A Young Child's Worries

I've got a worry that I cannot seem to get my mind to reason out.

You see my parents got a divorce.  I'm trying to understand why.

I do not think it was me.  It makes me very sad that I cannot

Have a family with a mother and a dad.

I'm living with my mom and she takes good care or me.  I miss

My dad not being home and doing things with him.

I've got another worry that I would like to share and hope you

May have an answer that could help me understand.

My mom has a friend who visits and takes her places.  He

Is friendly and tries to talk to me about things.  I do not know

What to say sometimes because I am confused. 

I worry as to what would happen if my mom marries her friend.

Will mom still love me as much and be as close as we are now? 

Will her friend like me as he would one of his children?

What about my Dad, how will this affect him?

Will he still want to come and see me?

Will I go to stay with him?  I do not know how to ask the questions

To mom, dad or the friend to get the answers to relieve my mind

I do not know how to say Mom "I Need to talk with you".

I wish that mom and I could talk to help

me understand.  I have tried to give her signs,

In the way I act and do.  I do not think she understands what 

I am trying to do.  I just want to be loved.