well.... sorry ive been slacking again havn't i.... i dunno semesters winding down..... ive just been... been... BEEN... existed... etc etc. ive been walking by my car wondering why i dont hop in and run away or hop in and drive off one of these cliffs around here, there are plenty to choose from im in the fucking mountains... im like so complaicent and i cant i dunno... i just am, and its just not.. i dunno...

ok when i forget to do a day i'll just leave it out.... anyways i know i had something really intelligent to say today and i cant for the life of me remember what that was.... grrrr.... *sigh* oh well... my plan is to pack as much as possible then not need much to pack when im ready.. ha... ok enough of that... i wish i could remember what my word of wisdom was... hope i remember.... this is getting dumber and more neglected as the semester winds down.. 4 days of classes left... ok im done... see ya whenever... sorry its been neglected lately