I guess I'll start with marriage and work my way from there. First of all marriage is the only honorable state for a man and a woman to be in, that is if they intend to have sex. There are those who have no honor, never will, and don't even care. Well I am not addressing anyone like that. I am only addressing men and women who care about themselves and care about honor and love and life and others. The whole world seems to have gone nuts. Women especially. Trip this. I am a married man; three kids, 2 boys and a girl. Now that is ordinary, but this is not. I don't usually approach women, and ask for sex, but I do like to have fun with them. Now the women I know consider me a dog. Why? Becuase I tell them that as long as they are single they could still end up mine. I know, it's a "fat chance," but that's not the point. The point is that I am telling the truth. Now I would never leave my wife of course, but that does not mean that I couldn't have another wife. Still it's a "fat chance" because I don't expect any women to want me bad enough for me to care. And I am past the age of thinking I should chase women, and besides the only way to honorably have a woman is if her dad gives her to a man. Now do you see what I mean by "fat chance." That's not the trip though, the trip is that they call me a dog, yet every single woman I know, has more than one guy she is sleeping with. Who's the dog. I could tell you that I would never sleep with any woman who is not mine, and by mine I mean that she has been given to me by her dad. Oh, I am far from a dog, but who's listening.
Men are the biggest idiots. It is because of, for lack of a better term I will call them "Void Men," that any Man who is not void of understanding and knowledge is probably called a dog. You see Void Men are what women want, and when they get them, boy do they ever regret it. What good is a man who doesn't know his place? What do women think they are going to get from "Mister Look So Good?" Is he going to love them? Does he know what love is? What good is he? Oh, he has great sex. Duh! I could ask a thousand questions about what a woman thinks he would do in this situation and that, but I stop short of that and suffice it to say that if a woman goes after a man, who has no clue what he is doing here on earth, then that's what she gets.
About women (in general). . . What's up with them anyway? Did they have to go to school to learn how to be so mean, shallow, and worthless? And I hear, ringing in my mind, that all men are dogs who only want one thing. Hey, do they have anything else? Where do women get their whole tude from. Like men should like them and want to be with them for anything other than sex. Really it gets bizzare. To any guy out there, I mean the ones who aren't "Void," when was the last time you were in a difficult situation, and a woman didn't make it worse? Do women side with you in your daily battles, or do they always look for what you must have done wrong? And why do we even consult women with our problems knowing that they aren't going to side with us? Strange days indeed. Is there anyone left, and I'm not asking the "void" nor am I asking women, but is there a man left, besides myself, that still believes that women are supposed to be here to help men? I've been here for 36 years and I can't say that I have been helped yet. Maybe I just don't understand the help "my woman" is giving me. And should I believe that this isn't my woman because she doesn't help me. And help me do what, I must ask myself.
Leaving off that discourse I turn to the chase itself. Why is it that men are chasing women? What has happened to bring this about? Is there a shortage of women? Do you believe science? I hear tell that women outnumber men by something like at least 3-1 (that is a conservative number). Is someone telling a huge lie or what? Anyway, did we leave off believing that every man would have his own woman? Then why do we go around looking for her? Doesn't it seem plausable that if a woman was made for a man, that she would be brought to him? Then why the chase? Are we stupid or what? No wonder we have so many problems with relationships, when really there are no problems, just idiots doing idiot things with other idiots, and all of them getting on my nerves. What a drag. gotta go, I'll finish later.
The date is August 19, 1998, and guess what. . .I'm back. Wow, as I read the things I wrote some time ago, I realized that I didn't know as much then as I know now. Not offering any apoligies for what I have written in the past, but offfering instead a perspective from where I sit now. In the past I stated that the only honorable relationship (sexual) would be between a man and woman married. Now, as I have come to find out, and believe, there are others, not many, but others just the same. It is in my best interest not to go into detail, but suffice it to say that men and women can have sex and not be married, and still hold honor. A warning to the unwise (I don't know why I bother): The woman still has to be the man's woman. How does a woman get to be a man's woman you might ask? I might not tell you, but, alas I do indeed know. Don't bother to e-mail me with your questions, I will not tell. Seek and you shall find is all that I will say. Anyway, I just thought I would clear that up. It is not my intention to lead anyone in the wrong direction, and I realize that somehow I don't know everything, but I have a clue, and I'm holding something worth more than anything you could imagine. On that note I leave off this discourse forever, unless, that is, I realize again that I spoke too soon and cannot rest quietly until I correct my words for those who need them.
July 7, 2001, 38 years old now. I have another son. That makes three boys and and a girl. I must be doing something right. Leave it to beaver though and I got the whole story wrong. I read my words today. . .you know. . . to make sure I still agree, because I could change if I thought I was wrong, alas I have not changed, but I will add this small thought or two, because some woman wants me to. . .I know. Ugly men are the same as MLSG (Mister Look So Good). What the hey, if you think that because the man you choose to be with is ugly, then he will be better than MLSG, you are wrong. Some old stuff. A man has got to know what the hell he is doing here. If he doesn't, run! I don't know what else to tell you. Not that I think you (She, Her, Girl, Woman, You know who you are) are taking this to heart, but it's not about looks. Women are considered more valuable when they look good, not men. Men are considered more valuable. . . when they are! How do you value a man? What are you looking for? This is what I think you should be looking for. You should be looking for a man who is already in love . . . with himself so much that his cup runneth over. A man who knows what love is . . . and how to love. Pretty much that is it. I know that you want to live in a house and all that kind of stuff, but a man in love, and knowing how to love, will have those things eventually. I grow extreemly bored, and leave these thoughts. I hope that helps. I don't think I will read this again. Live and let live. . .loveya.DR
Update! January 2005 I was reading what I wrote before, and I found it correct. A Man can't have more than one woman for any reason whatsoeveratall. You say I contradict myself, I say, I'm glad I'm not you. Find your female, marry her, live life, never leave her, never for any reason, and you just might get it. Hope that feeds the need.
