::the elite::

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The Elite. These people have so entirely been there for me in every way you can imagine. Or maybe you can't. They're my precious treasures, the sparkling gems that help me see through the darkness, even when it feels hopeless. Though they all say I don't, I believe I owe them each an enormous debt of gratitude, and can only hope to repay them by being as good a friend to them as they've been to me.

Although some of you may object, I feel that I have to put something here for Someone who has been there for me through so much in my life in the last few years. He and I shared love, sorrow, happiness and pain, but he will always be close to my heart, no matter what happens between us. I won't stop loving him, because I honestly believe that he still has my heart. So please try to understand how hard it is for me to be without him, and love me in spite of any misgivings you may have. My life wouldn't have been the same without Bryan being in it. So thank you Bryan, and know that I will keep my promise for the rest of my life. *hug*

and on with this, randomly..

  • (Ed) - MysticFyre: took a chance on me. why he did, i'll never really know. he gave me more than i deserve.. friendship without question, advice without being demeaning, and everything else i never asked for.. he's like a big brother (he picks on me) but i don't mind.. he's one of my most trusted, loved friends. and in his words 'i made it to this page, and that's all you need to know!'
  • (R.) - Gorantoth: My Immortal Golden Dragon, who has mastered the art of unconditional love. He has never given up on me, under any circumstance, and always shows patience and warmth to me no matter what. (even if i don't deserve it.) And R., I meant what I said. You know what I mean.
  • (Scott) - Warpath: one of my favourite lil' net brothers. He's really cute (but don't tell him; he'll argue!), sweet, and really easy to talk with... i really adore him! =)
  • (E.) - druss: and I finally got to meet this Summer. I'm so glad I got to spend time with him and get to know him better. He's a truly incredible person, and a loyal, patient, caring friend. I wouldn't trade him for the world. (even a world of Tim Tams!)
  • (Scott) - Thunder: is my self proclaimed [irl] bodyguard.. he's quite : cute, sweet, adorable, intimidating (?), and a good dinner companion, too. ;) I trust him immensely, and not many others have that honour.. If any have earned it, it's him.
  • (Dominick) - Knyghtowl: is the man to blame for me getting onto telnet talkers. (evil! telnet is evil, i tell you!) He's a very kindhearted person who I consider a very good friend. He and I rarely see each other, therefore, I miss him. And his hugs.
  • (Ben) - Goth: How quickly time passes, and suddenly I feel as though I've known you for my entire life.. Ben has offered the advice I was scared to ask for, friendship when I needed it most, and a sense of humour that could make the Grinch Who Stole Christmas fall over laughing.
  • (Cat) - StarWeaver: has been my friend for years, and she just simply ROCKS! She's always (and i mean always) willing to listen if i'm bummed about my day, or even if i'm just gushing about what makes me happy =) She's the kind of friend i am presently kicking myself for forgetting to put on here eons ago. *sigh* But anyways, she knows i love her tons, and that's all that really matters. *snuggle,sm00ch!*
  • (Jay) - Zanatos: offered me a service that I desperately needed, but was afraid to ask for. (Who ever would've thought that anyone would offer to Guardian my dreams?) I owe him more than he'd ever admit to.
  • (C.) - Godiva: is one of my favourite and dearest friends. I am grateful to have her in my life, and hope to be as good to her as she always is to me. (We've gotta start planning..)
  • (Lori) - Magpie: is someone I can't believe I forgot to put on here. (ack!) She is an incredible friend, loyal, trustworthy, and very sweet. She has been there for me so many times, when I've needed a kind word, or a bit of encouragement. She is another of my favourite friends, and I am pleased to add her now. (Btw, this does mean not to mess with her.. or else.)
  • (Liam) - Garet: is real, and that's why I find him so incredible. I've known him for years, and even got to spend time with him IRL a couple of times. We've been through a lot, but I think it's just made me value him and his friendship that much more.
  • (Hope) - Nefarious: found me merely a week or so before I left the Net for a while. We caught up on life and I feel very close to her again. I'm glad to have her as a friend, because she's one of those people that you can just talk to with no worries of being back stabbed or betrated.
  • (Les) - death: is such a sweetie, and a great listener. I am so lucky to have found him, after being on Resort and not knowing him for far too long. He's also great at boosting my ego, which a Leo can never have too much of ;) *grin* Thank you for everything, Les. *snuggles*
  • (V.) - Firesong: my "adopted sister" and close friend IRL. Another who will offer advice if I ask her, but not an overbearing person by any means. I'm glad we found each other and have managed to not lose each other over the years.
  • (Dave) - Raphael: Wow. What can I say? One of my longest friendships on the net has been with this man, and if you know him, it's easy to know why. He has never abandoned me when I've needed him, and I can honestly say that he's one of the closest people to me from the net, (beside E., perhaps.) and I intend to keep him there.
  • (Mike) - FirstKnight: is still patiently waiting for the pictures I promised him about a year ago. But he forgives me, or tolerates that I' really horrible with mail, and I'm grateful for his friendship. He helped me through some pretty icky times, and I'm sure he'll be around for a long time to come.
  • (Liz) - Elyria: is a lady who I so rarely see get to talk with anymore, but that doesn't mean I love her any less. She's a wonderful friend, and I am grateful for her friendship.
  • (Steve) - Fenris: is one of my net.cousins, and sweetest friends. He has never been sparing with is praise, or malicious in any way.. I just simply can't be without him.
  • (Chris) - Warlock: is awesome. He's my magician, among other things, and is the only person who can get away with calling me a .. well, we won't go there. =P~ despite rarely seeing each other, we remain close, and i would honestly do anything for this man. *hugsnugglesm00chandotherassortedlovin*
  • (Wayne) - tak: is my other little net.brother.. He has been a constant source of inspiration to me, even if he doesn't realize it.. ;) He's very caring, and loving, quite easily one of the truest friends i've ever known.
  • (Jen) - Granola: and i met when she and laura came out not so long ago. She's very very cool and easy to talk with.. Maybe she'll come back out and we can run to Jack in the Box and Whataburger for food again... At three in the morning..
  • (Julia) - Annastasia is very sweet. =) She and I have known each other for a while, and I'm glad. =) She really is nifty, and once she declares you a friend, nothing will change that.
  • (Laura) - Kanga: is Jen's faithful sidekick. (or is it the other way around?) I'm glad to have met her.. It's refreshing to know that there are still genuine people in the world. =)
  • (Regina) - Myra: is one of my favourite net.relations .. =) she's someone i can turn to for advice, love, or whatever else i need.. she never hesitates to help me out..
  • (Jen/Jade) - Ratatouille: is a real sweetie. Somehow, she tolerates me when I visit, and even entertains me! ;) I'm very glad to have gotten the opportunity to get to know her better.
  • (Rob) - Tempest: is interesting.. *wink* He's my adopted older net brother, and we're supposed to meet eventually.. Maybe someday we will. ;)
  • (Andrea) - sometimes: is a really happy, friendly, loveable person who i adore to pieces. She's a really sweet and kind hearted friend, who i am lucky to have.

  • .. your words keep me alive ..
    Sarah McLachlan

    Updated on 2 April, 2000, by Carla.

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