are strong enough to share your story with all of us.

Howard &Dolores Trimborn - 07/20/00 02:58:25
My Email:TTT EXCAVATING@AOL.COM
From (City/State/Country):: SANTA FE,NM
Name of Child:: Tony M.
Date of Birth:: 05-29-83
Date of Death:: 05-29-83
Cause of Death:: ANENCEPHALUS

Comments:
your story was very touching.we found out about our tony when i was 17 weeks along ,we choice to give him a chance.we know he didn`t leave this world unloved he experniced love before our lord took him home again.letting him go was one of the harest thing six years before i give birth to michelle she was born with hydrocephaly,she now is a beautiful young lady of 24.

Carmon Ellis - 07/18/00 18:27:15
My Email:Jell237@cs.com
From (City/State/Country):: Durham, NC
Name of Child:: Dillion Ellis
Date of Birth:: 03/29/99
Date of Death:: 03/29/99
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
Thank You so much for this web page. It has helped me so much. Thank You for the burning light.

Delana Blackstone - 07/09/00 18:46:15
My Email:DBlacks800@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Cecilia, KY 42724
Name of Child:: Jesse Tyler
Date of Birth:: June 18, 1997
Date of Death:: June 18, 1997
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
I read your story about Baby Jessica and just wanted to tell you what a lovely tribute to your precious little one. I have been there also. I lost my son Jesse in 1997, and not a day goes by that I do not think about him. We were blessed to have a daug ter Jan. 1, 1999 who is healthy. Amazingly, she looks alot like her brother. I have talked with many women going through what we have, and I try to dispel the horror stories that they have been told and assure them that the pictures they have seen are n t what anencephalic babies look like. I believe that you sharing your pictures of Jessica will help these women and their families also. Sincerely, Delana Blackstone

Lester and Angie Burch - 07/07/00 15:50:32
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/angel_kayleedawn/
My Email:vshowell@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Baytown, Texas
Name of Child:: Kaylee Dawn Burch
Date of Birth:: March 16, 2000
Date of Death:: March 24, 2000
Cause of Death:: Brain and spinal cord adnormalities.

Comments:
Tammy, My granddaughter was born where the neurons did not migrate out from her brain. They say this is a rare thing and boy I hope so. Your site is such a wonderful informative place. You show so much love for your precious Jessica and you honor her by helping so many others.

Neal Horrom - 07/01/00 04:06:38
My Email:agri-concepts@msn.com
From (City/State/Country):: FL

Comments:
Your website is really great. My sister-in-law is carrying a baby with anencephaly. I am just trying to learn more about it. Thank you for being so open and honest about your experience. I am also looking for more information on the effects of large am unts of vitamin A on this condition. Any references or information you could pass along would be appreciated. God Bless Your Family ! Neal

Lorri Merryman - 06/29/00 23:53:31
My Email:olorri@tyler.net
From (City/State/Country):: Tyler, Tx
Name of Child:: Kerri
Date of Birth:: 03/17/1996
Date of Death:: 03/17/1996
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
Kerri was my 5th child also. I was 8 1/2 mo along when they discovered she was anencephalic. My pregnancy' s thus far had been relatively perfect so the dr. had not been compelled to look further. This was a very devistating event for myself, my husban and our older children. However my husband and I are now divorced and re-married, so it is hard to find someone to remember Kerri with. Thanks

Geoff and Dawn Shafer - 06/26/00 23:17:38
My Email:DnG1991@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Davison, Michigan
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
I am 18 weeks pregnant and Just was told that my baby has anencephaly. When my dr. told me I had no idea what this was. After a heartbreaking decision my husband and I had decided to terminate the pregnancy. We want to try again real soon. I have 2 health boys, and they are heartbroken knowing that mom isnt gonna come home from the hospital with their new little sister or brother. we decided not to know the sex of the baby for I am barely strong enough now to even terminate. I have to go for more tests th s week and It feels like I've been dreaming for 4 days. I couldnt carry this baby knowing what the outcome is gonna be. You have a very beautiful page and I really learned alot from it. It made me cry for all the babies who have this strange disease. God less and thank you for the beautiful page.

Matthew and Amy Heyroth - 06/07/00 01:52:58
My Email:Hirock22@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Green Bay, WI
Date of Birth:: 5/12/00
Date of Death:: 5/12/00
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
Great website! It has really helped my husband and I to read about other families who have gone through what we have. It still hasnt sunk in for us yet. It seems like a really bad dream. My husband and I want to start trying again as soon as we can, b t we are worried about the chances of the baby being anencephalic again. If anyone has advice or information, I would really appreciate hearing from you!

Roxanne and Najib - 06/05/00 17:25:05
My URL:http://mypage.goplay.com/Q's_ShOrTy/
My Email:roxannevolkers@hotmail.com
From (City/State/Country):: Holland
Name of Child:: Quinzell
Date of Birth:: 5-20-2000
Date of Death:: 5-20-2000
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

Comments:
Dearest Jessica,Your mommy did a great job making this site for you...I love it!I hope my lil' one is there with you in that place called Heaven. I hope all the best for your family.My own babyboy never saw the world outside my belly,his hotel for 7 month .Only two days befor I gave birth to Quinzell I heard that he was anencephelic.I was in the hospital because I was in labor...But after the doctors told me that my child had no chance to live after birth it stopped...Two days after that horrible day I had my beautyful boy.He never stopped fighting for his life.20 minutes befor he was born,he stopped kicking and fighting. After that night everbody wanted to see my beautyful boy...We made lots of photos.You can look at some at my homepage.You children all go a special place in my heart...Love from Quinzell's mommy...I love you 'Q'

Pam O'Day - 06/02/00 00:49:01
My Email:dwightoday@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Georgetown, De.
Name of Child:: Kyla Nicole
Date of Birth:: 07-21-95
Date of Death:: 07-21-95
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

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liz - 05/30/00 15:02:30
My Email:lillred_2000@yahoo
From (City/State/Country):: in
Name of Child:: robby
Date of Birth:: 1/4/92
Date of Death:: 3/30/99
Cause of Death:: HIT BY A CAR

Comments:
YOU HAVE BEN A GOOD FRIEND THANKS FOR BEING THARE

Brandy & Betty Boner - 05/23/00 05:30:51
My Email:NA
From (City/State/Country):: Council Bluffs, Iowa
Name of Child:: Unknown @ this time
Date of Death:: unknown

Comments:
My son Brandy just called me today crying that his baby to be in anencephalic, my heart is broken as is theirs, I am a nurse and can understand, they cannot even comprehend it. I lost a son in 1991, he was 20. the age doesn't matter, a loss is still a los and none greater the that of a child. Our comfort is that this little one will be in Heaven with his Uncle Shawn and our great Heavenly Father. We don't know or understand but God does and knowing why will not make a difference but knowing Who will. God less your site it has brought me a measure of comfort.

JESSICA - 05/17/00 05:05:38
My Email:MFOSNACHT@AOL.COM
From (City/State/Country):: WASHINGTON
Name of Child:: ABEGAYLE DENISE
Date of Birth:: MAY30TH
Date of Death:: NOT YET
Cause of Death:: ANENCEPHALY

Comments:
THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR PAIN I FEEL BETTER SEEING YOUR FAMILY, AND KNOWING WERE NOT THE ONLY ONE WHOSE BEEN THER. GOD BLESS YOU AND THE PRECIOUS HEALING THAT YOUR LETTING GOD DO THROGH YOU! ARE PAIN IS DEEP AND SHE ISNT HERE YET

Tina - 05/09/00 14:10:10
My Email:Onholyfire@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Virginia

Comments:
I wanted to tell you that your story was a blessing to me!! I would have done the samething!! I am a mother of 3 girls,had one miscarriage and am pregnant again!! God is a Awesome God and he has his reason for everything!!!! My heart goes out to you!!

Karen--'Claine's Mommy - 05/05/00 06:53:08
My URL:http://www.clainescorner.com
My Email:donormom@clainescorner.com
Name of Child:: Maclaine Elise
Date of Birth:: 7-3-99
Date of Death:: 7-6-99
Cause of Death:: hypoxia

Comments:
I admire you for continuing your pregnancy. This site is a wonderful tribute to your child.

Cheryl - 05/02/00 18:31:29
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/garrispc2/Nicholas.html
My Email:garrispc2@uswest.net
From (City/State/Country):: Washington State
Name of Child:: Nicholsa Ira Garris
Date of Birth:: Jan 13th, 2000
Date of Death:: Jan 13th, 2000
Cause of Death:: Chromosomal Abnormalities

Comments:
I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my Nicholas at 17 Weeks Gestation. It is the hardest thing I have ever been through. My prayers are with you. You have made a wonderful tribute to your daughter.

Clint and Ronda Booth - 05/02/00 03:06:35
My URL:http://n/a
My Email:booth.clint@mailcity.com
From (City/State/Country):: Calgary, Alberta, Canada
Name of Child:: Angel Booth
Date of Birth:: April 30,2000
Date of Death:: April 30,2000
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

Comments:
Hello folks. I wanted to write you because your story touched my wife and I very deeply. We found out that our baby was Anencephalic last Wednesday. We had the labour induced yesterday. We did not have your strength to carry our little one to term. We did get to hold her, have hand and feet prints done. It was good to tell her we loved her. She did not look all deformed, just very little and helpless. She is in our Heavenly Father's arms now. Thanks again for your story and your site. We will definitely tr to have a baby again. Love, The Booth family.

Janice Gruber(grandma) - 05/01/00 02:39:50
My Email:Jangr72@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Bartonville, IL/USA
Name of Child:: Kelsie Dru Dieckow
Date of Birth:: 08-21-94
Date of Death:: 08-21-94
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
Kelsie was our lst granddaughter. Her parents were stationed at Ft. Hood, Tx. We had never heard of anencephaly. She was still born. Her mom had been home for a baby shower in July of 1994. A few weeks after she went home, she started to have problem . She was due in November of 1994. She went into labor in August, and after a few tests was flown by helicopter to a military hospital in San Antonio, Tx. The drs there told them Kelsie had anencephaly. There was no hope of her living. The drs there ere very good to the kids, they were 19 and 20. They said if a few more sonos were done they should have found this out before then. After her birth, she was left with them for a few hours. The drs took pictures of them together, which was indeed appre iated. Kelsie was brought back to Il for burial. You have a very nice site here. My prayers are with you and your family.

linda jo and michael - 04/29/00 00:11:31
My Email:lindajosherrill@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: atlanta, georgia, usa
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
i had never heard of anencephaly until i discovered i was pregnant, and michael told me about his nephew. my brother-in-law and his wife had a baby with anencephaly. chose to induce labor prematurely. they, too, had a funeral and burial site for their b y. tracy, my sister-in-law, has faith that she will see and hold him again one day. i know in my heart that she is right. i am so sorry to read about your jessica, but know you will see and hold her again also.

keith +sandra wallace - 04/24/00 13:56:50
My Email:kjwslwamw@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: palm bch.gardens fl. usa
Date of Death:: 3/30/00

Comments:
we found out at 15weeks that are baby had anencephaly.we decided not to continue with the pregnancy it was the hardest thing that we ever had to do.but for us we didnt think we could contiue with the pregnancy knowing what the outcome would be.

john and dawn tindall - 04/21/00 14:24:12
My Email:jtin965573@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: indpls in
Name of Child:: brittany ann-rose tindall
Date of Birth:: dd 9-26-00
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

Comments:
my husband and i found out the other day that our little angel brittany has anencephaly. the shock of how god could do this to us is still in our minds everyday. this is our little girl you have 2 of our other babies ( from miscarriages ) let us have her. we are in sadness of never holding her, never hearing her say mommy or daddy, or never giving her all of our love like we do with our other children. thank you so much in sharing your story of you little angel. it meant so much to us.

Jessica & Robert - 04/20/00 20:26:30
My Email:jcasta1024@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Riverside, CA
Name of Child:: Luis
Date of Birth:: July 9, 1999
Date of Death:: July 9, 1999
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

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Thank you Tammy for such a wonderful website. It has given me a lot of support to know we are not the only ones who have lost such a beautiful baby to anencephaly. I was 22 weeks pregnant when I was told my baby would not live. It was devastating news, his was our first baby. My husband and I decided to terminate the pregnancy at 29 weeks. Its something I wish I would have reconcidered. My son Luis was still born on July 9, 1999 at 10:39 am. I held his life-less body and we took many pictures. He wa taken away and 5 days later we held his funeral. I wish I would have gone full term, perhaps my baby would have been born alive and I would have know what his cries sounded like, what it would have been like to see him move and eat and do all the other hings babies do. Even if it would have been for a short while. For all those who have just found out that your baby has anencephaly I would recomend you go full term. If there is anyone out there in the Los Angeles area and is going through or has gone through something like this please contact me.

marco & esther kamstra - 04/10/00 01:04:46
My Email:ekamstra@chello.nl
From (City/State/Country):: almere(netherlands)
Name of Child:: jaimy
Date of Birth:: ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Date of Death:: 16-12-1996
Cause of Death:: selective reduction

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hello. what a beautiful site u have! im esther and i also lost my little jaimy. i was pregnant of tripplets, and jaimy wasnt healthy,anencephalic also!we had to have selective reduction cause of our 2 girls also inside of me. i felt for a long time that i murdered my son. that i didnt try hard enough to do more! i think u did the best thing by carring to the end.we'd had a better way to say goodby then. i wish i could have done the same, thank you for sharing your story. it helps! lots of love and strenght from esther! ekamstra@chello.nl

Glen & Gail Lane - 04/07/00 14:56:57
My Email:GlenandGail@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Pickering, Ontario, Can.
Date of Death:: Feb. 21/00
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

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My husband and I found out our baby had anencephaly at 14 weeks pregnant. We have a 3 yr old son who knew he was going to get a baby brother/sister. We had to make a very difficult decision as to continue on or where I was not that far along I could hav a D&E. Because of our son and knowing how difficult it really would be knowing our child would not survive after birth we chose to end the pregnancy. It felt like the right thing to do. I have to thank you for putting out such a fantastic web page. I do not feel so alone. You have provided me with more information than the Clinical Geneticist at the hospital could. Thank you. I wish you and your all the best. Gail Lane

francine - 04/04/00 23:04:30
My Email:fmsunday@home.com
From (City/State/Country):: canada

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I resently came across some pictures of babys with anencephaly, i had never heard of this before. This lead me to find out more about it and that it when i came across your website...BEAUTIFUL!!! I am speachless, i will always think of you, your daughter and your family, Thank you for sharing your life with us Sincerly , Francine O'Connell

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Patricia - 03/22/00 12:00:30
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/Paris/Chateau/2025/Index.html
My Email:MyMisty102@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: NC
Name of Child:: Greg Furr
Date of Birth:: 12/13/59
Date of Death:: 10/7/84
Cause of Death:: Auto accident

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You have a beautiful and very touching site.

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i want to commend you for your strength

chris & michelle glover - 03/21/00 15:44:08
My Email:cnmglover@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: skiatook/ok/usa
Name of Child:: chrissy marianne
Date of Birth:: due august 17,2000
Date of Death:: n/a
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

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We have just found out five days ago that our baby has anencephaly. We are devestated and are feeling the greatest sadness we have ever experienced in our lives. We are to see a specialist this week and we face a tough decision. After reading your memo ial page I have been greatly touched by your courage. It scares me to think of carrying her full term and I want to know how you felt, physically, at the end of your term. My fear is leaving my two daughters, Maggie 5 1/2 & Hayleigh 1 1/2, behind withou a mother due to any complications. Please write back and share your experience with me. And pray for us strength and wisdom.

Sally - 03/20/00 01:57:48
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/sfaul16815
My Email:SFaul16815@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: PA, USA
Name of Child:: Sydney Nicole
Date of Birth:: June 14, 1999
Date of Death:: June 14, 1999
Cause of Death:: Cord Accident

Comments:
Tammy, You have done an absolutely wonderful job here. I was fighting the tears as I was reading all about Jessica and how you and your husband continued with the pragnancy. I didn't exactly know what anecelaphy was until I came here. I have heard many pa ents talk of it, but now I know what it is. I am so very sorry for your loss of Jessica. She is an amazing little girl. (((hugs))), Sally

McClure - 03/19/00 04:36:24

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I found the word Anencephaly. Noone could tell me what it was. I found your web page. Now I know what it is. She is with God, and happy and playing. Thank you for showing me what I did not know. And may God bless you and your family.

David & Stephanie - 03/15/00 03:20:48
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/courtney12_96
My Email:courtneys_mom_96@yahoo.com
From (City/State/Country):: Kansas
Name of Child:: Courtney Marie
Date of Birth:: 12-24-96
Date of Death:: 12-24-96
Cause of Death:: stillborn due to nurse neglect

Comments:
I just wanted to say how sorry I am for your loss! I commend you and your hubby for going ahead and continuing with your pregnancy. You two are very wonderful people for doing that. Please know that you and your family are in my thoughts. I know you have a very beautiful guardian angel watching over all of you. Take care! Love, Steph

John Anderson-G-parent - 03/12/00 19:47:59
My Email:japapio@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Papillion, NE, USA
Name of Child:: unborn

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We were just informed that our most recent grandchild has spina bifida and anencephaly. We are all shocked and our son and his wife are in tremendous turmoil over the decision to carry the child to term or terminate the pregnancy. Our Leslea is 18 weeks and this is very traumatic on us all. We are searching for answers and wisdom, as you might imagine. My wife and I are Christians and we therefore resist interrupting the pregnancy, but our kids are not strong in their faith. We will naturally support hem either way, but we are none the less very conflicted and distraught about the situation. Your story of Jessica was wonderful. Please pray for Michael and Leslea Anderson and their precious charge. Thank you

Emma & Simon Cotterill - 03/11/00 00:23:39
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/georgia_cotterill
My Email:emma.cotterill@cwcom.net
From (City/State/Country):: Derby, England
Name of Child:: Georgia Ellen Cotterill
Date of Birth:: 8th October 1999
Date of Death:: 15th October 1999
Cause of Death:: Hydrops Fetalis

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We are so sorry to read about you losing your precious daughter.Thank you for sharing your story.We are honoured to have read all about Jessica and to see her photos.Our hearts go out to you and your family. We found out at 19 weeks that the chance of our baby living was very slim.We chose to carry on with the pregnancy.9 weeks later our beautiful Georgia was born and we got 7 days with her.

Emma & Simon Cotterill - 03/11/00 00:09:29
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/georgia{

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cateye - 03/09/00 05:25:18
My URL:http://www.venturalink.net/~cateye
My Email:cateye15@catsrule.garfield.com
From (City/State/Country):: ventura calif

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We were in a church that believed you hve to trust God for healing and health, not on man (doctors). When Debbie got cancer, we thought God would heal her. We were determined to be "good" Christians, but we failed Debbie.

John and Joy - 03/02/00 18:37:16
My Email:joyboland@ppom.com
From (City/State/Country):: Cincinnati, OH
Name of Child:: Job Robert
Date of Birth:: 12/28/99
Date of Death:: 12/28/99
Cause of Death:: anecephaly

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Your daughter's memorial page is beautiful. I know that our little angels are safe in heaven.

Ruth Morris *Grandma" - 03/02/00 05:43:35
My Email:RABridges@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Calfornia
Name of Child:: John Paul
Date of Birth:: Due July 1st.
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

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My son and wife are having their first child as described above. So I have gone on the computer to find out all about this particular child birth. We are all devastated, but it is in the Lords hands..and he will help us thru this tramatic experience. HANKS FOR SHARING ABOUT YOUR LITTLE JESSICA..SHE IS AN ANGEL WITH JESUS.

Wendy - 03/02/00 01:30:19
My Email:mumaduck@yahoo.com
From (City/State/Country):: Raetihi, New Zealand
Name of Child:: Rosemary Anna
Date of Death:: 12 June 1983
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

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Tammy, your page is just lovely. I was touched by the lovely poem written for her Mummy, you. I was smiling at the part of how your tummy was painted by the children so Jessica could be part of Hallowen, how cute :-). The graphics are just so awesome. Jessica with her tedday, the angel watering the garden, butterflies. Your words of "a Mothers heart can see what the eyes cannot" how so very true for most loving Mothers. I feel so honoured to have ben here. Thank You. May The Great Spirit Father always keep your and your loved ones safe. Jessica your beautiful sweet little angel. Love Wendy xxx

Maya T. Cox - 03/01/00 21:55:27
My Email:M4T480@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Philadelphia, PA USA
Name of Child:: Taah
Date of Birth:: 01/11

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I am almost in tears after reading you homepage and "Jessica's story." Not tears of sorrow exactly, although I am sorry for your lost, but tears of joy that your family shows such strength and compassion. My daughter Taah was not born with any complicat ons; She is 5 years old now. But I can identify with your fears when you found out about your baby's diagnosis. I too was diagnosed with a problem. I was told that my baby would be born with Down-Syndrome and I had no idea what that was. I was devasta ed! I read and read, everything I could find on the topic so that I could be prepared for my baby. I know how you felt to just want to hold your child, even if only for one second. I want you to know that your site is wonderful and very inspiring. Than you for your courage and strength. Sincerely, Maya T. Cox

Duanna Fjelstad - 02/26/00 10:24:49
My Email:s3t6a3r6@aol.com

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I had to write back to you because I forgot to put my whole email address,I hope you will email me at s3t6a3r6@aol.com Your daughter is so beautiful. You are also in my thoughts and prayers. Your web page is so wonderful.You did a great job.

Duanna Fjelstad - 02/26/00 10:06:31
My Email:S3t6a3r6
From (City/State/Country):: Madison Wisconsin
Name of Child:: Jonathan
Date of Birth:: December 11,1998
Date of Death:: December 12,1998
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

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My Precious little angel Jonathan Richard died of Anencephaly and he was a full term baby. I did not find out he had anencephaly until i was nine months pregnant,it was the day after Thanksgiving. It was so heartbreaking to find this out when I had so man hopes and dreams for him. He lived for 4hrs and the time with him was so precious. We will always remember his sweet face, his beautiful eyes, his tiny little hands and feet, his warm loving cry, and his little curls. We will always remember you are our sweet little angel. Love mommy and Daddy and Arianna IN ME ORY OF JONATHAN RICHARD TAYLOR 12-11-98

Lynn & Paul - 02/23/00 04:03:42
My Email:Shamsst14@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Gardnerville, Nevada,USa
Name of Child:: none

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I was looking through some pics and I saw Anencepaly, and I wanted to know about it... after reading you poem I started to cry, I found out what I needed to know... and I hopeing your dughter is haveing a great time in heven Good luck, Shannon Adams 2/22/00

Angel - 02/20/00 04:37:36
My URL:http://members.aol.com/AngelDDD/index.html
My Email:AngelDDD@aol.com
From (City/State/Country):: Phoenix, AZ, USA
Name of Child:: 8 and all still living

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You have done a beautiful dedication page for your beautiful Angel, Jessica... Your words were written from the heart and although I do not judge those who have chosen to terminate their pregnancy either, I give you a lot of credit for having carried her full term... I have been pregnant 4 times (have 4 stepchildren also) and just feeling the baby grow in my tummy and feeling the movement, made me bond with my child even though I didn't see the baby yet... I was bonding and getting better acquainted... That time alone that you have spent with Jessica should be held close to your heart... I am sure she is looking down through the clouds of heaven with the same overwhelming look of love you had when you first saw her... As a mother, I could say that tha has got to be the best feeling in the whole world... I almost lost my last child after carrying her full term and almost lost all self control when I was faced with that fear... I can't imagine the sadness you are feeling but I pray for you and yours f mily to endure... May God bless you and yours always... With Angel Hugs I sign... Angel

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Really cool website! I have to go to work but I will explore it more later. Thanks so much for creating this!

Angela and Lawrence - 02/08/00 19:28:56
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/EnchantedForest/Mountain/5428
My Email:ljc@ccp.com
From (City/State/Country):: Ks
Name of Child:: Jessika Denise
Date of Birth:: 12-26-91
Date of Death:: 5-26-99
Cause of Death:: head injury

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I just wanted to say you have a wonderful site. I lost my Jessika at the age of 7 due to a head injury aquired during softball practice. You've done a great job on your web pages. God bless you, Angela

Leigh-Ann - 01/29/00 15:29:19
My URL:http://talk.to/Net_Angels
My Email:la@delkims.screaming.net
From (City/State/Country):: England
Name of Child:: Jordan William

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Nice site... keep up; the good work!

Cindy & Jim Kirchoff - 01/18/00 02:15:11
My Email:kirchoff.james@mcleodusa.net
From (City/State/Country):: Waterloo, Iowa USA
Name of Child:: Samantha Jo Kirchoff
Date of Birth:: December 10, 1999
Date of Death:: December 10, 1999
Cause of Death:: Stillbirth / Unknown cause

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Tina Ball - 01/03/00 01:07:17
My URL:http://geocities.com/brandonbrianna/
My Email:tball@cfl.rr.com
From (City/State/Country):: Orlando, Florida
Name of Child:: Brandon & Brianna
Date of Birth:: 11/18/99
Date of Death:: Brianna 11/21/99, Brandon 11/24/99
Cause of Death:: Premature..born @ 23 wks gestation

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Your website is beautiful. I cried as I read your story. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

Angelique - 12/31/99 09:57:35
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/Heartland/River/7124
My Email:angel_leek@yahoo.com
From (City/State/Country):: Indiana - USA
Name of Child:: Charles Nickolas Hall
Date of Birth:: September 4, 1999
Date of Death:: September 7, 1999
Cause of Death:: Hypoplstic Left Heart Syndrome

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Even though we had our Angels in our lives very briefly, they have changed our lives forever. Until we hold our Angels again in Heaven...

Christine-Michael and Peanut's Mommy - 12/31/99 04:51:17
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/mpssmommy
My Email:mpssmom@hotmail.com
From (City/State/Country):: Robertsdale, AL, USA
Name of Child:: Michael and Peanut
Date of Birth:: 7-9-99, 12-23-99
Date of Death:: 7-9-99, 12-23-99
Cause of Death:: Cord Accident, Blighted Ovum

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Tammy, Jessica's page is just wonderful. There are no words to describe what I am feeling right now. God bless you my friend...

Clare Taaffe and Stewart Glass - 12/12/99 23:16:14
My Email:CTSG2000@netscapeonline.co.uk
From (City/State/Country):: Bolton (UK)
Name of Child:: Charlie Louise Taaffe-Glass
Date of Birth:: 15.59 on 29.10.99
Date of Death:: 15.59 on 29.10.99
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly, Spina Bifida and skeletal defects

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At 16 and a half weeks pregnant, we were told there was something wrong with our babies head. Later we were told that our baby had not developed a brain and had spina bifida. we were devastated, angry, bitter - every emotion you can think of. Charlie was our first baby and we felt angry that this could happen to such a precious life. We decided after advice from our doctor to end the pregnancy. We personally felt unable to carry on as I felt as a mother I was not strong enough to go full ter . As a mother, the 29th of October 1999, was and is one of the hardest days of my whole life. I'm only 22 and my partner (at the time was 20). I always thought heartache like this didn't happen to people our age. The worst part for me was the actual birt of my baby daughter, the absence of a cry and the inability to hold my little girl properly. The fact that one day we were both making plans for our unborn baby and excited in the fact we were to be parents, and the next its all gone still HURTS! Everyday the emptiness gets more and everyday I want my Baby charlie back but I know I can't have her. A day after the termination I believe an angel came down to comfort me.I know some people think I'm a bit mad for believeing this, but I know what I he rd. The angel told me that I will meet my baby Charlie again and that she loved us. I believe this with all my heart and the first thing I will do is to hold my baby girl in my arms and tell her that I love her. We will never ever forget our baby girl, as she is our first child. We are determined to have children in the near future and they will all know about their baby sister and I hope they will love her as much as we do. To charlie, your mum and dad loves you with all their heart, we miss you. we know we can never have you back but we will never stop loving you. From Baby Charlie's mother xxxxxxx

Patti (an Aunt) - 10/19/99 16:38:27
My Email:rlhurst@gateway.net
Name of Child:: Jenna Renee Thompson
Date of Birth:: Sept. 28,1999
Date of Death:: Sept. 28, 1999
Cause of Death:: anecephaly

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Tammy, I enjoyed your memorial to your sweet daughter. I am an Aunt to Jenna and was so blessed to be a part of my brother's experience with his precious daughter. I got to hold her and feel her sweet spirit. Heaven was here on earth for a short moment. hanks for sharing your story. Patti

Jessica & Jason - 10/02/99 01:55:05
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/angel33099
My Email:angel33099@yahoo.com
From (City/State/Country):: georgia, USA
Name of Child:: Caleb
Date of Birth:: 3-30-99
Date of Death:: 3-30-99
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

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tammy, how are you? long time no chat...haha. I think your site is beautiful and hope you will visit my memorial page soon. I am sorry about your pain...i feel it too.

Donna Heaverin - 09/03/99 20:25:46
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/Heartland/Village/9409/madison.html
My Email:madisonsmommy7599@yahoo.com
Name of Child:: Madison
Date of Birth:: 7/5/99
Date of Death:: 7/6/99
Cause of Death:: Ectopia cordis

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Tammy, I realized I had looked at your pages for Jessica, but forgot to sign your guest book. What a lovely memorial for her. I know she's looking down from Heaven and is so proud of her family, especially her Mommy. She's a special and very much loved little girl.

Amy - 08/26/99 17:10:06
My Email:michiganmomof2@hotmail.com
From (City/State/Country):: Detroit, MI (Harper Woods)
Date of Birth:: Jan. 6, 1995
Date of Death:: Jan. 6, 1995
Cause of Death:: unknown

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I was 16 wks. pregnant and went into preterm labor. I lost my child and was never told the sex. In my heart I know one day I will meet this wonderful little person. Your web site is the most moving site I have ever seen. I can truely see the impact Je us has had in your life and think it is wonderful that you are willing to share that. God Bless.

Julian and Julia Bennett - 08/11/99 20:04:06
My Email:jules@percy.softnet.co.uk
From (City/State/Country):: England
Name of Child:: James Bennett
Date of Birth:: 6 May 1999
Date of Death:: 7 May 1999
Cause of Death:: anencephaly

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My beautiful little boy James was born at 10.30pm on 6 May 1999 he lived for 2 hours. During that time he opened his eyes at the sound of my voice and looked at my face, moved around and hiccuped softly. He met his big sister Catherine and was held by h s father and grandparents. All he ever knew was love. We knew about the anencephaly from 12 weeks pregnant and I am proud of what we did and look forward to holding him in my arms again one day. I am also proud of you and what you did. Your website is a wonderful tribute to your little girl and your great love.

dana brookins - 07/24/99 19:56:53
My Email:dbrookin@accucom.net
From (City/State/Country):: milledgeville ga

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I WISH YOU AND YOUR FAMILY THE BEST AND KNOW THAT JESSICA IS ALWAYS WITH YOU AND WATCHING OVER YOU. AND SHE HAS a HAPPY LIFE WITH JESUS.

Dana Brookins - 07/24/99 19:45:09
My Email:dbrookin@accucomm.net
From (City/State/Country):: milledgeville,ga
Name of Child:: Tiffany Lauren Brookins
Date of Birth:: january 12 1995
Date of Death:: january 12 1995
Cause of Death:: anecephaly

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I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.I HAVE BEEN READING THESE ARTICLES AND I FIND THEM COMFORTING YET GUILTY.I WAS ONLY 20 WEEKS PREGNANT AND MY DR SAID I HAD A CHOICE TO MAKE ALTHOUGH IT WAS VERY DIFFICULT I DIDNT THINK I HAD THE HEART TO WATCH HER DIE I WAS TOL IT COULD OF BE MY LIFE ALSO.I CHOSE TO DELIEVER HER EARLY NOT AN ABORTION I WAS IN LABOR FOR 2 DAYS THE HOSPITAL WAS GREAT AND I HAVE PICTURES AND HAND AND FOOT PRINTS.I STILL THINK TO THIS DAY IF I MADE THE WRONG CHOICE BUT I THINK IT TAKES A VERY STRONG PERSON LIKE YOURSELVES TO DO WHAT YOU DID.I COULDNT I WANTED TO DIE AT THE TIME HAVING TO MAKE THAT DECISION.ITS BEEN 4 YEARS NOW AND I STILL HAVE A HARD TIME BUT I AM LEARNING TO DEAL WITH IT.I WEAR A NECKLACE THAT HAS A BA YS RING ON IT AND IT MAKES ME FEEL CLOSE TO HER.WE HAVE A NICE FUNERAL FOR HER AS WELL .MY MOTHER WANTED ME TO HAVE A PLACE TO GO WHEN I NEED TO TALK WITH TIFFANY.SORRY IF I WROTE TO MUCH BUT I WANTED TO SHARE THIS INFORMATION.IF YOU WANT TO EMAIL ME PLEA E DO I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR FROM YOU. THANK YOU DANA BROOKINS

Jennifer - 07/22/99 17:27:05
My URL:http://geocities.datacellar.net/Heartland/Grove/2173
My Email:amandasmommy@geocities.com
From (City/State/Country):: Illinois
Name of Child:: Amanda Marie
Date of Birth:: 1/21/95
Date of Death:: 1/21/95
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

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Tammie, You have made a beautiful page for a beautiful little girl. I can feel the love you have for her. I hope that our angel's are playing together up above and smiling down on their mommies. Hugs, Jennifer

Pam Haley - 07/21/99 17:44:35
My Email:pamhaley@prodigy.net
From (City/State/Country):: Hot Springs, AR USA
Name of Child:: George Paul Eldridge,III
Date of Birth:: 08/23/70
Date of Death:: 04/15/97
Cause of Death:: car accident

Comments:
I had to let you know how touched I was reading Jessica's story. I am also on the Ethan House loop. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

Kristy Mahakian - 07/16/99 02:08:54
From (City/State/Country):: Saugus, California
Name of Child:: Blayke Evelyn
Date of Birth:: Nov. 3, 1999
Date of Death:: N/A
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly

Comments:
I have only begun my journey, but I agree that when you are in God's will you are carried through every storm. God Bless you and your family.

Sue & Greg Mansfield. - 07/15/99 01:46:11
My Email:simonmanz@vision.net.au
From (City/State/Country):: Tasmania, Australia.
Name of Child:: Annalise Maria Therese
Date of Birth:: 14th August, 1998.
Date of Death:: 14th August, 1998.
Cause of Death:: Anencephaly & spina bifida.

Comments:
Tammy, I've just found your sites for Jessica and they are really great. I loved the photos of Jessica and the photo of your other beautiful children. I hope many people visit your site and God bless you all. Love Sue Mansfield.

Michelle Phillips - 07/14/99 19:59:06
My Email:tttruss@telusplanet.net
From (City/State/Country):: Calgary, Canada
Name of Child:: Cole
Date of Birth:: November 18, 1998
Date of Death:: Novembver 18, 1998
Cause of Death:: hospital negligence

Comments:
I just want to say that Jessica is absolutely beautiful

Shelly - 07/08/99 16:39:35

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Dear Tammy: You did a good job on Jessica's Memorial. I wanted to add a different font to my message and for some reason it changed the font for your message. I am so sorry about that.

Shelly - 07/08/99 16:34:43
My URL:http://members.tripod.com/~Kayang_99/Kayindex.html
My Email:kayang_99@yahoo.com
From (City/State/Country):: Canada
Name of Child:: Kaylee Ann
Date of Birth:: June 14,1996
Date of Death:: Aug. 11, 1996
Cause of Death:: Central line accident

Comments:
Dear Jessica: You were such a pretty little girl. I know your Mommy and Daddy miss you so much. Your Mom did a excellent job on your memorial page. I don't know if you meet my daughter Kaylee Ann yet but if you do I hope both of you take care of each other.

Jim and Tammy - 07/08/99 00:26:00
My Email:JHajdo@compuserve.com
From (City/State/Country):: Michigan, USA
Name of Child:: Jessica Marie
Date of Birth:: 12/28/98
Date of Death:: 12/28/98
Cause of Death:: stillborn due to anencephaly

Comments:
Forever our Love, Forever in our heart, Forever our baby
Till Forever!
We love you!
Mommy and Daddy