'You're In Control' Avoidant
Paruresis Web Site
This
site is provided for the benefit of
people who find it difficult or impossible to
void while in public facilities, or when under
stress such as time pressure, or when being
observed, or when others are near by,
or while on moving platforms such as airplanes,
boats or trains.
YOU
ARE NOT ALONE !
:)
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meant to be a clearinghouse of information
related to Avoidant Paruresis. Some of the
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Thanks for
stopping by, and together we will find some
relief from this disorder.
Brian-
I am searching
for a women with AP to contribute, and author the
Women with AP section of this
site. Please contact me if you are interested.
Quick Update:
(I'm Sorry it has been so long since I updated
this site)
Paxil week 8
Hi all,
Well its been an
interesting 8 weeks. By week four I would have to
say that its done nothing for my depression (20mg
day). Although I have seen sort of a benificial
effect. I dont tend to withdrawl and isolate
myself as fast. The only side effects by week
four was the difficulty to achieve an orgasm with
my girlfriend.
Since then my dosage was
raised to 40mg day. My AP has not been changed
one bit. But I just noticed this past weekend,
that although I am aware of AP, I no longer have
the obsessive thoughts of impending doom.
My side effects changed slightly. I cannot
achieve an orgasm now, and I have a new one. Do
you know that jump you get when you fall asleep?
I have those all night, but not as strong and
normal. Not fun. So at week 7, with my doctors
approval, I dropped back to 20mg day. This has
helped alot, although I still jump, its very
minor, and mostly non offensive.
I had a really good weekend
this week. I went down to Busch Garderns,
Wiliamsburg. I was quite shocked about 2 hours
into my trip down. I realized that for the first
time, I went on a trip, and was not concerned at
all about my AP :). It was nice not to have that
worry in the back of my head.
I used the facilities when
I had to, and had slow success. Sometimes I could
go, sometimes not. But it was no big deal. I just
tried somewhere else. Very nice not to worry! I
knew that I could go somewhere. And I did.
I slipped a little last
weekend, and became extemely isolated. I dont
know what brought this on. Its been a long time
since I have done something like that. I missed
my appointment with my therapist, which I really
look forward to. And I was late the week before.
That weekend I slept most of Saturday (18 hours),
and Sunday (15 maybe?). It was kind of strange.
I see my shrink on
wednesday, So I will probobly add or start a new
medication this week. And I am going to try very
hard to make my Thursday appointment with my T.
Thats all..Take Care,
brian-
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