ok well lots has happened since last i wrote in here... firstly i was put on meds... zoloft 50mg/day... i dunno... today i almost snapped.. so hmmm... anyways... i also got my grades and told my rents 'bout some of the crap thats happened w/o going into detail... and to my utter amazement they were ok with it... although they wont talk about it past ok your here and stuff... so much for attempting to get them to really undersand... but anyways.. i got promoted today... im the front end manager now :-) kewl huh? hmmm been working lots.. i am soo tired right now worked 9hrs today on my feet the whole time... so i think i may retire now.. this was your update for a while hehe... i promise to try to get better at entereing here i promise.... no guarantees though ;-)