THIS SITE IS DEDICATED TO A PERSON OF GREAT VISION
AND TO A MAN WHO HELPED ME FIND MY SCARLET SOUL

In April 1999, I lost a sweet and gentle friend to cancer.
He was diagnosed in the November of '98 and given the best of 3 months to live...which he did, nothing more, nothing less.
But like him, he made them count!
This page is for him. To dedicate a place in my heart to a person who has managed to make a difference.
Unfortunatly, due to all kinds of circumstances, I was unable to tell him this directly, but I felt it needed saying...

Craig, it is almost 4 years since you wished me a solemn good-bye, and walked slowly out of my life to rediscover yours.
I never knew that you would leave such a scar, or such an imprint on my heart, and it is still difficult to watch this life unfold without you in it.
I still find myself recounting conversations, feeling your touches, listening to your laughter...watching for you....and it never ceases to surprise me that you left this world so tragically.
I still feel the loss Craig.
I often find myself reaching out to grasp onto your clear cut views, your visions, your ability to conquer.
And I know that when I falter, you help me up again, because in life you promised you would.
I know that what we had, was special and sacred and all consuming, and it is only now that I can believe in what we were.
You remain an exceptional and important part of my life - you move me still.
I am honoured that I was chosen to know you, and to have filled some hollow in your world!
You are never ending and singular Craig
you are and always will be.....





You started your life as the dot on an ultrascan, and you brought with your tiny heartbeat, the joy
and the excitement of a million new beginnings. For some reason, you were needed to belong in another time,
and the loss for your Mum, and for your surrogate family is tremendous.
We love you Noah, you may only have been 41 days old, but your life has come to mean so much
.....Spread your wings little angel
we will watch for you in each new leaf of Spring


......and Tracy......
I cannot feel your intense pain...I can only hope that you will allow me to hold your hand through it.....