I was told
they would test my immediate family: mother, father and brother in the
hopes they matched me for a related bone marrow transplant. Unfortunately,
they did not match.
It was at this
point that the Peel Memorial Hospital oncologist, Dr. Sandeep Sehdev,
and Dr. Steven Reingold, sent me to Princess Margaret Hospital in Toronto
to be delivered the bad news. Dr. Jeff Lipton told me I did not have
a related match, and that my other options were chemotherapy or an unrelated
transplant. This was extremely disappointing news to us because we had
been told a related bone marrow transplant was the preferred treatment
for Chronic Myelogenous Leukemia. (hereafter referred to as CML) The
future seemed bleak.
I remember
hating Dr. Lipton for the dismal and black picture he painted to my
brother and I. He was not positive, and this was a strong factor in
causing me to have most of my treatment done in Brampton, even though
Princess Margaret was much more conveniently located, as I didn't own
a car.
It was strongly
suggested the best course of action I could pursue was chemotherapy
with the drug interferon. I was told while it didn't work in all cases,
in the percentage of cases it did work in, it had a really good success
rate at achieving remission. I was quite happy to comply with this protocol
as Dr. Lipton had successfully frightened me silly in regards to the
unrelated bone marrow transplant and all the possible complications
that could set in.
Important
So, if you
will, picture me, the needle phobic, setting out how to learn to give
myself needles! I was on interferon for close to two and a half years,
and I never got used to giving myself needles! I had a little routine;
I would count to three, the idea being that on three I would jab the
needle in. Well, more often than not, I would jerk the needle away at
the last minute! Sometimes I already had it in, and the reflex action
would pull it out, and I would need to begin all over again! Eventually
I would get it in. Ouch!
Actually, nine
times out of ten it didn't hurt. The tenth time, it would sting.
About a year
or so of taking interferon went by. My blood cell counts started to
drop, and keep dropping. It was necessary for me to get transfusions
of red blood cells, and occasionally platelets. Concern about the continually
dropping counts led to another bone marrow aspiration. It was thought
that I was myelodysplasic, and this indicated a progression of my disease
into a worsening state. I was told an unrelated bone marrow transplant
was now my only option.
The search
for a suitable donor was on. I stopped taking interferon because it
would only aggravate my dropping counts. A month went by. Then another,
and another and another till a total of about six months had gone by
and still no word or decision on when to go ahead with transplant.
Lo and behold,
around the end of the six months, my counts started to creep back up.
The doctors were not to sure why or what was going on. They sent me
for tests such as the one for Chrohn's disease. They finally discovered
that for some reason I had developed a B12 deficiency; probably a reaction
to the interferon. Back on the interferon; no transplant!
I continued
in this manner, finishing my undergraduate degree at York (1995), and
working as a freelance musician up until about February, 1996.
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